October 13, 2008I consider it a great privilege to have been able to tell my story to Sina, who is the perfect listener. We have something interesting in common, and I look forward to reading her thesis and meeting her when she visits the US.
July 10, 2007This woman is amazing. Intelligent, strong, kind, honest, independent and has this enormous heart. Not to mention her extreme physical beauty as well. She is not only one of my dearest freinds, but my family. I truly love her and would protect her with my life.
Love you, my "soul Sister"
June 20, 2007Sina is the real deal ... I haven't met her in person but from what I can tell and feel, she walks the walk unlike so many other women on Tribe ...
A real woman of substance ... The kind of girl that I used to dream about ...
June 11, 2007Sina is not just beautiful on the outside, she has a beautiful soul with a loving heart... I am so glad we met!
May 24, 2007this women is so amazing, wonderful, heart felt, caring, and truly beautiful. since the day i first spoke to her. she has went out of her way to make me feel special. i try to practice unconditional love. she lives it. bacause she is in my life i am truly blessed. thank you my love
It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living.
I want to know what you ache for
and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing.
It doesn’t interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool
for your dream
for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon...
I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow
if you have been opened by life’s betrayals
or have become shrivelled and closed
from fear of further pain.
I want to know if you can sit with pain
mine or your own
without moving to hide it
or fade it
or fix it.
I want to know if you can be with joy
mine or your own
if you can dance with wildness
and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes
without cautioning us
to be careful
to be realistic
to remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me
I want to know if you can
to be true to yourself.
If you can bear the accusation of betrayal
and not betray your own soul.
If you can be faithless
and therefore trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see Beauty
even when it is not pretty
And if you can source your own life
from its presence.
I want to know if you can live with failure
yours and mine
and still stand at the edge of the lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon,
It doesn’t interest me
to know where you live or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up
after the night of grief and despair
weary and bruised to the bone
and do what needs to be done
to feed the children.
It doesn’t interest me who you know
or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand
in the centre of the fire
and not shrink back.
It doesn’t interest me where or what or with whom
you have studied.
I want to know what sustains you
from the inside
when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone
and if you truly like the company you keep
in the empty moments. - © Mountaindreaming
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Shiva had another epileptic seizure yesterday nite at the oncology station of the vet med,before he even could get his first chemotherapy shot, and he did not recover from the seizure and has fallen asleep and his heart stopped beating. I am devastated. I was saying my final goodbye to him today morning. He was in intensive care and the oncologists said that if i had taken him home , i would have much likely had the same scenario without an intensive care unit. He had a lymphoma, and the prob... read moreThu, November 20, 2008 - 5:53 AM permalink - 15 comments
Lets hold thumbs for my sweetie-bear and the best Shivi in the world !Wed, November 19, 2008 - 1:54 PM permalink - 3 comments
I have been at the vet and his blood results have improved so much that they finally could perform a fine needle aspiration, for a biopsy it was still too risky.
They made a new ultrasound and new blood test, this time really really carefully and exact.
So, tomorrow we will have the diagnosis, it is most likely and almost certain a lymphoma, as all vets assumed before.
But without a diagnosis they cannot perform a ch... read more
after making several bloodtests, an ultrasound and an x-ray, the diagnose of his sickness was not given and it could still be many forms of cancer, an infection or whatever. (infection like hämobartonellen were suggested from specialists i contacted at the the www.poose.de homepage - glad i found them, they kick ass....unfortunately this site is only in german...). His blood counts were not good, so there is no real biopsy possible, but they can probably make a fine-needle-aspiration without ... read moreFri, November 14, 2008 - 11:52 AM permalink - 2 comments
My cat Shiva has cancer, most likely a lymphoma. My vet discovered it when he x-rtayed the internal organs. His liver, his kidney, the "Milz" (i do not know the engllish words) are swollen, with knots and the Milz has raised its size dramatically. A surgery will not help at all. All i can do is support him in his last days , hopefully months and make his time as full of pleasure as possible . What a journey. I am not even sad because i am still in shock and i just don´t believe this at all.Fri, October 31, 2008 - 12:26 PM permalink - 7 comments