methods to my madness
frazzzzzzzzzzlllllllllThu, June 5, 2008 - 12:19 PM
i feel like someone has been injecting me with expresso. is it mercury retrograde?
is it worry?
is it fear?
is it timing?
my intuition is sending me a flaming flag about something but i can't figure out if it's mine, somebody else's or the healing and closing up of an old story. in one particular situation i care so much but it's clear i can't be heard...i think....all i can do is pray at this point
i'm playing a waiting game on so many things and the longer i have to wait the longer i have to worry about my decisions.
thank you to my priestess sisters crystal, amanda and maryann for holding me and feeding me at red tent last night. somehow in the chaos i forgot to eat yesterday
i am present
i always have everything i need
i am love
and i am loved
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oh mercuryyes retrogade, seriuosly retrograde - all week.. and in gemini - it's home
and during a new moon, which apparently just intensifies something that is already intense..
and yes broken hearts abound, mama fractured her heel bone, avens said strokes were all around her, people are having car crashes..
it's a big one.. so that.
and in other news - everything is moving forward.. very slowly.
i need a dinner with you!!
i've also encountered several deaths in the past week, including my dear cousin, of cancer. She was my age, almost the same birthday....
it is a strange time indeed. time to hunker down, gather strength and know oneself.
|Sometimes empathic people pick up on emotions that are not theirs (and mercury can intensify this...) so here is what I do to sort it out: ground and center, meditate for a bit and ask: if these emotions are not *mine* let them drain away. If you are merely being an environmental barometer, they should pass and then you will know that it isn't yours to hang onto. A critical skill for empaths to have.|