joined on 03/09/05
last updated 08/02/12
i found what i sought
now a new path is clearing
chapter two begins
Sun, May 31, 2009 - 12:11 AM
After 2.5 years of not having, what I would call, a "sex life", I've decided that the waiting needs to end. I have a powerful libido that has not been satisfied since the birth of my daughter, and I am feeling sexually starved and unhealthy in this area. I am making more and more room for myself in my life, and this part of me is now staring me square in the eye saying "I'm hungry - feed me".
I seek a male lover, earth or water sign, age 27-38, 5'2 - 5'10, medium build - warm, comforting, ...
Sat, May 23, 2009 - 12:10 AM
I've been hearing knocking coming from behind a wall that belongs to a neighbor ever since we moved here. She's a little odd and has a history of depression, so we just brushed it off. Last week at 11pm I suddenly heard the knocking coming from the opposite wall, where there is an empty apartment - foreclosed since December. It didn't sound mechanical or like pipes or trees hitting a window, it was definitely human. I ignored it, ignored it, ignored it... Then I started to put two and two tog...
wakeful, present existence is blossoming from within. i've been asleep, in a dreamy state of life, waiting for my own growth to begin again. my emotions, my inspiration and spirit have been stunted, hazy. but they sleep no longer. the birth of my daughter has brought me into the realization that every moment is the only moment, and to never let it pass by without true awareness. i am growing a new garden, and inviting new love into my life. you are welcome to frolic with this faerie :)
July 10, 2008
Masha is a dear friend, such a shining light.
If you fear the darkness, just turn her on.... she glows!!! (hehehe)
I love her, with a seriousness that causes deep belly giggles.
I honor her, on her path of self discovery.
I adore her, and the freakin amazing alien squid she birthed into a beautiful (albeit squealy) little girl.
I am inspired and awed at all that she can do, and the way she keeps in touch with herself at the same time.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
я буду всегда любить Вас!!!
April 15, 2007
My heart has never stilled this much to melt into such appreciation of true beauty, as I do when I remember Masha
February 21, 2007
I Love you all so much. I am so happy for you. I look forward to watching you 3 change and grow. It is an honor to be part of your miracle. Blessings and Namaste
October 24, 2006
I told you this the other night at Fire Fall, but I will tell you again in a more sober state of mind. The video is beautiful, you being a parent is beautiful. Congradulations again. Look at that alien head! lol
November 29, 2005
Oh my little fuzzy pink fluff of love! How you fit in my hand and purr! How you maketh the talls ones rise and fall with your command! You are serenity when I am chaos. You are fluid when I am torpid. Without your love the world would be nothing but shades of gray.
August 27, 2005
I received the most beautifull gift the other night. My dearest friend masha played for me, on the piano, one of my most favorite songs. She transcribed it herself from listening to a cd. such beauty has never befor been dedicated to me. Each note was like the softest kiss from her tender lips, each and every one resounding in my heart with such terrible beauty and passion. It was like listening to my heart if it had a voice to speak with. No words can express the joy that melted over my body.The pure ecstacy that tingled every nerve ending in my body. I listened for an eternity to the soft lilting sounds, wishing it would never stop. " I remember you told me love was touching souls, surely you've touched mine"-Joni Mitchell. AAAHHHH such love has never been felt befor. You have touched my very soul Masha. My darling, your eyes will forever hold the key to my heart. I love you
June 23, 2005
in the silence
a secret whisper of eternity
seen through a steady astral pattern of light
passing invisibly through us
a harmonic vibration always sounding
a cosmic constance forever breathing
our desire for transcendance
we sing together
accelerating motion flowing
in this realm,
we have always been
i have always known
when i look into your eyes
March 11, 2005
what to say about the incredible masha...it's hard cuz she's just so awesome!!! i was lucky enough to have her be the first girl that i've ever been with. it was quite the incredible experience. there is so much more that i want to explore with her. i almost feel as though she is my soul mate in so many ways. i never thought that being in love with a girl could feel so right. our energies together are just awesome. every time i talk to her, i not only learn more about her, i also learn about myself. she's been a great friend and so much more.
March 9, 2005
Masha has been my life partner for 5.5 years, and everyday my love for her deepens. We met through a mutual piano teacher in Berkeley .. where hearing her play for the first time, I completely fell for her. Her incredible ability to express herself musically offers to others a window into her soul which instantly demonstrates her astounding beauty and refined intellect.