so, i signed up to this dating site. i never thought i'd do something like that. i mean, i'm not adverse to open sites like tribe, but dating sites? hmmm, i feel a little desperate and at my wits end. it's not like i'm trying to find someone, just want some companionship mostly. going to the philly art museum on sundays alone is getting tiresome.

plus, my last relationships should be the muse of a "what not to do in a relationship" self-help book. no really, problems with past relationshi... read more

i'm in bohemia, new york. attending a software seminar. it's great. i'm exhausted but somehow i'm alert now.

let's see, i'll start from this morning.

i woke up at 2:30AM. immediately, my 28 year old body was resistant. i had to convince myself to move because i had to catch a 4AM train to trenton so that i could make it long island in time.

philly to trenton ride was fine. i relaxed. got to trenton station and silly me bought the wrong tix. had to pay twice for tix...doh! trenton t... read more

okay, this is by no means exhaustive and will probably change in the near future.

some songs that really took me out of myself include:

1. Untitled-Butthole Surfers (I have no idea what song but any song by BS)
2. Voodoo Child-Jimi Hendrix (the 15 minute version)
3. Pink Cashmere-Prince
4. Love Is Stronger Than Pride-Sade
5. Love is Blindness-Cassandra Wilson
6. Acknowledgement-John Coltrane
7. Spiritual-John Coltrane
8. Summertime (UFO Remix)-Sarah Vaughan
9. Billie Holiday-Don... read more

Had to post this right quick.

My favorite work out songs (in no particular order):

1. Fergalicious-Fergie
2. Ghetto Rock-Mos Def
3. 50 Foot Queenie-PJ Harvey
4. Emergency of Planet Earth-Jamiroquai
5. I Gave You Power-Nas
6. Last Real N**** Alive-Nas
7. The Time is Now-Moloko
8. Queen B*tch- Lil' Kim
9. Raspberry Beret-Prince
10. Sunday Morning-K-OS and See Line Woman (Verve Remix)-Nina Simone

today was much better than the last. had a good night sleep. got up and went to the gym. got my grind on. my little bicep muscles are starting to show! i'm so stoked.

found out i'll be going to oakland in october and then on to vegas. ahh, sin city. never been to the desert oasis. oakland is for work. vegas is for play.

i wonder how i'll take to gambling culture? the last casino i was in was when i was 10 in lake tahoe. a groundsman kindly asked my cousin and i to leave when we were loo... read more