helloo...dream log...

In this dream there is a bunch of cocaine..but it does not look like normal cocaine..it looks more like those plastic silica pellets....Flakey gets some for me and this young pretty girl (this is just a dream folks...no cocaine in real life...)...The girl says she has done the stuff plenty before...Somehow, the plastic bag that it came in breaks and I have to carry this large...difficult to conceal quantity in my hands...and there are police everywhere....I am trying to go to the bathroom so I can deal with this mess because I don't want to be out in public with it, but "pellets" keep spilling out of my hands and all over the floor...There is a really long line and the bathroom seems like a maze...most of the people in line seem really poor...like from really low income neighborhoods...black and Hispanic....There are what look to be guards or something lined up along the wall in gray pants with black stripes down the sides, white button up shirts and badges....They are very tall....Even though there is a long line, Flakey finds his way to the front, as if we have cut in front of everyone....I am still dropping this stuff all over the floor everywhere....While I am in the bathroom trying to manage what little is left in my hands, one of the guards pokes his head in the door...I forget what happens after that....

WoW~ I had no idea it had been that long since I logged into tribe~

Eek...i fell out of the habit, after not ever being able to log in for a long while..I can't believe that it has been since February though!
I apologise to all the groups I moderate...I will check back in more often...

Dream Log..I dreamed that Michael Jackson was a girl and was incestually involved with her father. No further details available.

Dream about a white female moose.

I had this dream yesterday morning, so most of the details are jumbled and lost.
My good friend is out in a field smoking pot with some of his friends (who I also know)..mostly regulars from SHFL...
As I walk over towards them a small( for a moose) friendly albino female moose comes up from out of the ground and licks me on my face.
The animal exudes a sort of friendly happiness, though it took me by surprise at first. It seems to happen more than once...Like each time I get to a certain point in the field I am trying to cross. Later, i am in my friend's apartment, and he is there also with his friends. It is raining and the windows are open, and the room is much larger and sparser than it is in real life...so to me it seems like stuff is missing. I am in the bathroom and the same moose emerges from the sudsy water his bathtub...it seems as if I can sort of summon it to come and go at will.
There were lots of other jumbled parts of the dream..a big strange building where my friend also happens to be...it has ramps like a parking garage but there is something more to it than that.....me being in an embarrassing movie scene in which I look much older, that I watch with my parents while we are riding in a car...and have to explain to them that it is only a movie...

um...
Anywhoo...I looked up what it meant to dream about a moose, and it means "longevity"...or to posses both power and gentleness.
To dream of white or albino animals is usually positive.
But I don't know what a friendly female albino moose coming up out of the water might mean. It must somehow be in relation to my friend, as he was in both segments of the dream where it happened. He is rather feminine, and he is an Aquarius, and there was a lot of water in the dream.

dunnow...

Dream post! For Old Time Sake!

I am really happy to see so many of the tribes I moderate going along without me.. I fell out of the tribe habit a while back because whenever I would try to log in, it would not let me..so i wnet off to other things...

I have been rather sleep-deprived as of late, because we have a new kitten who wakes me up by pouncing on my face every 3:00 in the morning...But last night...with a little hepl from sleep aids, I managed to go to sleep really early,a nd only wake up twice, but not for very long, rather than the standard 3 hours....and I actually had a dream....I hardly remember it now, but it was so nice to finally have one again!

Lots of people I knew were in it,in particular, ex-boyfriends.. and there was something having to do with these really exotic, artsy, bohemian-style strip clubs...we were going to...There was another part of the dream where me and a bunch of people I know were goofing around in the back yard of somebody's parents house and there was this tall chest of drawers filled with vintage clothing and all of the clothing was covered in leaves, and while everyone was fooling around, I was trying to brush all the leaves off of this strange vintage nightgownthat kept changing in appearance...and then everyone ran off and I went in through the back door of this house, and there was a sense that I was supposed to be there... but I think I was looking for my friends...and um..the "parents' of the house were there, and they were dressed in old fashioned 50's style clothing and for some reason I was carrying these big heavy books, and i walked past a mirror, and it was kinda annoying how fat I looked in the mirror..and then this person who used to always show up in my dreams was there, and he tried to talk to me but I walked through the swinging door that led from the kitchen/breakfast nook into the next room...
Then I woke up.

Raining down in Texas...

oooh...so the giant concrete fortress I lives in is all full of leaks...There is no number of buckets that could cath them all...but the drips in all the different containers do sound kinda neet.
Tomorrow the electrician cometh....Our plans were rejected again....I have alot of cleaning to do, andi am really stinking tired....

buh...

some sorta tropical something or other coming to git us

Some sorta tropical soemthing or other formed in the gulf just off the shore and is supposedly coming after us. Lucky I live in a concrete fortress.
Hope the electricity does not go out though, as this is a lousy place to try to keep cool.
Various odds and ends with me...Was in a weepy dismal mood all day I managed to snap out of it towards the evening have a decent screen printing workshop tonight...with the members of my bike gang....am having trouble sleeping...can't remember the last dream I had...only just barely..but not enough to bother mentioning...

WOW YOU'RE FUCKING UGLY HOLY SHIT AND YOU'RE REALLY FAT I'M NOT EVEN GOING TO LOOK AT THE REST OF YOUR PHOTOS

Hi. I have seldom been logging onto tribe these days..partially because half the time I try to log on, um...I am not able to for some reason.

I went ahead and tried again tonight and the title of my blog was one of my messages...:*)

There was another message from the same author that was long and ranty and badly speeled and i think perhaps the author is schizophrenic or something....
It was addressed as if to a man...so maybe it is some sort of spam...even though this message contained an adequate desription of me....

thankyou John from Phoenix...


Message from Flakey: Don't you hate it when your Siamese twin dies....

la la la...

Today I scored about 5 raggedy annes...
1 clown and 2 crocheted animals.

I spend all my internet time posting on
other forums;

Super Happy is still shut down.

I have not been dreaming too much, but when I do, the dreams are pretty obvious...

Thrift store dreams....about finding really beautiful vintage raggedy annes that are way overpriced and so I steal them...I have had more than one dream about stealing Raggedy Annes...which I collect obsessively

camouflage stockings....

One dream where my really good friend has shaved his beard and I have a long conversation with him before realizing that it is just a dream...

In another dream I am living with him and his verbally abusive mother, only that is not his mother in real life because she is dead...

la la....always talk about my dreams in this blog....which I seldom post in....because I have two other blogs aside from this one.....

nudder dream log

Dreampt I was back in high school..except I had this closely knit functional group of good close friends....also it was a different school....instead of a regular cafeteria, they had several resturaunts.

I dreampt I was back in my first relationship (that lasted from age 15-16 to 22)..It must have been very early in the relationship, because his brother was living at his house and his grandmother was still alive....and um...he confessed that he had cheated on me with a dancer, and so we ended the relationship nonchalantly and without any drama, and he dropped me off at my house...at which point, it dawned on me that all my stuff was still at his house

For old time sake

Dreampt that we were riding around in our little white car, and for some unknown reason, someone kept smashing out the windows....so I got the idea to get cardboard and different colors of spray paint and turn it into an art car.

There was some strange symbolism that had something to do with Barak Obama...but I forget what it was exactly...

Had weird dream that there was this local newspaper and for soem reason, they were doing a big article about sock snakes and this young attractive writer was put on the story, and she said she wanted me to do the art for it....and then she wanted me to follow her all around the place...and I kept telling her that I needed to get to work on the art...

In part of the dream there was this 2-headed sock snake puppet where the heads zipped together in an interesting way.

Beautiful stinking day....

I dreamed that two of the kids who come to SHFL all the time killed a third kid...and people talked about it nanchalantly like it was no big deal. For some reason, i had a bunch of laundry in the back of this pickup truck behind a house..and I was gathering it up...unaware that the body was in a white plastic bag that was in the truck also...So the murderous kids find me gathering my clothes..and I act like I don't know anything...out of self-preservation..but they try to show me the body..though I just don't want to see it...I want to get out of there....Later there is something about a YouTube video of the three kids goofing around..they were friends....

I had another dream where I was selling all my clothes, and these girls who were a good deal bigger than me were trying them on and stuff,
i was selling them 2 pieces for 5 bucks....and I was somehow outside a grocery store and there were rediculous items being carried in and out....