so what's up? how's the world? i'm so busy being a mom and working and junk that i don't have time to do anything. i don't know if i like my new job anymore or not. i work at petland and i get to play with the puppies all day but the management really sucks. so i might have to find another job. sigh... i hate money. i love being a mommy tho!!! devin is the most awsome-est kid ever. he's making mother-hood seem so easy. i know i'm being spoiled and my other kids wont be as easy when they come ... read more

so i started work on tuesday again...it's still as boring as ever. i can't take this much longer. I'll go job hunting next week, put in some apps and hopefully get a job that pays better and actually gives me something to do. I like the computer time tho. but i can go to moms for this stuff. i don't need to come here and be hating life this much. I miss hanging out with cody so much, and Devin...it seems like i went home last night and actually got to spend time with my baby for the first ti... read more

so devin is still in the womb. what a brat! The doctor told me 3 times that he really doesn't want to induce me but if devin doesn't come out before monday that's really the only "safe" way to have him. He weighs 9 pounds now and a few ounces...big boy...hopefully he comes either today or tomarrow. or even monday as long as its before 1pm when i'm schedualed to go in...every one think OUT! we had a kenesiology session for like 2 hours today to try and get me to dialate or to help me start to ... read more

so i went to the doctor friday and he said the baby weighs about 5 pounds and 3 oz. already! i'm scared for my body...how much bigger will he get before he's due....which maybe a week early. Doctor said he might come the 29th of June, but only time and what the baby wants will be able to tell. i feel so big already and Devin gains about 1/2 lb a week... that would put him at about 8 pounds...oh goddess...