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Alexiander

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1 (blog entry) ONE DAY IM GOING TO HAVE TO GET UP AND NOT BE AFRIAD TO START LIVING MY LIFE . OR ELSE MY EXISTENCE IS JUST A WASTE
blog entry posted Tue, February 19, 2008 - 12:30 AM permalink - 1 comment
HUBIRUS (blog entry) I consider myself to be humble in reality. I don't present myself as such online always, but i get told by numerous people that I am.

So why is it that when something bad happens to me I take it as an afront to my very existence in this unive... read more
blog entry posted Tue, February 19, 2008 - 12:09 AM permalink - 0 comments
Swimming in the Shallows (blog entry) I don't have to be loved, I don't need to be liked, I just want to be wanted by someone I want.
blog entry posted Tue, February 19, 2008 - 12:07 AM permalink - 0 comments
PATIENCE IS VILLAINY (blog entry)


HE WAITS JUST OUT OF SIGHT. FOR ME TO FALL, TRIP, OR STUMBLE MY LIFE TO THAT PLACE WHERE I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE THEN TO LET HIM DO AS HE PLEASES.

I SLIP AND COME CLOSE BUY NOT CLOSE ENOUGH.

NEVER ACROSS THE LINE, BUT ALWAYS TO IT.

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blog entry posted Tue, February 19, 2008 - 12:06 AM permalink - 0 comments
convergance of thoughts (blog entry)


the darkness does not hold fear for me it holds shame. i see my hate for others and loathing for myself.

my pride that is to much for any one person. those thoughts of which i do not speak to anyone. the darkness is the brightest mirror ... read more
blog entry posted Tue, February 19, 2008 - 12:04 AM permalink - 0 comments
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ONE DAY IM GOING TO HAVE TO GET UP AND NOT BE AFRIAD TO START LIVING MY LIFE . OR ELSE MY EXISTENCE IS JUST A WASTE
Tue, February 19, 2008 - 12:30 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
I consider myself to be humble in reality. I don't present myself as such online always, but i get told by numerous people that I am.

So why is it that when something bad happens to me I take it as an afront to my very existence in this universe that it was me and not somebody else. Like I'm that important that the powers that be sought out to ruin my life becuase im some how more than others are. When the reality is that sometimes (but not all the time) SHIT JUST HAPPENS and it happend ... read more
Tue, February 19, 2008 - 12:09 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
I don't have to be loved, I don't need to be liked, I just want to be wanted by someone I want.
Tue, February 19, 2008 - 12:07 AM permalink - 0 comments
 



HE WAITS JUST OUT OF SIGHT. FOR ME TO FALL, TRIP, OR STUMBLE MY LIFE TO THAT PLACE WHERE I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE THEN TO LET HIM DO AS HE PLEASES.

I SLIP AND COME CLOSE BUY NOT CLOSE ENOUGH.

NEVER ACROSS THE LINE, BUT ALWAYS TO IT.

I SEE HIS EYES WATCH ME FROM THE DARKNESS WANTING ME TO JOIN HIM WISHING ME TO UNDERSTAND, WILLING TO GIVE ME A HAND. BUT I HAVE BEEN THERE BEFORE AND IT WAS TO HARD TO COME BACK AND COST ME TO MUCH

HE WILL NEVER GO AWAY.

ALWAYS THERE EVER REA... read more
Tue, February 19, 2008 - 12:06 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
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Son of Suijin

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I strive for enlightenment and balance in my lfe on a daily basis. for me the meaning of LIFE is to LIVE you can look it up in the dictionary and i qoute: the physical, mental, and spiritual experiences that constitute existence or the interval between birth and death. so maybe i have to except that the reason for my being is just that, TO BE OR NOT TO BE as it is. and there is nothing else for me to do except maybe to find that other part of me the one who can see right through me into the deepiest darkest reaches of my soul and not be afriad of what they see,someone who will accept me for me and not who they want me to be, until i find him i struggle through this life with only my music to sustain the yearning i feel within me, I believe music is the only true universal language. I'm a very solitary soul , for the most part i only speak when there a purpose for my words or something that needs to be said.unless im really happy then its hard to shut me up. people often mistake my solemnees for sadness so sometimes i talk for other peoples benefit and not my own becuase no one wants to be around you if they think your sad and for along time i was fine with that and i thought i would wonder this earth alone but youu get older and people change and i realized that i want soomeone there with me to help me up when i fall becuase you cant always get back up by yourself.
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