Moving on...

It's a messy business growing up. Into your own skin. You start to dig internally to find the roots of where you started... and suddenly everyone wants to tell you what they didn't like about you, what they REALLY thought about you, their interpretation of who you were and what you represented and what's wrong with you now...and, my personal favorite, just how to fix it. I've been terrified to give up being that girl I worked so hard to create. I needed her to get through... read more

After a great deal of searching, researching, self exploration and a few readings I've found her :) I decided to start a journey to find my personal goddess alignment. I expected a warrior woman of some kind. Turns out? That phase of my life may be over. After fighting tooth and nail, after seeing her in stones, books, my own readings, and in random conversations that has NOTHING to do with her, the lovely Yemaya refuses to be ignored :) So now? I gots a lot of learnin' to do! I'm goi... read more

Sterne's "A Sentimental Journey"


In my return back through the passage, I heard the same words repeated twice over; and, looking up, I saw it was a starling hung in a little cage. — "I can't get out, — I can't get out," said the starling.

I stood looking at the bird: and to every person who came through the passage it ran fluttering to the side towards which they approach'd it, with the same lamentation of its captivity. "I can't get out," said the starling. — God help thee! said I, ... read more

I've gone dead again. About that time now. Those that know me are shaking their heads thinking 'here she goes again!' My passion has died and once again I wander aimlessly, sighing... an emo empty shell of a woman...perhaps it's time to dye my hair purple and cover up one eye. My dance is forced, my love is improvised poorly, my dreams have disassembled and I've developed a new level of fear. I may be fast becoming unoriginal, boring, and (cringe) 'normal'. Why that should terrify me i... read more