i miss you... but...

i miss you
but i haven't met you yet
so special
but it hasn't happened yet
you are gorgeous
but i haven't met you yet
i remember
but it hasn't happened yet

and if you believe in dreams
or what is more important
that a dream can come true
i will meet you

i was peaking
but it hasn't happened yet
i haven't been given
my best souvenir
i miss you
but i haven't met you yet
i know your habits
but wouldn't recognize you yet

and if you believe in dreams
or what is more important
that a dream can come true
i will meet you

i'm so impatient
i can't stand the wait
when will i get my cuddle?
who are you?

i know by now that you'll arrive
by the time i stop waiting

i miss you

not all that...

well one year after this, he broke it off.

so, much for true love, huh?

gays on parade...

last night, at the dark electronic night, was fun.
the people who throw it (kristy ann and murias) are great, and the preformances are pretty nice.

well, we went there just thinking we were gonna dance and have a fun time, but when we get there, they tell Nol that he will be performing. they had some sort of agenda for him, or something.
nothing panned out though, maybe due to timing or whatever, but he wasn't asked to dance.
although he did dance on the dancefloor, in the white wedding dress he borrowed. which was very nice, i may add.

i thought how perfect for this act i've been thinking about for a while.
i had a special time set aside for me there, where i had the pretense set to Nol that i was just supposed to 'introduce him'.

i got on stage, and talked for a few minutes... and then with swelling emotion, i proposed to him!
in front of all the people in the place.
he said yes.
...and we got floods of congratulations afterward.

it made me nervous, but very much more happy and comfortable with our relationship.

all in all, i want to say that i think this is it.
he is "the one", and it's been a long haul to this point, but i got here... finally.