Consciousness...

Awake, late,.. writing...

   Tue, October 25, 2005 - 1:21 AM
It's 12:55am. I just finished 3 hours of telephone conversations about love. Artists, friends, lovers. I've been drafting another post. Gathering a lot from my community. I'm writing something about love. Again. Somehow every conversation gets caught up in it's gravity. Everyone has something to say about love.

It's been quite an experience stating unequivocally what I believe about love in a public space. All rightness and wrongness aside, I recommend it. It has definitely deepened my experience of my community.

I got everything from "F#$k you" to "I love you" in response. Some saying "Wake Up" and some saying "Keep Dreaming". It's amazing what words people put in your mouth when you say you believe in true love. Like I couldn't believe in true love and still wear a shirt that says "orgasm" to decompression. Like I couldn't desire a committed non-poly relationship and still participate in a sensual revolution. Like love and sex are so disparate that to mention the connection is profane.

I'm trying to put it all into perspective. I've been working really hard on my new business. It's been quite a ride balancing everything out. I've flown 7 times in the last two weeks.

I have focused my life on creating my new business and creating my life around love. The groundwork should be done by the 1st. Right about when this draft I am writing will be ready.

I've grown more in the last three weeks than I thought possible. I am inspired by love, to change everything.

Tomorrow is an important day for the LA team. If everything goes well I'll be back on Thursday and not have to come back to LA for a few weeks. Wish me love, and luck.

Love to you all

Gabriel



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Tue, October 25, 2005 - 4:54 PM
love and luck, Gabriel. :)
Wed, October 26, 2005 - 7:15 PM
I wish I had known you were here. If you do come back to LA, and have a moment, would you like to get some tea or something and visit a little?
Wed, October 26, 2005 - 10:18 PM
I'm working down here...
I'm headed back to the bay tomorrow afternoon. I've committed to working down here one week out of every month. We'll have dinner reminisce and talk about love.

SGH