just another time of year that really make me miss my baby boy Taran. I get to spend my second yule without him and it kills me everytime i think about it. I am working really hard to get him out here with me but sometimes it feels like a neverending battle with bills and getting caught up on past bills. not that i am going to stop working at getting him out here, just i keep getting more and more depressed the longer i am away from him... oh well, need to go make more money so i can get... read more