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sharonrose

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about me
geeze. I can talk about myself, not the problem... but do I want to talk about myself here, yet?...hmmmm... Ill sleep on it and get back to you later. promise.
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lousy poetry for nosey people

How much ya sell yr pink for, honey?
a nick? a diiiiiiime? some crack? a sip of that strawberry wiiiiine?
how much you get for that thick pink thing yr stuttin there, coz I tell ya suka, I aint no sucka, I can get you twice what you got, then sum
*hoooooooo-weee*
yr walkin away, thats right sugar, keep on goin
coz yll be back when yr shit's ripped off, HO

...and just like that, I snapped, spun around and spit up in that fuckers face, and subsuquently took that beating that landed me h... read more
Sun, November 4, 2007 - 11:45 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
when he came knocking at my door
offering up hell for free
and all my weaknesses came to surface
and I let him come over me

he was not my weakness
or my certin drug of choice
he would not hear the screaming in my head
only the cracking of my voice

damn tonight
why didn't I fight?
why did I let it all slip away
my clean hands now dirty again
and now there's hell to pay

Im sure I wanted it
I wanted to
I know I wanted him
I know he knew

God on one shoulder
me on the oth... read more
Sun, April 2, 2006 - 7:16 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
I've been studying Tao philosophy in one of my classes, and well, its pretty interesting. I remember it from a philosophy class a few years ago, but I guess I didnt give much thought to it then.

Apparrently, my chi is fucked. My ying and yang of control, chewing eachother's tails off... and(according to Taoisim) I need to meditate.

The anti-depressants and naps aren't working, so maybe that would work better. I dont know what Im really expecting to get out of it tho... that's the probl... read more
Wed, January 25, 2006 - 12:11 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
...somebody... (ok, my therapist) posed this question to me the other day.

wow, what a deep question. It seems simple enough. "Yes, of course!", I thought initally...but maybe not. geeze. It sounds so dark, but really, I dont think I can handle it right now.

I'd rather just sleep, I replied, and thats honestly how I feel. Days later, still thinking of this, I haven't changed my mind. I'd rather lie quietly in my bed, close my eyes, and go to sleep.

Thats a bummer for me. But real... read more
Mon, January 16, 2006 - 9:29 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
Cigarette, oh, cigarette...
you silly silly fag.
I'll sit here and fight with you,
as I weeze and cough and hack...
The cancer that is pending. The inevitable doom.
But for some reason, I go crazy, and all I want is you.
The feeling of you between my fingers,
softly resting 'tween my lips
The "tap,tap" sound when I flick yr ashes makes you just so hard to quit.
In my illness, in my addiction, I sit here with ultra lites-lame.
Because I cannot live without you,
you keep me cool and ... read more
Thu, December 29, 2005 - 5:13 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
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