joined on 11/15/08
last updated 12/23/08
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about me
i am ashel a gorean trained slave, i am a gamer and old traveling soul, dancing to earths beat, living thru love and beauty,
i have been in adult films as well adult photography , as well do my own photography well,
i love to have fun, im poly which means i enjoy having many lovers as long as it's ok with one im with as well,
im bi so enjoy being with chicks well as guys.
words unsaid
(blog entry)
another night with word unsaid,
another night i leave with regret,
taring these wounds open again,
now i think I'm a fool,
a fool to hope,
a fool to want,
i look for a shooting star every night,
just to make another wish that ...
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ego
(blog entry)
wheres my ego when I'm alone with u,
wheres my attitude when taking to you,
how is it that my walls brake away,
and heart feels again when I'm around you,
what magic do you have to make me feel,
i see you hurt inside like i do,
that you ...
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into the den of pleasure {a story of a slave}
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dear diary,
To day was my first day, in the house of my new master .
I was brought out with other slaves for him to inspect and give us place in his home.
I was scared, i was a known beauty in other lands but that means nothing in world of...
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slave poetry
(blog entry)
i sit in corner waiting for master to call,
he is only one to who I listen,
he is the healer,
he is the one I am most proud of,
he calls
I come offering him my head ,
he calls out in command,
I am his and he knows this,
never questioning, ...
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another night with word unsaid,
another night i leave with regret,
taring these wounds open again,
now i think I'm a fool,
a fool to hope,
a fool to want,
i look for a shooting star every night,
just to make another wish that will never come true,
i come closer to letting my self feel,
then i realize that I'm believing in a dream,
then my walls come back up again.
Tue, December 23, 2008 - 11:30 AM
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wheres my ego when I'm alone with u,
wheres my attitude when taking to you,
how is it that my walls brake away,
and heart feels again when I'm around you,
what magic do you have to make me feel,
i see you hurt inside like i do,
that you build walls like i do,
made out friends and work and school,
i let you hold me in your arms,
not saying the word i know are true,
wanting to say i love you,
wanting to say i care,
letting the pain tare me apart,
letting my self become so n...
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dear diary,
To day was my first day, in the house of my new master .
I was brought out with other slaves for him to inspect and give us place in his home.
I was scared, i was a known beauty in other lands but that means nothing in world of slaves one moment you could be a beautiful rich women with everything or a rich mans daughter and moment later caught in a raid you could end up being a kitchen slave getting your hand dirty.
i knew that wanted be to a one his sex slaves rather the...
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Tue, December 23, 2008 - 11:22 AM
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i sit in corner waiting for master to call,
he is only one to who I listen,
he is the healer,
he is the one I am most proud of,
he calls
I come offering him my head ,
he calls out in command,
I am his and he knows this,
never questioning, never wanting for what is to want for when all is taken care,
my body speaks to him he knows,
a word I never need to speak again,for he know me as he knows him self,
by way of this power I am free,
free to love and be loved,to feel pain then plea...
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BDSM and Tantra,
Dark Ventures,
Faerieworlds,
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gorean training pens,
Masters and slaves, TPE,
Oregon Rainbow Family,
PDX SCA,
Portland BdSm,
Rainbow Nation,
Rainbow Warriors,
Society for Creative Anachronism,
The Rainbow Family Tribe,
Vancouver Witches & Portland Pagans, too,
Wolf Creek Warriors of the Rainbow,
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