Gettin Inside My Head....Beware!

Better In Time

slavecailin — Thu, 17 Jul 2008 21:11:25 GMT

It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through Go in, come in, thought I heard a knock Who's there? No one, thinking that I deserved it Now I realize that I really didn't know You didn't notice, you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is, I'ma be okay Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah (It'll all get better in time) Even though I really loved you I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (It'll all get better in time) How could I turn on the TV Without something there to remind me? Was it all that easy To just put aside your feelings? If I'm dreaming, don't wanna let, hurt my feelings But that's the path, I believe in And I know that, time will heal it You didn't notice, you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is, I'ma be okay Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah (It'll all get better in time) Even though I really loved you I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (It'll all get better in time) Since there's no more you and me It's time I let you go so I can be free And live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you Yes, I will Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh (It'll all get better in time) Even though I really loved you I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to, yes, I do (It'll all get better in time) Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too, yeah (It'll all get better in time) And even though I really loved you I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to

Nothing...

slavecailin — Wed, 02 Jul 2008 07:32:26 GMT

beats a first kiss.

New phone number.

slavecailin — Tue, 01 Jul 2008 22:59:04 GMT

My cell phone died and isn't repairable...and I can't get a new one on the plan I was on becuase its under his name. So, my amazing girlfriend and boyfriend have gotten me a new phone, new number and new plan, and I can check off one last thing that was tying me to him....the last thing should be cleared up in the next week or two and then I really can walk away and never look back. So, in addition to getting a new phone, I have lost all my numbers, so please, send me yours, I'll send you mine, and we can stay connected!

Now I can have it.

slavecailin — Thu, 12 Jun 2008 19:20:21 GMT

Simple Kind of Life For a long time I was in love Not only in love, I was obsessed With a friendship that no one else could touch It didn't work out, I'm covered in shells And all I wanted was the simple things A simple kind of life And all I needed was a simple man So I could be a wife I'm so ashamed, I've been so mean I don't know how it got to this point I always was the one with all the love You came along, I'm hunting you down Like a sick domestic abuser looking for a fight And all I wanted was the simple things A simple kind of life If we met tomorrow for the very first time Would it start all over again? Would I try to make you mine? I always thought I'd be a mom Sometimes I wish for a mistake The longer that I wait the more selfish that I get You seem like you'd be a good dad Now all those simple things are simply too complicated for my life How'd I get so faithful to my freedom? A selfish kind of life When all I ever wanted was the simple things A simple kind of life It doesn't describe everything perfectly, but it does a good job. I am free to make my own choicese, my own decisions, and I couldn't be happier about it.

Gym

slavecailin — Wed, 11 Jun 2008 15:50:14 GMT

Made it to the gym this morning. Yay me! There is nothing like 30 minutes of telling yourself over and over you can do it....and then doing it and feeling so great afterwords.

"Happily Ever After"

slavecailin — Tue, 10 Jun 2008 05:38:53 GMT

I love Enchanted. So much. It makes me smile and smile and smile. Smiles for everyone!

Waves

slavecailin — Mon, 09 Jun 2008 05:57:48 GMT

It almost feel like when a wave pushes you down, and you can't figure out which way is up.

Seriously

slavecailin — Sat, 07 Jun 2008 01:57:39 GMT

I just found out he is moving her in monday. Monday. My assprint won't even be off the couch by then. I am hurt.

Grey's Anatomy

slavecailin — Fri, 23 May 2008 17:12:06 GMT

Somewhat predictable in places, but very intense and probably 2 of the best hours of tv I have watched in a long time. Man that show kicks some serious ass.

For you Daddy

slavecailin — Wed, 21 May 2008 00:12:49 GMT

If you were falling, then I would catch you. You need a light, I'd find a match. Cuz I love the way you say good morning. And you take me the way I am. If you are chilly, here take my sweater. Your head is aching, I'll make it better. Cuz I love the way you call me baby. And you take me the way I am. I'd buy you Rogaine if you start losing all your hair. Sew on patches to all you tear. Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise. And you take me the way I am. You take me the way I am. You take me the way I am.

Too Fucking Funny

slavecailin — Fri, 09 May 2008 03:17:52 GMT

http://www.redtube.com/6743

Happy Birthday!

slavecailin — Tue, 06 May 2008 16:11:34 GMT

Happy Birthday Daddy. I love you so much!

Confidence

slavecailin — Thu, 01 May 2008 00:08:46 GMT

Someone at work told me today that I carry myself with a lot of confidence. I wouldn't ever have thought about being a confident person before, but you know what? I feel confident today. I feel sexy, beautiful, and confident. I feel like the path I am walking down is a good one, I have a lot of amazing wonderful people in my life, and every day brings new challenges and oppertunities. I am living and loving life right now. The picture was taken right before going to a party a few months ago, and that party actually has helped me with my confidence becasue of the amazing people I met!

Friendships

slavecailin — Wed, 23 Apr 2008 17:54:28 GMT

Today the most wonderful thing happened. A friend has come back into my life after a long hiatus, mostly while we both worked on ourselves. It makes me so happy to know there is hope for mending our friendship and moving forward. I am so happy today!

Its A Miracle

slavecailin — Sun, 20 Apr 2008 01:00:46 GMT

I just got a text message from my sister that said she had an orgasm. It made me smile so big because the poor girl is 28 and has never had one before. I am so happy for her.

A Good Point

slavecailin — Wed, 16 Apr 2008 16:13:30 GMT

Daddy made a good point to me this mroning and it makes me mad that I didn't see it myself. He is usually right and I just have to learn to listen to him and trust him more.

Meet Cleo!

slavecailin — Thu, 03 Apr 2008 16:08:37 GMT

So I decided on Cleopetra (Cleo for Short) for my new little girl. She is just the most amazing kitten and I am so lucky to have found her! Picture was taken on my cell phone so its not great, but photographing a kitten is not easy! They don't sit still at all!

Newest addition!

slavecailin — Wed, 02 Apr 2008 04:27:57 GMT

I got a kitten tonight. A cute little 8 week old! She was found outside a petco a few nights ago by someone who works there. They found her in a box and her little tail was broken! She is fine though...looks like she may have gotten it slammed in a door or something! It is healed as it doesn't seem to bother her at all, but its quite crooked on the end! She is absolutely adorable, and already comes when called and has been adjusting into her new home well! Daddy is even starting to like her! I will post pics as soon as I get some downloaded....yeah, I have already taken pictures of her...she is too cute. She loves to be petted on and has quite a loud meow! She doesn't have a name yet. Can't quite decide. I am thinking either Cleo or Cloe. I know it doesn't seem like a huge difference but I can't pick! Daddy says to give it a few days, and in the mean time am calling her Kitten. Any suggestions for names? Jezzabelle, my other kitten, got her name from a suggestion someone gave me. Maybe someone else has an idea that will work!!!

Yay yay today is moving day!!!!

slavecailin — Mon, 24 Mar 2008 15:30:36 GMT

Yippee!!!!

Enchanted

slavecailin — Sat, 22 Mar 2008 07:44:36 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xRYU4cqUAUs http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KObgs81QyR4 I just love it.

Best Break up Song Ever

slavecailin — Fri, 21 Mar 2008 17:50:02 GMT

I love Chris Daughtry, and I love this song...even if I am not myself going through a break up, I think its the best breakup song ever. Now that it's all said and done I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down Like an old abandoned house What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath Fell to far, was in way to deep I guess I let you get the best of me Well I never saw it coming I should of started running A long long time ago And I never thought I'd doubt you I'm better off without you More than you, More than you know I'm slowly getting closure I guess it's really over I'm finally getting better Now I'm picking up the pieces and spending all of these years Putting my heart back together The day I thought I'd never get through I got over you! You took a hammer to these walls dragged the memories down the hall Packed your bags and walked away There was nothing I could say When you slammed the front door shut A lot of others opened up So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me Well I never saw it coming I should of started running A long long time ago And I never thought I'd doubt you I'm better off without you More than you More than you know I'm slowly getting closure I guess it's really over I'm finally getting better Now I'm picking up the pieces And spending all of these these years Putting my heart back together It's a day I thought I'd never get through I got over you

Please pray for us!!!

slavecailin — Wed, 19 Mar 2008 19:59:37 GMT

Daddy got an email from the owner of the house we are dying to rent saying that we are at the top of this lisst, he just had a few more calls to make. Please cross your fingers for us......we really really love this house!

Saturday

slavecailin — Mon, 17 Mar 2008 04:41:12 GMT

Saturday night was an amazing night. I love my life and I love "motorboats".

Daddy got HOME!!

slavecailin — Fri, 14 Mar 2008 15:39:25 GMT

Daddy got home last night after being away on a business trip! yay for Daddies!!!!

Tired

slavecailin — Thu, 06 Mar 2008 00:51:21 GMT

I am tired. So fucking tired.