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i'm actually really a monkey.
scorpio sun, (scorpio stellium 9-10th house), north node conjunct sun in scorpio 10th house, uranus on midheaven in scorpio, pisces moon 2nd house, capricorn rising, venus in libra 8-9th house cusp conjunct pluto 9th, saturn in leo 7th house...

------A set of assumptions, concepts, values, and practices that constitutes a way of viewing reality. squirrel-watcher, mind wanderer, scribbler, drawer, mirror... derivative of/come from the sea. appear cold at first until you look carefully and breathe onto the surface...once you begin to see yourself, i warm up. (ripples, many faces, shapes, shades reflecting parts of the day- especially at dusk when you see them all at once.) travel from one island's coast to another during the night. my ancestors spoke differently but anchored the same land because this is where they met/crossed as this land was a magnet to them. there was nowhere else but there to them so the energy became concentrated, into one language combined, and everyone that came afterward carried the same weight on their shoulders. by combining, they thought they were creating their own name. they wanted their own name. now they are referred to as what lies in proximity to their secret. or the stereotypes and generalizations that mask their secret. ...my parents were pretty much brainwashed and very obedient. thats why they came here and thats why i was born (here). when i wake up, a sudden fever reminds me of where i actually am and what year we are actually in, not the realities they fed me of the culture which sheltered me in but the evolution of how the reality of the culture was formed.
now here is usually there.