Whats up with me?

no more tribe

skyfox — Fri, 10 Jul 2009 00:47:42 GMT

if you are reading this you should try to find my on FACEBOOK!! tribe sucks!

return to the US

skyfox — Sun, 22 Feb 2009 21:44:25 GMT

¡hola! I am going to be coming home soon from a wonderful Ecuador adventure!! It has been an amazing and transformative time for me!! I just wanted to let everyone know that i am going to be moving to seattle when i get home! soooo if there is anyone who knows anything about some shared housing situations in seattle please let me know!! I am planning on being there in the beginning of March...I am going to be staying with my friend Aron until i find a place so i am looking to find a place around the beginning of april or perhaps pro-rate for some of March. thank you!!

HELP!!!

skyfox — Sun, 04 Jan 2009 17:32:18 GMT

I am leaving from LA to Ecuador on the 15th of Jan at like 1 in the morning...so i am landing in LA from SPokane on the 13th and need to find someone to adopt me for the night and possibly a ride to and from the airport...can anyone help me? I'll take you out to dinner and be your bitch for the night!!!! Erin

Washington for a while...

skyfox — Thu, 11 Dec 2008 20:18:17 GMT

Hey there friends and family...i am just putting in a little note to let yall know that i am going to be up in Spokane with my folks (my father is not doing so well) until after Christmas...but sometime around the middle of Jan or Feb i am looking to set down some roots in Portland...I am hoping to find some like minded folks that might want to look for a shared house there...soooo if anyone knows a place or someone who is looking to find a spot in PDX let me know K? And if you happen to be in portland with a room available around that time then let me know too!!! yeah!

Check out the assembly of the FLEEBLE FLOBBER!!!

skyfox — Wed, 26 Nov 2008 00:04:58 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qGyNE6PM0Mo

down for a visit!!

skyfox — Thu, 20 Nov 2008 20:47:49 GMT

I am going to be heading down there for this weekend and perhaps staying around until Thanksgiving!!! yeah!!

Come see me @ 5 and ESPenade at SPARCELAND

skyfox — Fri, 22 Aug 2008 16:39:41 GMT

hello there!! i am writing so all yalls who are going to be on the playa this year that i am going to be @ Spaceland which is sometimes called SUCH and SUCH @ 5 and ESP!!! so come and check out the white circus tent with the black and white striped flag over it and you should find me!! the weather has been great and i am excited to see all my friends!! woooo hoooo!!!

tight concentric circles

skyfox — Sun, 03 Aug 2008 19:31:12 GMT

Wandering up the coast and re-visiting old parts of myself wondering what it is that keeps calling and moving my life down the same path over and over with a new map each time Discovering my comforts and uncomforts the drone of repetition has been replaced by a wide open space with pit stops of addition and subtraction opening opening opening i await each days new lesson i await each days new connection i manifest the day that those needs tighten their grip on the minds of the ignorant encouraging those who cast eyes downward to look up and smile

driving from portland to Albany with no A/C

skyfox — Wed, 02 Jul 2008 04:41:31 GMT

journeying today without a thought about tomorrow -- only facing a direction -- sunlight warming my face like an embarrassing moment from the inside out the changes are evident on my face to face to face i see those around me changing their tune or is it I who have reluctantly or perhaps subliminally shifted in the tones that i resonate with... the sense of dense reverberation lifting me... i seem to be using more of my sonar for the knowledge i once craved and used as pawns in this wicked game of life... yesterday is history, the future, a mystery....and the present ---------------------------> a gift. ps the wicked photo is by Portland artist Dan C http://people.tribe.net/burningbushstudio

In Portland

skyfox — Thu, 26 Jun 2008 03:50:30 GMT

well---this town certainly is beautiful!! I am staying with an old friend from Seattle University of all places!! Get this -- so i am coming back from the trek and we have an end family meeting that the kids' families are all at -- mind you that i had not seen civilization at this point -- and there are a couple of visitors that are there observing the program just like i was in the first couple weeks of May -- so who rolls up on the meeting but my old study buddy for Statistics and Research Meathods Sabrina Hadeed!! HOLY SHIT!!! and it just so happens that she has a great little place in Portland that she has graciously offered to be my landing pad from time to time now that i am HOMELESS!!! heheheh -- i just love it when the universe looks you in the face and lets you know that you are on the right path!! THANK YOU SABRINA!!! She is also going to start working there next month!!! So i have been chillin in PDX for the past couple days and the weather has bee wonderful!! long hikes through the city and dorky nights of Cattyshack and the like!! well that's all for now -- i am going up to Seattle for the weekend and i should be there on Friday night or Sat for GAY PRIDE weekend!! WOO HOO!! ps the pic is me n Sabrina today making quesadillas!!! (taken on my shitty phone camera (:

Back from first Trek the Oregon Desert

skyfox — Sun, 22 Jun 2008 16:01:32 GMT

Well i am back from my first trek and boy was it nice to take a shower after 21 days!! I am going to be putzing around Portland or Seattle it seems until my next assignment which starts on the 3rd or 4th of July! Next is a service project for a week, then some horseback riding for a week, then river rafting for another week! Holy shit this company is cool!!! woo hoo!!! It also looks like i am going to be taking the role of lead therapist on the next adventure so bring on the paperwork!!! So I am working until the 30th of July then I have 6 weeks off which takes me to the 14th of september!!! yeeee haaaa!! So it looks like some time up north with my folks and a little seattle time then a relaxing 2 -3 weeks @ BRC with a 2 weeks post trip for decompression!!! yessssssssssssssssssss!!! So the 411 on the trip was mostly good. I was training with a seasoned guide and a Therapist who had only been on 1 trek before this one and was a little unsure of what the hell was going on and what her role was supposed to be so it was challenging to conceptualize what my role was and what her's was as lead therapist! But dynamics aside the experience was cleansing on a physical and emotional level and i am looking forward to working more with the kids. The SE oregon desert certainly is a beautiful place! I will have some pics soon that is for sure!! more to come!!

on a TREK

skyfox — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 14:23:41 GMT

well this is my last transmission until the 21st of June!! I will be in southeastern oregon with some kids!! whahoooo!!! so if you need to get a hold of me then well....you can't!! HAHAHAHAH luv, E

arrived

skyfox — Wed, 28 May 2008 17:29:36 GMT

well --here i am in Oregon --getting ready to pack out -- i am going to be out of reach from the 1st of june until the 23rd or so ---sooooooooooooo if you need to get a hold of me it will be nearly impossible!! this is going to be crazy!! yeah!

Need a Ride HOme From LIB!!

skyfox — Tue, 20 May 2008 18:04:55 GMT

I am wondering if any of yall crazy folks would > have any room on the way back to Santa > Cruz....??? I am hoping to find a way from the after party to Santa Cruz on tuesday the 27th!! I have to be up in Oregon on the 28th to start my new job!!! WOOO HOOO!!!! Jenwynn and i are heading down together but she is going to stay to hang out with her mom in Santa barbara!! > > Please let me know! We are going to try to > leave tomorrow! yeah!! i am sooooo excited! > > thanks Erin > > 925-207-4057

I GOT IT!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

skyfox — Mon, 12 May 2008 21:57:26 GMT

Well for those of you who read my last post know -- and for those of you that don't -- i was hired at the Catherine Freer Wilderness Program in ALbany Oregon!!! SSSOooooooooooooooo i will be moving out of SF ASAP and starting my first 3 week trek on the 28th of this month!!! HOLY SHIT!!!

it's comming....

skyfox — Wed, 07 May 2008 00:15:46 GMT

well as some of you may know...i am gearing up to take a trip to Albany Oregon to investigate a new direction in my life...Wilderness Therapist....http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oJ8-nQad1Nk..... I will be spending friday, saturday, and sunday there where i will get to see a group come in from the field on friday and debrief with their families. Then on Sunday a group will gather and get ready to head off into the wilderness. A group consists of 6 to 8 kids from 12 to 18 for 3 weeks in the back country!! This is not your little day hike type of thing....this is 3 weeks! With just the therapist and a couple wilderness guides!! WOOO!! HOOOOO!! SSSOOOOOOO...... that is great and all but what it means if i get the job is moving to Portland to somewhere in the vicinity of ALbany for at least the first year....SO....if i get the job-----i am outta here!! This makes me very happy and very sad at the same time....

WHERE YOU GOIN???

skyfox — Fri, 02 May 2008 23:50:20 GMT

Hey there friends!! I am going to FireDrums and I am also going to be hitting the SC Beltane party!! GIve me a should and let me know where/when you are gonig to be so we can all hook up!!! WOWOOOOO HOOOOO!!! SPRING!!!

To Boycott or not to Boycott......thoughts???

skyfox — Tue, 22 Apr 2008 19:29:55 GMT

Lets see what our family thinks of this....please leave me your 2 cents!!

Inauri

skyfox — Fri, 18 Apr 2008 23:21:27 GMT

Inari is the Shinto god of the kitsune 'spirit fox' or 'vampire fox'- and all these specific kitsune are pure white and act as messengers. Kitsune can have up to 9 tails. Kitsune also come in different colors, but those are not specific of Inari. The kitsune feeds on human life forces by shapeshifting into humans. Kitsune characteristics are: great intelligence, long life, magical powers, and can be either good or evil. Kitsune are known as tricksters. But despite their role as tricksters, a kitsune will keep a promise it has given and will strive to repay any favor it owes. A Kitsunetsuki is a person that has been possessed by a kitsune. Some ways to reveal a kitsune in human form: 1. They sometimes cannot hide their tail/s 2. Their shadows are that of a fox 3. Their reflections are that of a fox Powers of the kitsune: 1. Possession 2. Ability to manifest in dreams 3. Ability to fly 4. Ability to create illusions 5. Breathe fire or generate fire from their tails Star ball- sometimes kitsune are depicted holding a star ball. It is said that those who acquire the star ball can force the kitsune to help them- and also that they retain some of the kitsune magic. Due to this significance, the star ball is our Coven Master's Mark. Misc. -In Japan, kitsunetsuki used to be a common diagnosis for insanity and this was as recent as the early 20th century. -Kitsune are also commonly portrayed as lovers. -Rain falling from a clear sky is known as kitsune no yomeiri or "the kitsune's wedding".

spring cleaning

skyfox — Mon, 31 Mar 2008 00:22:43 GMT

well here we go again. it's that springtime feeling that has initiated another Master cleanse!!! so to all of my loved ones out there---please be kind for the next 10 days!!

Blue Lunar Hand

skyfox — Thu, 27 Mar 2008 00:26:02 GMT

Blue Hand is a gateway, an opening, a portal from one understanding to another. A clue to the meaning of Blue Hand is found in the meditation, "I am, by thinly veiled design, the threshold to other dimensions. In my ending is my beginning. The initatory gateway awaits." Blue Hand is the seventh or last archetype in the cycle of development of primary being. It represents the power found in completion. Blue Hand is seen as a closure, which is really an opening to another level of being. Like the fluidity of moving water, Blue Hand is associated with the process of dance, mudra, and beauty. This movement is a metaphor for the ebb and flow of life. In meditation with Manik, experience the flowing quality that is the beauty of the cosmic dance. Remember this essence and this fluidity at times when your life feels most inflexible or lacking in beauty. Blue Hand represents the 'beauty way', the ability to see intrinsic beauty within yourself and in all things. Living the beauty way requires being in your full beauty and power. From this place, your self-authority naturally flows. This is the position where your ego is aligned with divine will. When you are standing in your full beauty and power, your very presence invites others to be all that they are. To the Maya, Blue Hand represents the deer, the gentle, serenely aware guide who walks in fluid beauty and grace, opening and revealing. The essence of Blue Hand is held in the metaphor of a wave. The wave has many stages, from momentum to crest to completion and merging with the ocean once again. Blue Hand connects you to the greater ocean and reveals the shores of your true identity. If you identify with the struggle of eddies and storms, that is the learning you will draw to you. If you identify with your oneness of spirit, by the law of affinity that is what you will become. The energy of Blue Hand will also help you to manifest spiritual skills - especially those intuitive gifts such as oracular divination. In each incarnation, you bring certain gifts. Each path - from priest and priestess to shaman and dancer to artist and gardener - carries varied tools and skills. You have chosen certain gifts and tools that offer you a way to interact with others and your life process. This may be as simple as calling on your innate wisdom and insight in order to see clearly the gifts and tools that you carry.

%*$#@###$%^&*****

skyfox — Sat, 15 Mar 2008 14:13:02 GMT

essence the goods be live conquer temporal satisfaction live be the worst within a silken package laced with sweet thorns i throw myself at the feet of creation to be received with intension a space filled with acceptance innocence curiousity proactivity

where to start

skyfox — Wed, 05 Mar 2008 01:31:44 GMT

here ye here ye all gather round there are many many truths here to be found but what position do I play in this vast aray of interactions and learnings trials and tribulations yearnings and burnings of desire..... of desire.... of desire.........hmmmmmmmmmmmm a good place to start

amazing

skyfox — Thu, 28 Feb 2008 20:16:23 GMT

i just don't get it... somehow the sabotage has thus turned into a sneaky sneaky way to force a total breakdown.... ...like Nataraja... laying a path of destruction to clear the way for new beginnings... ...wash away...begin again....wash away...begin again.....wash away... ...now there is just, well, just now. the weight seems to have lifted or shifted into a new perspective.... ....a complete tangible shift... never had I anticipated this.... ....but i am not surprised.

sabotage

skyfox — Wed, 27 Feb 2008 21:24:54 GMT

it's like just when I had everything I wanted... ...I don't really. it's like I knew that I could have it all and that was just too fuckin easy so i had to do something to create a fulcrum... ...a full proof way to push push push ----please just go AWAY!!!!!!!! something safe about that. ...a final word to say... go big man with the last word .......pushing and pulling. pushing and pulling. needing and wanting wanting and needing. living and wondering breathing and bleeding.... ...how can I be someone who does such things? .........is there someone else that lives inside? ..................is it my fault that i am an asshole .............................or is it someone else's? .....play. stop. review. repeat.