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ho hum
hello tribe. i haven't been around for awhile. things are crazy, and changing, and doing so rapidly.my family business is no longer my family's, but i'm still working here. it's weird. i was assured at one point that i would be getting a raise, and i would be salary instead of hourly - i hope that still happens. if not, i don't know what i'll do. i can't keep living on the small amount that i make. i have no savings, i have nothing. and that scares the shit out of me. if i get sick again, i don't know what i'll do.
i've lost about 20 pounds so far. i am not fucking around. i am tired of not being happy with myself, and not being as lithe and happy and energetic as my personality is. the renewed energy i have is also translating to some happiness, which is awesome too. the downside is now i want to go and play, and it's so fucking cold outside. i still haven't burned my new fire poi, which is good because it kindof forces me to practice more... but at the same time, i really want to light them up. spring can't get here fast enough.
i have also recently learned that it is very possible to miss someone you've never met (especially when you're both hopeless romantics), and that the atlantic ocean is very, inconveniently, large.