Wow, it's been a wonderful couple of years of creating. Creating new art, learning great leasons, developing a wonderful relationship, and beginning new ventures. I am truely blessed!

Over my life I have always been a creator, though I only thought it was in the avenue of my art. Then I began to embrace the conceptual idea that we all create our realities, but couldn't really grasp how beyond the mental construct of it. Movies like The Secret and What the Bleep Do We Know further intriged ... read more

I've just come back from my first meeting with Ammachi.

Though I have met many teachers and supposed gurus, many of which had some beautiful qualities, but none that I would consider a "Master". I had been told that having a master was the way to go. That it was some how a more efficient path to the divine. The only way I would find this to be possible was if the Master no longer had ego. From my perspective, anyone claiming to be a guru or master and still having ego may be able to teach... read more

Why is it that anything that smacks of dogma raises my hairs and makes me growl? Why is it that "shoulds" and "should nots" piss me off? Why is it that boxes make me clostrophobic? Why does "exceptable" behavior make me want to scream naked through the shopping mall? Maybe it's that I am not tamable. Not willing to surrender to a sick worlds view of complacency. Is it wrong to want to swim naked in the ocean? To feel the increadible intimacy of the blood of the earth caressing my most vulnera... read more

To truely live one must except.....surrender to death. Hmmmm. What a concept. I'm starting to get a glimps of what that might look like. Having just lost my grandfather, I'm having to really address death for the first time. I've had friends and animials die and that is rough, but there is something in loosing my grandfather that is triggering something deeper. First of all, I knew it was coming. That is different than any of the other experiences. I felt it last Christmas when I saw him. Loo... read more