No rehearsal for life - This is it!!!

At Last!!!!! The monkey's off my back!

   Mon, November 3, 2008 - 11:02 PM
It's taken me a long time to summon up the courage to take action. But, I've finally done it. And it feels so good.

The monkey if finally off my back!!

It has been a complex journey over the past few years and there were many times I just wanted to throw the towel in. But, despite numerous setbacks, heartache and frustration, I have taken the action I should have taken years ago. Getting this monkey off my back means I can move forward with my life without being dragged into other peoples deceiving and delusional lives.

I am moving on and leaving others to sort out thier own shit!!!

I won't go into details of what happened, but I just feel so stupid that it's taken me so long to take action. I've been lied to, deceived and manipulated and it's stagnated my life over the last few years.

I'm glad I've taken the action I did, I feel liberated and a weight has been released off my shoulders. I feel no pity for those still in the mess, they have caused thier own web of deceipt. Let them try and climb their way out of it.

Sometimes taking the smallest action can be the greatest victory and I feel good.

I hope you can find strength to take that step you should have taken a long time ago.



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Mon, November 3, 2008 - 11:27 PM
Good on ya!
(and I hope you had better luck than I did on the Cup)
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Tue, November 4, 2008 - 10:58 AM
Bravo! Hip Hip Horray!
Why let others lead your life?
Umm, The only way others can make you feel guilty/inadiquant/sorry/responsible is if you let them.
You are you and what you do is up to you and you have to deal with that. Anybody tells you different, tell them to go tease a weasel.