I don't know how it will happen, but whatever it is, it will be a miracle. My food stamps are going away soon. I am trying to move into a new place which will be better for me and my son. I'm trying to keep my phone on and as well keep my car so that I can go to the job I already have. I need to work more, but there's nothing out there for me yet. I know of work, but it is sort of forbidden or something (cryptic, yes). Soon I will have to start paying child support which means the littl... read more

The rain. I don't like it sometimes now. It used to make me think about how everything will stay green. it used to remind me of snow in the mountains. it would bring joy to my heart knowing that the air would be cleaner again, even if for only a day or two. Now it takes me back to the days of the break up.

I had nightmares two nights in a row this week. One morning waking up crying because in one nights sleep I went through the whole break up process.......again. This thing has re... read more