Sid has been sick for a few months now. While I have never been in the thoughts and prayers of so many people, why do I feel the most alone now?

not too sure where to begin. i've been trying to be positive, knowing that i have a lot to be thankful for. knowing that there are people with less.

i just don't know.

i'm taking a break...not from the internet in general, but from posting both here and on lj. i think i'll be sticking to the 'old fashioned' way of communicating for a while....even for people i can easily call. there's something that makes you feel special getting a letter/package in the mail. (thanks so much futures... read more

I don't even know why this makes a difference, but I must have an OCD or something. I just like clean lines. As I have pared down my tribes to things that I guess REALLY matter (at least out of the onces I have found), I want to do that to my "friends list" as well.

I'm not even sure what it looks like when you delete a friend, like what the other person sees. I just don't want anyone to be upset and offended. I feel Tribe is more personal than LJ since there is the formality of having... read more

This month has been a hard one. Between coming back from vacation, preparing Sonja for daycare in October, issues at work, new bills, and a slew of other things making me feel disjointed, I haven't had much time for the internet....and I haven't been missing it either.

It had me thinking that maybe I should take a little break. Focus and me and family and regroup. I feel that I might have let too many things unravel and I'm just now starting to feel the tug of things falling apart. I'v... read more

The end of the work day and I'm bored!!!! :P