check it!

Whole foods is no longer bagging foods in disposable plastic, only brown bags up front! permanently!

now they are selling these reusable durable sturdy 99cent recycled bags made from plastic bottles up front, soo cheep so worth it!

i felt a relief when i saw that...finally some kind of major improvement...think about it, this is whole foods, nation wide! thats a lot of freakin plastic bags....

THE GREATEST GIFT

"By seeing the beauty
in every face,
we lift others into
their wisest self,
and increase the
chances of hearing a
synchronistic message."
-celestine prophecy, james redfield

It was probably about 5 hours of the most profound indescribable emotions that I have ever felt. It was such a sacred space of union with my higher self with truth. I knew that it was an honor and privilege to experience it, and she telepathically told me how happy she was to be in complete union with my awake conciousness....it was the most exhilerating experience to be able to enter that sacred space...i felt so loved.

And an important realization came to me, it was that of become aware, that the greatest gift is YOU. Most of us fall into the trap of thinking that there is something on the outside that will bring fullfilment...a common one is looking for your soulmate, and that they will complete you...a seeking for a soulmate often comes from wanting energy that you are starving for because you are not completely connected with who you really are. When you start to connect to self, when you let the love of god fill your heart and pour outwards...its indiscribable the amount of energy and happiness and high vibes experienced....people just want to be around you, because your heart is just pouring out massive love and high energy...and your YOU...and when your trully connected you just feel the universe feeding you your every identity in your moves, thoughts, conciousness...wear...etc...

And what i have found is that, nobody can steal your energy when your heart is over pouring with love outwards into the world....they cannot steal and minimize your energy because you are already giving it to them....

And the coolest thing about staying in this inner connectedness is that....you automatically make other peoples frequency of energy elevate so that they are more able to access their inner truth and tap into the knowlege of the universe ....so that their message can affect your life for the better.

When i came back from that high...i did not fall back completely to that other state of static...i sank back a bit, yet my heart chakra seemed to have plugged itself back to the universal powerline of love.

Cheers to the greast gift
which is YOU!

LA NEGRA BLANCA

La medcina todo poderosa, me hiso vomitar mucho 'negro' pero habia un poquito que era dificil dejar. Entonces la medicina me dejo un poquito de negro y me lo puso en el corazon y despues subio hace my tercer ojo. y ahi se partio en dos y bailaban como orejas de gato negro con una corona en el medio. Me enseno que hay negro blanco, y hay negro negro. Me dijo que soy negra blanca y me convirtio en una gatita con orejas negras, y hice un baile muy pequeno mientras estaba acostada, como una gatita feliz que se habia apoderado de lo negro negro.
Que lindo, puedo ser mala, pero buena :)

THE SUPA DUPA DREAM

THIS WAS AMAZING! This was probably a breakthru in my dream conciousness. I was moving my body, or rather my higher self or the unknown angels of god was dancing my body into certain positions...very gracefully with rythm and the movement of the body as well as the semi sleep state of conciousness was helping me access other dimensions. As my body "danced" wich my waking conciousness was not doing or thinking thru watsoever it helped me access another dimension...i saw sort of like egyptian relics or sculptures an egyptian boat...like it was going to trasport me to antother place...

the only reason that my body was dancing rythmically without my concious effort was because i had let go of the fear of this and so my higher self in seeing this woke me just a tad so i could remember the message in the middle of the night....

the celestine prophecy talks about dreams and relating them to what is going on in your personal life.

I think that a lot of it has to do with letting go and letting the flow of movement take me to other dimensions, especially during yoga or when i choose to dance...

little waky waky

wow, it was like contact with my higher presense
but its like there so much sensitivity and pain
that I (and we ) dont want to deal with
so we live our lives, under an umbrella
to numb ourselves of the wisdom painful glory of ascension
with the profound deep wisdom healing pain and all
we walk asleep in this planet, pushing away the painful awakeness
i understand now, why so few choose to walk this path of ascension
when there is an ego, its fucking intsense, painful awakening....yet mixed with true fun
so you wanna make the lion dance awake? breath into it, and get some fucking balls!
other whys, leave your little waky waky, for some other time, perhaps in your death bead, who knows.

THE NATURE OF THE I AM

it dont give a fuck!
that shit evolves up and rocks!
like pain was no tough game
bring it ! it says
and pushes foward in its DELICIOUS FUN!
and it doesnt sink in sadness if there is no one around, there is no lonelyness!
there is only happiness!
or it doesnt feel depression even where its at,
hell even in the midst of war!
it doesnt care whether its broke
or has the bling bling pimp hat!
that shit its like fucking torpedo!
whatch out ego
cauz its cumming to getcha!
Aauw!!!!

this brought me some joy and laughter!

enjoy!
www.youtube.com/watch

Rediscovering the Self- Meditation

its like its speaking to me
observiing me and
being there for me
not attached, but rather being there for me and available for me
to reconnect back to it fully...
and its strange , focusing on the breath, thats how you connect to it...
i can see it in my visions...and then your connected and then boom!
its like it comes thru you and it wants to have fun!
and then there are differnt levels of it that come as its channeled thru you

The Unhappy Story vs. The Twisted Real Happiness

I was shopping the other day, getting my organic raw food. And there I saw my friend S. (illl keep it anonymous) she came up to me and i could sense her energy ....the same old unhappy story, written all over her. And a i went through a week of that exact same shit, depressed because someone had argued with me and knocked my emotional balance (we artist are very sensitive) It was funny because the day before i met here, i had suddenly regained my joy back, like out of the blue. When I saw my friend S. it was like the universe was speaking to me very clearly.

That encounter was really important, because i had remembered something magnificent. Here she was with her unhappy story and sadness and depression and I remember the desire to get her out of that and succeeding maybe for a few hours...(i new that place of depression and so i wanted to help her, i had been there, and i go back there all the time and then i have to get myself out of it...and i go up and down you know...but anyways)

but she looks up at me and she smiles...it was more like a smirk, you know? and then the most interesting message came to me from the universe thru S. "i am playing the game of suffering and depression and poor me and im struggling to get buy in life" and in that smile that she gave me was like her higher self like...saying "i know how to have fun and how to get things done, and how to have a thrill in this life...its just unbalaced energy and old patters with the unhappy story still lingering"

And then i realized, isnt this exactly what i do to myself? I depress myself by putting my expectations on the outside of this world...and its like..nothing matters...nothing that happens really really matters...its supposed to be all fun...like all of it...we are not supposed to suffer or be judgemental ...its supposed to be fun...like even the sick twisted stuff can be fun...like everything is PERFECT and blissfull and a thrill...even if people are "in deep shit"

its like being in complete "let go " unattached mode and being stabbed to death and you cannot help but laugh your ass off while they are doing it to you....and you actually enjoy it like the thrill you get off a roaller coaster ride. you can scream in fear or you can scream and laugh in love and joy. very very profound conciousness and way of being.

pain

its likethe greatest thing ever
we shy away from it so often
welcome it in your heart

what is it telling you?
it is your great teacher!

what would life be without pain!
how insane!

enjoy the pain!
send it some love!
and dont be attached when its gone!

Pain!
wisely insane!

How beautifull this life is!
i wouldnt change a thing
not even pain!