is full and exhausted. I've been in Fairfield for so long, it's beautiful here but everything is a mess.

My parents are on the verge of splitting and I'm here comforting both of them, it looks bleak but I'm supporting whatever it is they may do. It hurts to watch it fall apart though. At least they know I care because my brothers seem oblivious to it. So here i am spending time with them, hearing what they have to say, and taking care of household duties so they can have a load off their back. There was also this cancer scare my father faced which ended up being nothing more than a scare but it was so draining! I could easily just stay in the city and not care about whats going on but for some reason I can't! I should be focusing on my own life but I keep trying to save everyone here, though when I can do it the feeling is so fulfilling that it is worth it. None of this has caused me to fall into a deep depression, and that's fantastic!

I need to get back to the city soon like this Tuesday, there's people I'd love to see whom I haven't seen in forever and things I want to do. On the plus side I've had so many job interviews, it's crazy! I usually return to the city just to go to the interviews where I walk in while wearing an awesome suit and then I dazzle them! It's looking like I might work in Fremont though, I'll know this coming week.