joined on 09/09/03
last updated 02/20/08
May 8, 2008
that moment, when i pushed the white greasepaint between your toes, i looked up at your face and saw the most fully expressed reaction of joy and absurdity i have ever laid eyes on... swoon.
December 3, 2007
i love this guy. he is a dear friend, collaborator, and magic man. an inspiration to many and so fully present exuding love with all his being. big ups to his existence shining brighter every day...
December 22, 2006
In all my years walking this earth I have never met anyone who gives himself as unselfishly as paradox does. he is a reminder to me to live in love. thank you for being you
July 13, 2006
Paradox comes from a land i fantasize about in lucid dreams. A land of deep joy, a land that carries a profound respect for existence and compassion for all spans of feeling . Paradox loves completely, he recognizes beauty, he discovers gemstones within existence and wears them as jewels within his smile. He tends to keep movement moving as not to stagnate, re-inventing moments of creativity to surrender into. I can't help but feel utterly creative and light in his presence. From certain angles, accompanied by a deep silence, notice that Paradox has been and by the brightness of his light, is, an emperor that takes care of his people, reminding them again and again of what is important and glorious. I love Paradox and am grateful to stand part as the guardians of Earth with him.
June 26, 2006
Paradox, you are such a vast and breathtaking force.
Never in this world has there existed a sillier Monkey-spaz-dork, or a more devoted depth and spirit chaser, moving right to the heart of every occasion. Who could blame a girl for wanting to dive straight into your heart and soul? I am humbled by the brilliance of your Deity, and softened by the delicacy of your Child. Thank you for existing, says this deer-monkey-bunny to you. Time to check my Punschuashun!
about me
living sensation, primal lemur,
home to a thousand myths of core-co-creation,
paradise is.
would I represent you?
expanding consciousness with play
while improving
humanity's learning environments,
the soil water and air's quality , and
re-establishing animal behaviour that is healthy and
ecstatic.
Those who transform capitalism into mutualism.
would you represent me?
How?
BEYOND THOUGHT photo by marcus
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OMG!!!
I am soooooo excited, first,
on friday there is the never never land party at the merrygoround house...
Omagod, then...
I'm performing...IN (at) THE ARMORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at THE FRIGGIN ARMORY!!!!!!!!!!!!
any one who knows me knows I have been obsessed about this building since I moved to SAN FRIIGGGIN'Sisco...
So. this is an invitation for you to come and ROCK THE SPIRITS there with me...
COME ONE COME ALL TO THE EVER RIPPLING CIRCLE OF THE RINGMASTER PARADOX...
the ringmaster paradox: will be performing my style of Monkey chant merged with a ringmasters art, come and be a part of the wholy rite reversed...
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nUFF sAID!!!
sO HERE ARE THE dEtAILs...
Fri
mgr 2976 23RD 94110
Sat 330 to 4pm
see below for all the other miRAcuLoUS peRfORMing groups,
and beyond incredible deSIGNers and crEATors
tHE aRMORY
aLL oF 14tH STReeT BetwEEN mISSiON (the place is BIG y'all)
wHERE THE vAMPIREs AND pORNORGAPHERS HAVE wORKED iN THE sHADOWS, FOR years
hERe wE bRINg LiGHt hERE wE unDO AND wOrK IN plAY tO reSoLUTion
cOME SEE ME AND ENJOY THE AMAZNING bAzzAr
tHE mISSION BaZZaR
This is how Lucid wrote it...
Greetings friends!
A fabulous event!! lucid dawn will be selling her Waisted and Naked Nature lines as well as some other special pieces this weekend with Pandoras Trunk at the Mission Bazaar at the armory. See awesome line-up below!
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Bay Area Creatives Light Up Historic Armory For May 17/18 Weekend!
30 Year Darkness Ends with Gift & Performance Expo
Set within one of San Francisco's most dramatic historical landmark buildings –
The Armory (it's first public event in over 30 years), Mission Bazaar is a unique art, craft & performance expo showcasing some of the Bay Area's most vibrant creative talent. Join a diverse lineup of artisans exhibiting fashion, jewelry, art and accessories, a variety of SF non-profit organizations, and 2 stages with 20 hours of live music, dance, circus arts, performance artists and DJs. Performances include gypsy jazz, bellydance, spoken word, beatbox, choral ensembles, fashion shows, puppetry, theater, flamenco, and much more.
Visit www.MissionBazaar.com for further information.
When: Saturday, May 17 & Sunday, May 18 10am – 8pm
Where: The Armory, 1800 Mission Street @ 14th Street
What: A Creative Gift and Performance Expo
Cost: $5 (Children under 8 – Free)
Performances by:
Bad Unkl Sista – Wearable art & performance www.badunklsista.com/
Cohen – Gypsypop www.newsuperheros.com
Conspiracy of Venus – 25-Voice Women's Choir myspace.com/conspiracyofvenus
Cera & The Bellydance Mafia – Bellydance www.damage-control.org
DJ Laird - World Beats www.djlaird.org
Free - Liberation Folk www.myspace.com/freedombean
Gaucho – Django Gypsy Jazz www.gauchojazz.com
Gooferman & Circus Metropolus – Kings of "Klown-Fi" www.gooferman.com
Gypsy Moon Theatre - Kathak Dance
Hot Pink Feathers featuring Kellita Garton, Queen of Mission Carnaval 2008
www.hotpinkfeathers.com
Michael Olsen – Flamenco Guitar www.michaelolsenflamenco.com
Micropixie – Techno Organic Sonic Design www.myspace.com/micropixie
Mystic Family Circus – Magical Circus Spectacle faeturing Paradox Pollack Ringmaster www.mysticfamilycircus.com
Nkecki – Organic Soul www.nkechi.com
Pamela Parker w/ The Ritual - Juicy Bluesy Soul Rock www.pamelaparkermusic.com
Shamanic Cheerleaders - Divine Pep www.shamaniccheerleaders.com
Shelley Doty - Soul, Funk, Jazz Singer & Guitar Goddess
www.shelleydoty.com
Singing Bear and Aumnibus - World Tribal Folk Fusion
www.aumnibus.net
The Slippery Slope Alternative Loungexotica myspace.com/theslipperyslope
The Vowel Movement BeatBoxers feat. Infinite (Felonious) & Tim Barsky
www.thevowelmovement.com
Three Sisters Bellydance www.threesistersdance.org
Tin Cup Serenade Mission Jazz www.tincupserenade.com
Urban Nature - Global Fusion Ambient Groove www.urbannaturemusic.com
Venus Christ – A Revolutionary Rock Opera www.myspace.com/venuschrist
And our Spring 2008 Exhibitors:
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Andres Amador Studios
Artwork by Johanna Uribes
Ashley Larson
Booty Boutique
ccianciART
Celestial
Chic Ztudio
Cotton Candie
Crucible
Cyzuki Industries
Dandylion Press
Danski Beautiful Clothes
Dara Ettinger Design Studio, LLC
Dark Garden Unique Corsetry
David Gordon Fine Art
Deane Wernet Design
Design by Ellemose
Effie's Heart
Elissa Fricano
Estar
fiftyseven-thirtythree
GGallery
Ginko Designs
Hacker Design
Haight Ashbury Free Clinic
Healing Hands
heathen
Hipstirr
Kazam Creations
Keegan Roberson
KS Lewis Designs
La Sirena Morena y Sus Tesoros
Leila Bazzani
Lil' Fishy
Lizard Press
Louise Gerarde
Lucky Space Monkey
Marla Pedersen
Matthew Abfalter
Miranda Caroligne
Nous Savons
O'Lover Hats
Pandora's Trunk
Peace Love Life, Inc.
Rachael Adams
RocknSocks Inc.
Sacred Chocolate
Sarah Jane Hassler
SHARAUN Apparel
Sinclair Stratton
Siobhan Van Winkel
SuperSugarRayRay
Suzanne Rachel Forbes
Symbiotic Productions
Thea Izzi Jewelry Design
Tinydeskart
Twinkle
Venus Christ
Where's Romeo?!
White Swan Studios
Fri, May 16, 2008 - 3:51 AM
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Hey Buckeroos,?
Anyone going tonight?
or tomorrow morning?
I'll pay gas and stimulate conversation, as well as provide peaceable amosphere.
call 415 312 1977...
love
Thu, May 15, 2008 - 5:39 PM
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There was a name, and a girl.
She lived and for moments I walked with she.
I read today many words of our dear lady of the pixies.
I felt her as a saint today. I read and reread all of the writings about her and about her death and
about the life that lives on in us
that she was
that we are now
and was moved to tears as i often am when i think of her,
the kind of tears that are like briars and thorns coming out, but once they have torn a duct of droplets from the desert they blossom like seeds settled under the soil for years, just waiting to be rememebred, bred and mated to the unseen.
I have been working alot with our community in the fashion world , building up to the launch of the Evolver Exchange a part of
www.realitysandwich.com, l and i think back to the irony of my FEATHER MAFIA peice where I was so judgemental of the form and function of clothing and seeing it as armor and species distinction which created seperation and so it is,
yet our lady of the pixies woke me up to the unity just before she left for Bali.
She took me under her opalescent fragrant wings and smoked roses and tobacco with me.
She left me with a patina on my heart which will always be stained with the magnetic embrace of her golden portal to the infinite in love.
I wanted to represent her words today to inspire people and to remind myself whenever i look here
of her, like a madonna of the the maenads, a princess of the picts.
This is her, in her words, OUR LADY OF THE PIXIES.
truth intentions warp weaves n feathers
TRUTH INTENTIONS WARP WEAVES IN FEATHERS
"So much love I have in my heart for the human race even though at night I dream of being a bird.
I create clothing and so appreciate all the magical creatrixs and creators in our tribe that weave and warp
amazing wearable art, painting, photography art, movies, media, music, dancing, healing, laughing, food, gardening, growing, performing, learning, believing, all of it, every single role that each of us hold in creating this new world of Visionary Culture
that is beginning to touch so many people reaching far outside of this immediate tribe on the west coast of the North American Continent.
What I wish to share with you first, is just my pure intentions for the reason I am inspired to make clothing,
seeing this is what is inspiring us all to share our truth on this blog.
I wish not to try to defend myself for doing what I love and doing it well, as I pour all the love, light, soul n fairie sparkles my heart and hands can download.......this is my most pure offering in these moments for the evolution of our famdamily the human race and intentions to activate the spirit not the ego....that is my prayer. That is my intention when I create these wearable pieces of art. I can only hope that my truth is felt no matter what side of these creations you are standing on, the inside the outside the upside the downside.
We are working harder than I ever thought I could or would to create enough of these magical bits and bobs to share for each and every being....if they so chose, if they would like. It is a choice after all!!!!!! And in this 3D reality one must work but we are restricted by the laws at play and can only do as much as our hands can do in this moment.........I wish I could just spread the love to everyone instantly.......oneday!!!!
One thing that does spring to mind as I write on Tribe to the Tribe are images of the lands that I have travelled across our Mama Spaceship Earth and the Tribes I have been so blessed to have witnessed & experienced and been so inspired by from India n Egypt to Peru and Indonesia and so many other places and spaces inbetween. There always seems to be a common thread, a visual common thread that weaves a tribe together, especially in there clothing, jewellery, adornments and art.....aha as they say birds of a feather flock together. I wish for unity of our planet so deeply. I thank you all for this refleciton for each reflection that I am given on earth......
I felt it deeply on la playa this year.
Whats coming up in the dreamfield for me as a most important bit for my own evolution is the ability to find my truth and speak it, someting... that I have found challenging at times, but am so grateful for this kind of opportunity to help me grow to see the full spectrum as wide as my eyes will allow.
I will not say sorry for loving fashion n feathers shiny and sparkley things as they are truley an extention of my love for myself and for you. That is why I create the clothes to sell and share not just for me.....it is such a fine line that we are walking on. I wish to fly so high and so free....Inshala"
Wed, May 7, 2008 - 3:53 PM
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as freedom is a breakfastfood by e.e.
as freedom is a breakfastfood
or truth can live with right and wrong
or molehills are from mountains made
-long enough and just so long
will being pay the rent of seem
and genius please the talentgang
and water most encourage flame
as hatracks into peachtrees grow
or hopes dance best on bald men's hair
and every finger is a toe
and any courage is a fear
-long enough and just so long
will the impure think all things pure
and hornets wail by children stung
or as the seeing are the blind
and robins never welcome spring
nor flatfolk prove their world is round
nor dingsters die at break of dong
and common's rare and millstones float
-long enough and just so long
tomorrow will not be too late
worms are the words but joy's the voice
down shall go which and up come who
breasts will be breasts and thighs will be thighs
deeds cannot dream what dreams can do
-time is a tree (this life one leaf)
but love is the sky and i am for you
just so long and long enough
Tue, May 6, 2008 - 10:39 AM
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starting again from the stretchhed string base line.
Yet new worlds ever arise from the past as we shoulder to the front of the line.
i get a scathing dis from the mayor wanna be from my last comment on the grid of tribal conscioussness.
So an update.
Working daily to not send my energy to the winds.
Have made some obligatory treks to the watering hole to get my circulation in motion, feel so funny at the casting calls, all the same person looking to find their way in to the cliche recorder.
i go on the off chance that someone will fall in love with my authentic spirit.
i meet executives in bars,
run into celebrities on the street
have been honked at by a major producer on the freeway cuz he recognized me from the film we worked on,
continue to work on the online store going up soon for realitysandwich.com.
staying with my people, writing my scripts and all around commiting to the cliche' of The City of Angels,
for as alfred jarry said in pataphysics,
"Clichés are the armature of the Absolute."
I wish to court the wizard behind the curtain and learn his tools.
So I will, with the same level of commitment and intention that I pursued community in the circus of SF. Yet
tempered by the great mountain of failures that was my heart's work.
Now, may I succeed in my archer's vision.
Tue, April 29, 2008 - 2:31 AM
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To wake at the edge of he beach.
To feel the pulse of commerce surrounding the edges,
To know I am commiting to the largest realm of influence, resource and culture.
To embody my abundance. This is my work in LA.
I have been living here three weeks, some auditions, good connects, old friends new friends indeed many tales to tell,
yet all I have for you today is this...
my present meditation...
IF THOU WOULDST COMPLETE THE DIAMOND BODY WITH
NO OUTFLOWING
DILIGENTLY HEAT THE ROOTS OF CONSCIOUSSNESS AND LIFE.
KINDLE THE LIGHT IN THE BLESSED COUNTRY EVER CLOSE AT HAND,
AND THERE HIDDEN, LET THY TRUE SELF ALWAYS DWELL.
Mon, April 28, 2008 - 6:59 AM
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Performing at tHE ARMORY!!!!!
(blog entry)
OMG!!!
I am soooooo excited, first,
on friday there is the never never land party at the merrygoround house...
Omagod, then...
I'm performing...IN (at) THE ARMORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at THE FRIGGIN ARMORY...
read more
Looking for a ride To SF from LA
(blog entry)
Hey Buckeroos,?
Anyone going tonight?
or tomorrow morning?
I'll pay gas and stimulate conversation, as well as provide peaceable amosphere.
call 415 312 1977...
love
Once upon an Feather
(blog entry)
There was a name, and a girl.
She lived and for moments I walked with she.
I read today many words of our dear lady of the pixies.
I felt her as a saint today. I read and reread all of the writings about her and about her death and
about...
read more
Form and Fluid, the nature of this waking day
(blog entry)
as freedom is a breakfastfood by e.e.
as freedom is a breakfastfood
or truth can live with right and wrong
or molehills are from mountains made
-long enough and just so long
will being pay the rent of seem
and genius please the talen...
read more
I am an Arrow
(blog entry)
starting again from the stretchhed string base line.
Yet new worlds ever arise from the past as we shoulder to the front of the line.
i get a scathing dis from the mayor wanna be from my last comment on the grid of tribal conscioussness.
...
read more
New Brought News.
(blog entry)
To wake at the edge of he beach.
To feel the pulse of commerce surrounding the edges,
To know I am commiting to the largest realm of influence, resource and culture.
To embody my abundance. This is my work in LA.
I have been livin...
read more
NO REALLY!!! I NEED A CAR!!!
(blog entry)
I am moving to Los Angeles for some time.
I am embarrased by the fact that I have not yet found a car and have been bleeding my money into rental cars.
I am now shifting my car karma by writing this an...
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IN THE LAND OF COURAGE AND PURPOSE...
(blog entry)
WHAT IT TAKES TO BE KING AND QUEEN.
can you use a spade and a plow and raise food out of the earth?
can you rule these creatures kindly and fairly remembering they are not slaves but free subjects?
would you bring up your children and gra...
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Two quotes of the moment
(blog entry)
The loftier the building, the deeper must the foundation be laid.
The only safe ruler is they who have learned to obey willingly. Thomas Kempis
Mystic Family Awakening
(blog entry)
Great Mystic Family Circus meeting last night
( we call them LUKUs after a tribal gathering name from the BANTU tradition en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bantu . )
Many of the old school family showed up and we worked efficiently and with great fo...
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the reason for art.
(blog entry)
I think the planet as a whole is becoming more conscious – conscious of who we are, how we effect the earth, the people around us. I definitely think there is a large power at work, numbing feelings and awareness through media and pharmaceuticals ...
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For the godess of pollen.
(blog entry)
And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud
was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.
~Anais Nin
tears for the hungry ghosts, fruits for the thirsty demons, fire through the water to the earth carry our prayer
(blog entry)
Thank you as i pray with you in this golden constellation of all beings in awakening, i pray in the middle of the las vegas airport awaiting my flight to oakland to sit in vigil for some time for my sister who passed and i feel as we pray that sh...
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I'm obsessed right now
(blog entry)
I am weeping over socks.
I am imagining a housewife gazing into a sea of socks
and noting all the differences.
there are tons of white socks and tons of blacks socks
and it's easy to make those distinctions,
Those are the ...
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