It is 91 degrees in my apartment with 40% humidity. Occasionally a breeze blows through one of the wide open windows...but it's just a tease. Tease I say!! I feel like I might just melt. It's too hot to fall asleep right now. All I would do is lay there tossing and turning. That's what my cat's are doing...laying there. I can only imagine how hot my birds must be in their feathers. Ugh. It must be twice as bad for them. Fans are on and all it's doing is moving the air around but not dropping any temps. I guess that's the price to pay living on the second story...the heat rises. Oh well.

Can I just hire a new boss and keep my favorite co-workers? Can that be possible? Looking on Craig's List and found a listing in the next town over. I know that if I submit a resume that they will contact me. But I feel guilty. I feel guilty because I remember how sad my favorite co-workers were when I left the last time...when someone offered me something that I wanted (ya know the grass always looks greener-don't be fooled).

Another thing...I like what I do for the most part. I have many interests and many talents. Most none of you will ever witness or see. So don't ask. But I know that I have a knack for technical stuff and this stuff being kind of technical...I can do it. What I DON'T like is the inconsistant B.S. and the hours that I have to deal with. Granted that some of the hours I had to work to make my bills...but I wouldn't have to work those hours if my boss just gave me a freak'n "increase in costs of living" raise. Ass hat.

I also don't like being singled out and blamed for crap I didn't do. The doc will jack me up because one of my co-workers did something stupid or scheduled wrong...or what ever. He calls me and bitches at me about it. Yeah...that's a little old. I'm sorry I'm not an asskisser NOR am I going to put up with that crap a whole lot longer. One way around it is to say that his lap-dog did it....7/10 times she did. His attitude changes instantly and suddenly the issue is resolved. It's a freak'n miracle. My manager over heard him riding me about a scheduling issue until I notified him that Grima had done it. He was suddenly satisfied. My manager comes out and said a couple things I won't repeat but...she isn't exactly happy here either.

But still....can I keep my favorite coworkers and just hire a new boss? Pleeeeeeeze...with sugar and cherries on top? See I'm not a sociopath! I feel guilty about stuff!
Of course if something super sweet with my named tattooed on it comes my way....I will be inclined to try for it :-).
Gah! I hate this stuff...