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Rosalie

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joined on 12/09/03
last updated 07/28/07
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Bests...yes,yes..

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Mutterings and Rants....Unfiltered

I had a really funny/wonderful/weird dream last night that I brought home 7 kittens. 3 of them were bright red or some combination of red/white...one with gold eyes. The rest were normal cat colors but all of them spoke and were the sweetest, softest, cuddliest and cutest creatures around (aside from my actual real life kitty that is).

It was one of the most comforting and playful dreams I've had in weeks.
Just needed to write it down so I don't forget how sweet it felt to be playing wit... read more
Mon, November 24, 2008 - 7:06 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
Thank you all for the words and energetic support in response to my last blog. I know I haven't really shared what is happening with many of you, that is mostly because I was still coming to terms with it and trying to understand myself.

About a month ago my father told the family that he has terminal liver cancer. He has 5 or 6 tumors and they are growing aggressively. His doctors gave him 6months without treatment and up to 2 years with treatment. He started Chemo in October and I was j... read more
Mon, November 17, 2008 - 10:37 PM permalink - 10 comments
 
I just wrote a long venting blog about my experience in Oregon dealing with my dad, his terminal cancer, and a 7 hour emergency room visit...

it got erased.

So I'll just say this: I just need to know that anyone who reads this and loves me is sending me the strength to let go of my irritation and tension, and to actually find joy in spending time with my father. I know we may have a limited amount of time together so though I am kind of going crazy, i want to find appreciation in this... read more
Fri, November 14, 2008 - 9:12 PM permalink - 11 comments
 
Exhaustion. I am emotionally, physically and mentally exhausted in a whole new way.

I haven't left my house today but I have been on a long ass road trip through the crazy landscape of my inner reality.
It has been beautiful, in the way that a broken down graffiti covered dump truck that smells like urine and has morning glories growing out of its engine, is beautiful. You know THAT kind of beautiful. The kind that is beautiful despite being really fuckin wrecked.
I got a serious case ... read more
Sun, October 5, 2008 - 11:31 PM permalink - 7 comments
 
...I just got home from my first experience as a political volunteer. Joseph and I worked the phone bank for the No On Proposition 8 campaign. Proposition 8 is the ballot measure that would eliminate marriage for same sex couples in California. I am hooked, I start phone calling for Obama tomorrow!

For those of you living in Cali, VOTE NO ON PROP 8..... Defeating this is so important. I if you've got time to volunteer I know they can use it! Go to:
www.noonprop8.com
If you don't live in... read more
Wed, October 1, 2008 - 10:38 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
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Tick,Tock...the inner workings...

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I love to Perform...I am entranced by the power of sharing experience through poetry, dance, music, paintings and most especially the alchemical combination of all of these mixed with honesty,pain, and joy....the results are indescribably beautiful.

There are certain people in the world who i have chosen as my forever friends, they know who they are and for the most part my universe expands and contracts with the stories I create with them.

I follow my bliss, and I find that the more I do this the more blissfull everything becomes so at present I am following a whole lot of things....
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September 2, 2007
rosalie..lady divine..
she is my hero..
i would make her queen of everything
and trust her to it...
tell her all my secrets and revel in her infinite wisdom..

she is the highest form of women..delicious, fierce, sensual, intellectual,creative, caring, proud and the silliest dirty joke tellin' old man laughin' brash little girl all rolled into one being...
she dances the world right again..
i am so blessed to call her friend..sister..corina
July 23, 2007
Rosalie is my family...

my muse...
my sister...
my reflection...
my healer....
my love for her is beyond words of gratitude....

This lady is the real deal
prophet-muse-silly-fool-packed-bundle-of-the-deepest-kind-of-wisdom-and-laughter-packed-deliciousness

Rosalie
you are always a part of me

I love you silly
I love your everything
May 22, 2006
Rosalie,
we have stood by each other,
for each other for so long..
in creativity, in challenge, in play
in every aspect of life
we've come out beautifully for one another.

Rosalie,
you do not judge
you are fiercely loyal
you have been my friend when i was the underdog
and my same friend when i've been on top of my world.

you are the sound of crinoline rustling
under the trees at the fair,
the shape of a goofy, hilarious dance
You have been present for me at every turn

You are home to me.

When someone expects the best from you, you end up giving your best to the world.
you support and believe in me in a way that helps me support and believe in
myself.
You bring out my best
I have your back.

And i am commited
to upholding the integrety of our friendship
to offering my time, my concentration, my witnessing attention.
to keep your secrets and give you mine to hold
to support your choices unflinchingly
to challenge, to discern, to tell the truth.

i am commited to be all things you ask, rosalie
without knowing exactly what may come
like a jewel faceted by experiences
the shape of our future is yet uncut.
and still i hold you like the gem that you are
and will be.

happy anniversary, mon amie
April 29, 2006
the moments have been few, but the highlight would be at burningman, morning of the white procession, rosalie and i went to pee together, i was being silly and wrote my name on the playa... when rosalie stood up there was a perfect map of africa. she wrote the shape of her ancestry. anyone who can be that silly and that profound at the same time is a superhero in my eyes.
Unsu...
 
December 12, 2005
My love new in ways I have never known. . .

Rosalia, a queen and a princess and wisest of fools amongst roses far, wide, and rising. . . . be thankful of the incredible gifts she shares, whether you know they are being given or you are caught unaware, whether the gift may be the heart-pounding sight of her movement or a gift of her fury or a gift of her words. And her smile.

Rosalie inspires me to be who I am. She has taught me to appreciate the darkness as much as the light. With her I discover terrain that my dreams dream of.

The gift of her love is of the highest order – when she lets you into her vast, sweet, precious heart, know that you will always find home there.
November 30, 2005
Rosalie is one of my ALL TIME FAVORITES, best ever, Rose-hole (she loves to hate that) goodness, cwayzee cozy silly GORGEOUS fun, pure and consistently exciting. I love my Rosel pretty much the most. She is one of the few who has been with me at my best and worst both, and her love and support is unwavering. If you ever have the good fortune to encounter this creature in the flesh, feel lucky. You have been blessed.
June 27, 2005
This train runs so quiet, says Rosalie..- maybe it isnt this train that is moving.. hmmm.. well around Rosalie let me tell you the trains are crashing, speeding..racing all in the delight of her beauty, the ways she moves, her talent.. grace... intelligence.. What delight she is....and.. ohh... jeeez...let me tell you i have probably also witnessed the most creepiest side of this silly human.. ohhh.. yes i have seen her bruised up, bitemarked, blackeyed..blooddrippin.. real beaten' up.. rugh times sometimes..and yet..she sooo got IT....
I love this girl !!
April 20, 2005
To know Rosalie, (the most brilliantly assembled human being ever) is to know what it is to be in love with life.

Since I first laid eyes on her, my Copper Colored Gal, I have been transfixed by the amazing arrangemement of beauty and brains, creativity and chaos, delicacy and durability, movement and stillness, power and preciousnessness.

I love you so dearly Rosalie, and am always honored to be in your presence. Your perfection is like a net cast over everything around you, bringing to you the greatest manifestations of life, some great, some not so great, but YOU are the part of life that makes all of us happy that we have chosen not only life, but THIS life, because we get to have YOU in our world.

I am so happy that I have chosen a life that has you in it.
March 23, 2005
i just think she's the bees knees!
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