joined on 05/21/06
last updated 04/25/09
June 4, 2007
Cara is just plain awesome and she's my favorite space-case (I say that endearingly). We've been through a lot together, including me being a collossal jerk, and, throughout it all, we've remained close friends, I'm happy to say. I've given it thought, and, honestly, I'm not sure there's an unkind bone in Cara's body even after all the bullshit life's thrown at her. No one I know has the kind of uncanny bad luck she has and yet keeps the same persistent, genuine smile and good attitude. We could all learn from that. If you're fortunate enough for this soul to come into your life, do what you can to nurture that friendship. Shine on, Cara!
November 2, 2006
hurrrrrrrry up and git heerrrrrrrreeeeeee!
August 30, 2006
what more can i say about this girl? it's like someone swapped out her brain with my REAL twin sister's. get ready for some orfunner photos.... proof of the crazy times that happen when we get together! WOOT WOOT!
July 31, 2006
you fire warms my soul
your advice sinks through my skull
your words ring true
without fear of how they reflect on you
July 30, 2006
cara...what can i say about you? in a sea of fog and misunderstandings, you've been my beacon, my lighthouse, my safe place. i hope you do move to austin so i can kick it with ya non-stop. you going to orfunner? i would love to shake my booty next to yours!
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about me
i am the original spaz. i frikkin love to dance to gorgeous music above all else. i think COSTUMES are the best things on earth. (besides passionate and unconditional love). i just learned i love burner communities and have been initiated via Burning flipside. i'm addicted, its official. Also, I'm no longer going to be stuck in Dallas for one full year. SO many doors just opened by way of one disappointment i'm feeling paralyzed by indecision. I think Austin is the answer, but then again, Austin has been answer more times than i can count...
About me: I am often found surrounded by fabulous people. what else: So I'm not really into blame, hate or grudges, prefer forgiveness, had a great upbringing and am lucky to be a part of a very loving, tight knit family. my sisters are by far my best friends in the world, although we are total opposites in many ways. this leads to a split personality conflict that i dont have room to go into.... :) my head is sometimes stormy, but its a tempest that burns itself out quickly with minimal damage to the outside world, and then the sunny smile and easy-going banter is back. i am a big quitter. i love passionate embraces.
Art of Poi,
Austin,
Austin Art Community,
Austin Hoopers,
Austin Scene,
Burlesque,
Burn Austin,
burning flipside in austin,
DFW Burners,
F.O.O.D. - Fetuses on our Doorstep,
Freaks Beyond Boundaries,
Herbal Medicine,
Houston hoopers,
Hula Hooping,
Init String is my favorite drug,
INTERFUSE,
Keep Dallas Plastic,
LUMINOSITY FIRE TRIBE,
Midwest Burners,
Myschievia,
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i ran to to the trash can last night with a plastic sack. feeling the wind brush my hair across my shoulders and tickle my skin as I rushed back from the curb, running at full tilt through the gravel with an enormous grin on my face. what an amazing feeling. the warmth is coming. it makes me feel like a little girl again, running around in the neighborhood at twilight, feeling the breeze rush past me as I run full tilt, playing one game or another. last night was a happy night. some may hate ...
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Sat, April 25, 2009 - 11:21 PM
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some people magnet
bad ideas
poor plans
terrible convictions.
i wish I was
not one of those people.
if only my personal magnet
was more insightful!
this is me!
i have a brain.
i shouldn't.
but i do.
i wouldn't.
if not for my sick sense of unity
in a hazy fog of guilt
that drives me to
trust,
horribly.
watch yer ass.
eternally.
another way of lookin
at this same problem
i am havin
is to not trust
weird things.
to trust only your gut
when your logic fails
out of m...
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Thu, August 28, 2008 - 9:34 PM
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[sharp intake of breath]
I am not sure how this happened...but in between being wooed and marrying, i forgot tribe existed. this scares me a little. but i'll probably be ok. whose afraid of a little Alzheimer's in the genes?
anyways. yay, i'm back. although my brain wiring is so faulty i'm not promising much other than silly over-wrought poems and venting.
P>S> Does anyone in ATX know how to quilt or make hats? Or do they have cool grandmas who need some attention and a pupil???
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Fri, July 4, 2008 - 9:50 PM
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and you never grow out of being afraid
hopefully you'll grow into friends that allow it
and aren't scared of it
and you never grow out of loneliness
even if you have a man, three dogs and 2.25 kids
but the inner tantrum precipitating it grows imperceptibly shorter
and "duration time" is everything in life.
and you never grow out of needing a little stability
you just have to find others mature enough to hand it over
and trust is a factor
and learn you must
to only trust
thos...
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Wed, June 20, 2007 - 9:04 PM
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my new motto.
6th grade had its philisophically
sound moments.
Tue, June 12, 2007 - 8:34 PM
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welcome the sun
(blog entry)
i ran to to the trash can last night with a plastic sack. feeling the wind brush my hair across my shoulders and tickle my skin as I rushed back from the curb, running at full tilt through the gravel with an enormous grin on my face. what an amazi...
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some people
(blog entry)
some people magnet
bad ideas
poor plans
terrible convictions.
i wish I was
not one of those people.
if only my personal magnet
was more insightful!
this is me!
i have a brain.
i shouldn't.
but i do.
i wouldn't.
if not for my sick sen...
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ach! i forgot about you!
(blog entry)
[sharp intake of breath]
I am not sure how this happened...but in between being wooed and marrying, i forgot tribe existed. this scares me a little. but i'll probably be ok. whose afraid of a little Alzheimer's in the genes?
anyways. yay, i'...
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i was twenty once
(blog entry)
and you never grow out of being afraid
hopefully you'll grow into friends that allow it
and aren't scared of it
and you never grow out of loneliness
even if you have a man, three dogs and 2.25 kids
but the inner tantrum precipitating it gro...
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eat shit or die.*
(blog entry)
my new motto.
6th grade had its philisophically
sound moments.
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