joined on 06/23/05
last updated 03/26/09
March 24, 2009
I've been meaning to write this, however it was waiting for me to catch up with the words already exressed. There are times when life seems an impossible alone mountain, alone we climb it, feeling alien to those around us, knowing we all have that feeling. I met this man while I was questing for a bandaid, he fixed me some soup and wrapped me in a blanket without me ever asking, he smiled and hugged me, surrounded me with a strength and unlocked a strength I had yet to know I had in me.
He awoke a nexus I was already living in and gave to it the color of consideration I had long given up on.
The consideration for fellow mortal, the planet, the universe and how we all connect. He reminded me of being a little kid and being able to connect in a simple way and not to question what it meant. What I really want to say is - Thanks for the soup, for it has fed hundreds and counting. <3
May 9, 2006
Brilliant of spirit, Brilliant of intellect, Brilliant of love. Spiral leaves a trail of magical bread crumbs behind him as he wanders through life - not perhaps so he can trace his path, but so those that follow can find their way and be nourished along their journey. Anytime you need a dose of hope, understanding, or unconditional affection, Spiral will take care of you without a second thought.
February 27, 2006
One of the most amazing, careing, and cuddliest people I know. My cuddle buddy! Spiral is such an important person in my life, helping me to see my true self, and explore and find importance in things I might have brushed aside as no big deal. I can only hope to do the same for him. I feel so lucky to have met him and i look forward to many more wonderful conversations, and experiences.
December 29, 2005
Mike is the only one i know to compare the inner workings of the mind to a UNIX kernel.
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about me
I spend most time trying to reconsile the feeling of "I am" with the knowledge that self is an illusion. I also spend a great deal of time acknowledging that the illusion is the reality. The little me, the cell in the tip of a giant finger, stands in awe at the organism it is part of. My cats understand this and look at me like "I can't believe you don't get this yet. Just lay down and let us purr and cuddle and pet each other." Yea, cat's are the enlightened masters returned for a bonus round. I can only hope that in my next few lives I will get a chance to explore that form. :)
I decided that I wanted to do some house cleaning by deleting a good number of blog entries. I only kept those that still are able to inspire me or that may still inspire others.
May you enjoy them for the very first time, even if it is all over again.
Aloha
Thu, September 25, 2008 - 12:22 AM
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So my long time "friend", Pat, has a mom who works for Delta. He gets discounts for family and friends at no trouble to him at all. He asks if I wanted to come to NYC to see Xdream at COSM. I agree. He said he would fly me out, though to me that means he is paying for it. I was wrong. I paid for it. WTF. anyway. I arive, I get to his place in Brooklyn. He introduces me to his roomate and his roomate's girlfriend. They all run out to this deli where a guy who works there sells pot and coke. th...
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"-side-ways, all around, there were living beings hassled invisibly into imaginary forms like me believing themselves truly existent, gnashing the empty air, imagining their empty universes of atoms and inner empty universes and vast voids being born, abiding, and dying---all of it monstrous, strange hallucinated, so that In the sphere of infinite thought I saw that mankind was only an isolated instance in the Void, that there were all kinds of levels of sentience and perception all of it mis...
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Blog cleaning
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I decided that I wanted to do some house cleaning by deleting a good number of blog entries. I only kept those that still are able to inspire me or that may still inspire others.
May you enjoy them for the very first time, even if it is all over ...
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My trip to NY.
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So my long time "friend", Pat, has a mom who works for Delta. He gets discounts for family and friends at no trouble to him at all. He asks if I wanted to come to NYC to see Xdream at COSM. I agree. He said he would fly me out, though to me that m...
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The Rediscovery of Fire
(blog entry)
It ccured to me amongst the wonderful community of the midwest psy and greater burner croud at MAGE, that we are changing the world becuase we rediscovered fire...
Fire brought people together in California, so many they had to venture to the d...
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"-side-ways, all around, there were living beings hassled invisibly into imaginary forms like me believing themselves truly existent, gnashing the empty air, imagining their empty universes of atoms and inner empty universes and vast voids being b...
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Thank you all!
(blog entry)
Sacred Hearts was true to its name. I found myself surrounded by those who love me and lots of reinforcment of how important I am to those who love me. Thank you all for your love, support and friendship. I showed up with uncertainty and doubt sti...
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