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Ghazal 322
I have come so that, tugging your ear, I may draw you to me,
unheart and unself you, plant you in my heart and soul.
Rosebush, I have come a sweet springtide unto you, to seize
you very gently in my embrace and squeeze you.
I have come to adorn you in this worldly abode, to convey you
above the skies like lovers' prayers.
I have come because you stole a kiss from an idol fair; give it
back with a glad heart, master, for I will seize you back.
What is a mere rose? You are the All*, you are the speaker of
the command "Say"*. If no one else knows you, since you are I, I
know you.
You are my soul and spirit, you are my Fatiha-chanter*, be-
come altogether the Fatiha, so that I may chant you in my heart.
You are my quarry and game, though you have sprung from
the snare; return to the snare, and if you will not, I will drive
you.
The lion said to me, “You are a wonderous deer; be gone! Why
do you run in my wake so swiftly? I will tear you to pieces.”
Accept my blow, and advance like a hero's shield;
give your ear to naught but the bowstring, that I may bend you
like a bow.
So many thousand stages there are from earth's bounds to
man; I have brought you from city to city, I will not leave you by
the roadside.
Say nothing, froth not, do not raise the lid of the cauldron;
simmer well, and be patient, for I am cooking you.
No, for you are a lion's whelp hidden in a deer's body: I will
cause you suddenly to transcend the deer's veil.
You are my ball, and you run in the curved mallet of my
decree; though I am making you to run, I am still running in your track.
* A pun on the Persian “gul” (“rose”) and "kull” (“all”).
* Say: Many passages of the Koran open with the word “say”.
* Fatiha-chanter (Fâtiha-khwân): The “Fatiha” (“Opening”)
is the first chapter of the Koran, containing praise of God
and prayers for guidance. A cantor with an exceptional voice
may chant this chapter in the course of an assembly of
worship. (Additional clarification courtesy of Ibrahim Gamard
and Anna Ghonim.)
Translation by A.J. Arberry
Mystical Poems of Rumi 1
The University of Chicago Press, 1968
Ghazal 586
He who seeks felicity* is one thing, the lover
something else — he who loves his head has not the feet for Love.
How should Love's two fire-filled eyes, drowned
in the liver's blood, search for the heart's desire and the
spirits' subsistence?
The lover does not weep for his sorry state, nor
does he rub his eyes from heartache: He wants to be worse
each instant.
He does not want a day of fortune, nor does he
seek a night of ease — his heart stays concealed between night
and day like dawn.
The world has two nests: good fortune and
affliction — by God's Holy Essence, the lover is outside them
both!
The ocean does not make him boil, for he is
unparalleled pearl. His face has not come from the mine, even
if it is yellow like gold.
In love with the spirit's King, how should the
heart seek a kingdom? Enraptured by His slender waist, how
should the spirit seek a robe of honor?
Should a phoenix enter the world, the lover
would not seek its shadow, for he is drunk with love for that
famous Phoenix.
If the world should become all sugar, his heart
would still lament like the reed; and if the Beloved should say
"No!" he will still melt like sugar.
I asked my Lord about Shams al-Din of Tabriz,
whose permanent abode is Love: "Why should such a king go
on a journey?"
Translation by William C. Chittick
The Sufi Path of Love
SUNY Press Albany, 1984
Ghazal 838
if you pass your night
and merge it with dawn
for the sake of heart
what do you think will happen
if the entire world
is covered with the blossoms
you have labored to plant
what do you think will happen
if the elixir of life
that has been hidden in the dark
fills the desert and towns
what do you think will happen
if because of
your generosity and love
a few humans find their lives
what do you think will happen
if you pour an entire jar
filled with joyous wine
on the head of those already drunk
what do you think will happen
go my friend
bestow your love
even on your enemies
if you touch their hearts
what do you think will happen
Translated by Nader Khalili
Rumi, Fountain of Fire
Cal-Earth, September 1994
Ghazal 947
don't go to sleep
this night
one night is worth
a hundred thousand souls
the night is generous
it can give you
a gift of the full moon
it can bless your soul
with endless treasure
every night when you feel
the world is unjust
never ending grace
descends from the sky
to soothe your souls
the night is not crowded like the day
the night is filled with eternal love
take this night
tight in your arms
as you hold a sweetheart
remember the water of life
is in the dark caverns
don't be like a big fish
stopping the life's flow
by standing in the mouth of a creek
even Mecca is adornedwith black clothes
showing that the heavens
are ready to grace
the human soul
even one prayer
in the Mecca of a night
is like a hundred
no one can claim
sleep can build
a temple like this
during a night
the blessed prophet
broke all the idols and
God remained alone
to give equally to all
an endless love
Translated by Nader Khalili
Rumi, Fountain of Fire
Cal-Earth, September 1994
Ghazal 2133
wake up, wake up
this night is gone
wake up
abandon abandon
even your dear self
abandon
there is an idiot
in our market place
selling a precious soul
if you doubt my word
get up this moment
and head for the market now
don’t listen to trickery
don’t listen to the witches
don’t wash blood with blood
first turn yourself upside down
empty yourself like a cup of wine
then fill to the brim with the essence
a voice is descending
from the heavens
a healer is coming
if you desire healing
let yourself fall ill
let yourself fall ill
Translated by Nader Khalili
Rumi, Fountain of Fire
Cal-Earth, September 1994
Ghazal 2309
you are drunk
and i'm intoxicated
no one is around
showing us the way home
again and again
i told you
drink less
a cup or two
i know in this city
no one is sober
one is worse than the other
one is frenzied and
the other gone mad
come on my friend
step into the tavern of ruins
taste the sweetness of life
in the company of another friend
here you'll see
at every corner
someone intoxicated
and the cup-bearer
makes her rounds
i went out of my house
a drunkard came to me
someone whose glance
uncovered a hundred
houses in paradise
rocking and rolling
he was a sail
with no anchor but
he was the envy of all those sober ones
remaining on the shore
where are you from i asked
he smiled in mockery and said
one half from the east
one half from the west
one half made of water and earth
one half made of heart and soul
one half staying at the shores and
one half nesting in a pearl
i begged
take me as your friend
i am your next of kin
he said i recognize no kin
among strangers
i left my belongings and
entered this tavern
i only have a chest
full of words
but can't utter
a single one
Translated by Nader Khalili
Rumi, Fountain of Fire
Cal-Earth, September 1994
“Chinese Art and Greek Art”
The Prophet said, “There are some who see Me
by the same Light in which I am seeing them.
Our natures are ONE.
Without reference to any strands
of lineage, without reference to texts or traditions,
we drink the Life-Water together.”
Here's a story
about that hidden mystery:
The Chinese and the Greeks
were arguing as to who were the better artists.
The King said,
“We'll settle this matter with a debate.”
The Chinese began talking,
but the Greeks wouldn't say anything.
They left.
The Chinese suggested then
that they each be given a room to work on
with their artistry, two rooms facing each other
and divided by a curtain.
The Chinese asked the King
for a hundred colors, all the variations,
and each morning they came to where
the dyes were kept and took them all.
The Greeks took no colors.
“They're not part of our work,”
They went to their room
and began cleaning and polishing the walls. All day
every day they made those walls as pure and clear
as an open sky.
There is a way that leads from all-colors
to colorlessness. Know that the magnificent variety
of the clouds and the weather comes from
the total simplicity of the sun and the moon.
The Chinese finished, and they were so happy.
They beat the drums in the joy of completion.
The King entered their room,
astonished by the gorgeous color and detail.
The Greeks then pulled the curtain dividing the rooms.
The Chinese figures and images shimmeringly reflected
on the clear Greek walls. They lived there,
even more beautifully, and always
changing in the light.
The Greek art is the Sufi way.
They don't study books of philosophical thought.
They make their loving clearer and clearer.
No wantings, no anger. In that purity
they receive and reflect the images of every moment,
from here, from the stars, from the void.
They take them in
as though they were seeing
with the Lighted Clarity
that sees them.
Mathnawi, I, 3462-3485, 3499
Coleman Barks
Delicious Laughter
Maypop, June 1990
(Based on Nicholson's translation of the Mathnawi, IV, 2683-2696.)
“Keep Searching”
Even though you're not equipped,
keep searching:
equipment isn't necessary on the way to the Lord.
Whoever you see engaged in search,
become her friend and cast your head in front of her,
for choosing to be a neighbor of seekers,
you become one yourself;
protected by conquerors,
you will yourself learn to conquer.
If an ant seeks the rank of Solomon,
don't smile contemptuously upon its quest.
Everything you possess of skill, and wealth and handicraft,
wasn't it first merely a thought and a quest?
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Garcheh âlat nistet to mi talab
nist âlat hâjat andar râh-e Rabb
Harke-râ bini talab-gâr ay pesar
yâr-e u shaw pish-e u andâz sar
Kaz jevâr-e tâlebân tâleb shavi
vaz zelâl-e ghâlebân ghâleb shavi
Gar yeki muri Solaymân be-jost
ma-negar andar jostan-e u sost sost
Harcheh dâri to ze mâl o pisheh-'i
nah talab bud avval va andisheh-'i?
Mathnawi III: 1445-1449
Version by Camille and Kabir Helminski
Rumi: Jewels of Remembrance
Threshold Books, 1996
(Persian transliteration courtesy of Yahyá Monastra)
“The Window of My Soul”
During prayer I am accustomed to turn to God like this
and recall the meaning of the words of the Tradition,
“the delight felt in the ritual prayer.”*
The window of my soul opens,
and from the purity of the unseen world,
the book of God comes to me straight.
The book, the rain of divine grace, and the light
are falling into my house through a window
from my real and original source.
The house without a window is hell;
to make a window is the essence of true religion.
Don't thrust your ax upon every thicket;
come, use your ax to cut open a window.
*The Prophet Muhammad (peace and blessing upon him) is said to
have mentioned this as one of the three things he loved best in the world.
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Khuy dâram dar namâz ân eltefât
ma`nâ “qurrat `ayni fi al-salât”*
Rawzan-e jânam goshâdast az safâ
mi resad bi vâseteh nâmeh-ye Khodâ
Nameh o bârân o nur az rawzanam
mi fotad dar khâneh-'am az ma`denam
Duzakhast ân khâneh k-ân bi rawzanast
asl-e din ay bandeh rawzan kardanast
Tisheh har bisheh kam zan biyâ
tisheh zan dar kandan rawzan halâ
Mathnawi III: 2401-2405
Version by Camille and Kabir Helminski
Rumi: Jewels of Remembrance
Threshold Books, 1996
(Persian transliteration courtesy of Yahyá Monastra)
“The Many Wines”
God has given us a dark wine so potent that,
drinking it, we leave the two worlds.
God has put into the form of hashish a power
to deliver the taster from self-consciousness.
God has made sleep so that
it erases every thought.
God made Majnun love Layla so much that
just her dog would cause confusion in him.
There are thousands of wines
that can take over our minds.
Don't think all ecstacies
are the same!
Jesus was lost in his love for God.
His donkey was drunk with barley.
Drink from the presence of saints,
not from those other jars.
Every object, every being,
is a jar full of delight.
Be a connoisseur,
and taste with caution.
Any wine will get you high.
Judge like a king, and choose the purest,
the ones unadulterated with fear,
or some urgency about "what's needed."
Drink the wine that moves you
as a camel moves when it's been untied,
and is just ambling about.
Coleman Barks
One-Handed Basket Weaving
Maypop, October 1992
(Based on Nicholson's translation of the Mathnawi, IV, 2683-2696.)
February 20, 2006
love
this girl is here to lift it up and keep it there.
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! Love is the Way !,
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Leaf Cuisine
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"Raw & Vegan"
I love all their food. I wish they had a more extensive menu. Everything tastes great and you don't feel like you ate a ton after you have their food (they do give big portions on some of the items).
There is another location on Ventura Blvd, c...
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recommendation posted on Thu, February 2, 2006 - 3:40 PM
Hugo's
( local favorites » restaurants )
"Good Vibes"
This was a rather busy place, but worth the little bit of a wait and serves great food. Friendly people and earth friendly food. Went there once, and would go again.
recommendation posted on Thu, February 2, 2006 - 3:37 PM
Inn of the seventh ray
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"Xmas time"
It was very romantic, a lot of lights, candles, soothing atmosphere, great tasting food. It was a little chilly to sit outside, but it was worth it. It definately leaves a lasting memorable impression. Go in the evening!
recommendation posted on Thu, February 2, 2006 - 3:35 PM
Bless thy vessel with such purity
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"wow"
so mouthwatering!
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Sat, April 12, 2008 - 1:43 AM
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i let you positively touch me
so i get the human experience
all you have to do is always touch my apple
bless my body, border around my bosom
cup my head with your palm, calm and coo me
death is here, im dying, you're my demon
endless eyes of yours, so ever blue, ecstatic
fucking me with blinks, folding me to sleep
this is a grand maneuver - gypsy heartache
how can i ever heal, im hurt - my heart beats hurry
inside the ice is a warm sensation - trust me, i know
just take my hand, just kiss my mouth closed
keep your intentions and focus your gaze
love me. just love me.
maybe to kill me, so i can die of love
nod your head when you agree
open your arms so we can be free
plus, its all a positive experience
quite positive indeed
remember our first kiss
so sudden, like a song about the dark blue sky
tomorrow you can sing again
unless your mouth is full with mine
very positive, am i not right?
well...its almost getting late, but not quite
xxx
yes yes
i want to be your lover in the human zoo
Fri, July 13, 2007 - 9:27 PM
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a sharp blade to cut
off all my hair, but
carefully
a thin, long thread
very very red
to tie me to a bed
peaches, to cover
my lips, breasts
while you hover
a slap against the back
because ive been bad
and im glad
a chain to raise
my hands to the sky
i like to pretend i can fly
water to wash away
the words i shouldnt say
but i say anyway
beeswax candles burn
and you can drop a drop
when its your turn
Wed, July 11, 2007 - 8:06 PM
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so delicious and fruity
raspberry jam
raspberry lipstick
raspberry hair
raspberry nails
and toes
raspberry undies
a raspberry scarf
blowing in the wind
raspberry whip cream
covered nipples
raspberry tattoo
raspberry bush
in the back yard
raspberries on the ground
warmed by sunlight
warm to touch
i love you so much
like the raspberry
Tue, July 10, 2007 - 8:59 PM
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While you watch the water drop
I drink from you, I'm thirsty - I can't stop
When your feet feel the floor
It is not for long - as I close the door
Smell my skin - so clean
Wearing something you haven't seen
It has been too long
I have been growing strong
Mellow out into white bliss
But hold on until we kiss
Fri, July 6, 2007 - 6:50 PM
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out of all familiar faces
lost in time and in strange places
yours is the one i long to see
in your arms i want to be
in the night amidst the trees
moonlight bathing with the bees
cooking steam up in the kitchen
moaning, screaming, laughing, bitchin'
playing with fire, or with rope
very soon, i wish...i hope
i have heard my name called out
now im calling out your name
i let go of pain and doubt
like a silk thread sliding off my vein
as the shadows of anticipation
dim the lights inside my eyes
i need your love and education
to brighten up my gloomy skies
underneath a tree
a magnificent tree
set me free set me free
Tue, July 3, 2007 - 6:59 PM
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i was listening to Oriah while driving home, and then later while jogging, and kept asking myself what she said to ask as an exercise to get at the deeper longing:
right now, i ache for...
right now, all i want...
and then she said, tell yourself: it doesnt matter if i ever get these things, what i really want is...
and i just started crying. these are questions i am always asking myself and that is just a part of me, a forever yearning to learn who is marina in flesh and spirit.
i slowly am learning to let go of people and their words, as much as they seem so meaningful because of what the people say or who the people are in my life.
it is nice to just let go, to feel the wind and listen to the birds chirp.
Tue, June 26, 2007 - 8:37 PM
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...is drinking beer watching L word tonight. Mariah Careys "dream lover" song never sounded so good before! Its funny what people say, but I don't want to say a cliche.
I want to buy this book on Sumi-e painting. If anyone knows what it is, then you know what I am referring to. I have been doing this kind of painting for a little bit and lately I feel like getting more into it...and the fact that I promised some people a few pieces is a helpful motivator. Short and sweet, there's nothing else on my mind. This morning I had a dream I smoked a cigarette and it felt very relieving. I don't smoke, however.
Thu, June 21, 2007 - 8:06 PM
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i havent eaten so much...or felt this angry, or cursed at people while driving, or just been in this cranky mood since he left on his trip. I wonder if I was keeping things inside to seem like Ive got it more together, or if his absence and the lack of having someone to talk to is making me a little crazed. And lets not forget my new hectic schedule of waking up at 5:20am, getting to school at 7:15am, class from 8-1215pm, work from 12:50 to 6 pm, study from 7-to-about 10 pm. I am SO tired right now. I have no one to talk to. Its so sad. :( I dont have friends I talk to everyday, because I usually would talk to him...this is how....
...overeating develops. Im sitting with my pants button undone, moping, just ate half a cup of chocolate pudding, but I DONT FEEL BETTER. So now that I know food is never the solution and will only physically fill my little oral cavity void, the real void inside just can't be filled yet. I have, however, been doing a lot of this kinda writing, here on tribe, in my journal, and a lot in my head. Thankfully my mental hard drive doesn't need upgrades, but it does need to de-boot once in a while. I think I'd like to do that this weekend.
Wed, June 20, 2007 - 7:52 PM
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its like 2 am...ive been staying up a lot. i feel nauseated. i cant seem to find myself in substance and instead get lost watching the L word show. the lesbians are starting to look very appealing and sexy. it is hard to be all by myself, in this silence that i hear every so often when the ringing in my ears is gone. i had a thought earlier to go outside and sit on the entrance porch and smoke a cigarette, even though ive never smoked. then i thought i could go drink a beer outside, but i have no beer at home. and wine...well wine just seemed too strong for the feelings i have right now. i cannot begin to transcribe because like i said earlier, i find myself floating, with no weight bringing me down.
is this love? is questioning love? or is love only heated and always reaching out to touch someone? is love the thing that you cant live without, that has to meet you half way and resist enough before giving in? is it the thing that exists at all or is it a word we have given to a group of emotions that happen when we are enamored by a being and how they treat us? that, and mixed with sensuality of course. im not talking about brotherly love here people. i am talking about love.
i dont know what i am talking about now...because it is kinda late into the night, but its good. this is when thoughts come and feelings surface, right in between the closing eye lids. but i do have to say, i am in the mood for chilled bed sheets because it is so hot in here. im in the mood for disco roller skating, for hard and slow neck kisses, for teases, for dressing up in male clothing but keeping the female touch, like in that movie dot the i. im in the mood for swimming and sun bathing, for eating a juicy papaya that runs down my chin, for flying in my dreams, for drinking coconut juice, for taking photographs of people, for someone to photograph me the way i want to be photographed, for mochi ice cream without sugar, for saunas and salt, for beating myself with a eucalyptus leaves bunch in the sauna (i dont know why people in US dont do this...its apparently good for you and can be kinky). im in the mood for refreshing sleep and and alert mind, for jogging in the morning and building my sexy leg muscles; im in the mood for growth and no regrets. im in a good, sleepy mood.
Sun, June 17, 2007 - 2:11 AM
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