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last updated 10/17/09
March 14, 2007
With humble thanks for your naked soul, surrounded by the pure timeless giggle, ensuing forth from your unfettered wisdom, which is forever entwined with the sparkling third eye. We all are pyramids of light. Thanks for being such a bright display to light the way. kwalla
March 11, 2007
"Satya" is Sanskrit for "Truth," and Satya is a beautiful ray of truth in human form, shining through the clouds of self-doubt in those around her, awakening us to ever deeper levels of consciousness and compassion. It is an amazing gift just to know that Satya is here among us at this time, and an even greater gift to know her as a friend and to experience her inspiring energy, her healing presence-- and her *totally* irresistable playfulness! ;-) Blessings to you Satya as you begin your 33rd circle around the Sun!!!
March 10, 2007
She comes to me,
Sweet, strong, soul felt,
Reminding me I'm okay, I'm not alone
She breaths eternal flame out into the world cold
She sees awake with open eyes the beauty that surrounds her
Even when she has to look with great detail to find it
She emanates joy powerfully childishly uncontrolled unrefined
In purity with poise balance and intention
Her love pours into the realm selflessly freely unrestrained vulnerable
SO REAL
She dreams and allows the dream to live in the world flesh
Allows the spirit to feed the dream so it may manifest in substance
She speaks her truth, her heart, her being
With words that barely serve her form so true
I call to her the gift of reflection
That she may have reflected back to her
All that she sends out into others
Into us
And that the universe reflect her intentions
With an abundance of resources
Allowing her to serve her purpose
Share her joys
Live her passions
The least of what she deserves
March 7, 2007
Satya my Pixie Sprite
Light Pilgrim to the Earth
I love your Being
Regalness in presence
Goddess in spirit
Feminine to the core
Warrior awakening
Wounded child
Feline-esque in the flesh
... so Beautiful…
I am blessed in my times spent with you
And
By your blessed little reflection of ten years
Thank You
March 6, 2007
She is kudzu in the rain.
-O'kaso Heiro Sensei
March 6, 2007
Satya is the essence of the Feminine.
To know her is to know the Goddess.
She is the epitome of the trinity...
Maiden, Mother, and Wise Woman.
Like the Ocean, is she
never to be tamed or conquered,
but revered and admired;
her tempests are amazing
and her waves are nourishing.
Blessed are those who have seen her beauty
in any of its aspects.
March 5, 2007
I heart Satya.
Mother, Poet, Healer.
Wonderful, Compassionate, Caring.
She is my favorite online sister.
March 3, 2007
oh my dear Goddess sister :) You are radiant, your beauty and compassion explode into the day, dance into the night, warm the coldest of hearts and tease out of the stubbornest of smiles. Your intensity inspires action, creation, communication, gratitude. Your are inspiration to me! I am so glad to share this existence with you. I'm sending you the feeling of warm sand between your toes, the smell of fresh lavendar, the brilliance of a full moon shine... Many Blessings :)
March 3, 2007
wise ancient heart
momma bear
truth divine
deep soul mirror
so much gratitude
for being!
emerald mountain lake
unpolluted
seen by only those who can climb...
higher!
much love to you,
and the best and warmest wishes,
around the sun!
*muah!*
missfish, fellow seastar! :-)
March 2, 2007
i am truly in love with Satya...although my time spent in her presence is not as vast as i would like. i believe we were brought together by the divine fluctuations within the Flow, and i am ever grateful for It's portion that has been a gift unto me. as i sit here, alone, in my home, i can only reflect on her positive energy that has graced these halls...Satya's essence so sweetly haunts my being as i rest...her voice is heard within the waters of our mother ocean's being. she is tattooed within my own Self - indeed.
Awareness is what we both have in common, and every time we are brought together, she is overwhelmed by her abundance of awareness within her daily walks...we laugh at the lightness of the realizations.
Satya, as your day of celebration of your precious birth nears, just know that your existence is a gift to me...time will tell in regards to our growth as siblings within the Flow. you are Truth, you are Love, and you represent the breath...you are the power within my tears as i type these words
as these words speak my truth about you.
all love to you Satya
all love to your existence
rahn
August 26, 2006
Satya my hero!
Satya is a brave spirit who is a very sensitive, empathic, Reiki master. She struggles to maintain a life as a single mom with her 9 year old daughter in San Francisco. She keeps her sensitivity in the face of all adversity, and while sometimes she feels overwhelmed with the darkness, confusion, or cold hearted actions of others, she has courageously stood her ground. She is a modern warrior who is facing the challenge to reclaim and retain that essence that is the evidence of love, healing, sensitivity and the rarely acknowledged power of innocence and honesty.
To think that one tiny woman will defy the will of the mass of her community, society, even the way of the whole world, and risk acceptance simply because her "instincts" tell her to do so, is a marvel!
How can I not see her, and other single mothers like her as a hero?
Perhaps, as Picasso once said, we will indeed, " ...make the world worthy of our children."
May 5, 2006
To my seastar....
Detroit Annie, hitchhiking
by Judy Grahn
Her words pour out as if her throat were a broken
artery and her mind were cut-glass, carelessly
handled.
You imagine her in a huge velvet hat with great
dangling black feathers,
but she shaves her head instead
and goes for three-day midnight walks.
Sometimes she goes down to the dock and dances
off the end of it, simply to prove her belief
that people who cannot walk on water
are phonies, or dead.
When she is cruel, she is very, very
cool and when she is kind she is lavish.
Fisherman think perhaps she's a fish, but
they're all
fools. She figured out that the only way
to keep from being frozen was to stay in motion, and long ago converted most of her flesh into liquid. Now when she smells danger, she spills herself all over,
like gasoline, and lights it.
She leaves the taste of salt and iron
under your tongue, but you dont mind
The common woman is as common
as the reddest wine
...You are a light in my world... I love you dearly!
February 19, 2006
This woman is a bold journeyer. Through the most challenging of situations, she allows her faith to not allow her to be hardened, to achieve the impossible and locate resources that some said didn't exist. Unstoppable on the road to victory she is one with her soul. The love she has for her daughter and all children is revolutionary. The Earth mother rrejoices at her presence on her land. Peace does prevail in Satya. Blessings Ma!
December 27, 2005
What an amazing sensitive and courageous spirit is Satya! I am inspired by the love and passion in her heart to really help create a safe space for the children who are entering into the world now. Her gentle soothing voice contrasts her strength and fierce warrior spirit dramatically.
Kind and giving, she hears the song of of my heart with such scrumptious clarity, that her empathy is like the echo of my own soul. She makes the journey of this life seem like a wonderful adventurous ride and it's time for all of us to get on board!
I love your snuggly spirit, Satya!!!! I look forward to doing some evolution theater with you.
To quote Winnie the Pooh, "It's so much friendlier with two."
October 15, 2005
Shannon is truly one of the most raw unfiltered Goddess's i have been blessed to crash into... her willingness to be present and real with all that is happening within her and around her and to share that with those of us who are a part of her life is a healing balm..... her words...reflections of truths felt.... reaching through the ethers into my heart from two thousand miles away... shannon, i bow before that which is so brightly shining through you.. thank you for being.....xxxxoooo
We are the New Civilization
We are here.
We are waking up now, out of the past, to dream a bigger dream.
We are friends and equals, we are diverse and unique, and we're united
for
something bigger than our differences.
We believe in freedom and cooperation, abundance and harmony.
We are a culture emerging, a renaissance of the essence of humanity.
We find our own guidance, and we discern our own truth.
We go in many directions, and yet we refuse to disperse.
We have many names, we speak many languages.
We are local, we are global.
We are in all regions of the world, we're everywhere in the air.
We are universe being aware of itself, we are the wave of evolution.
We are in every child's eyes, we face the unknown with wonder and
excitement.
We are messengers from the future, living in the present.
We come from silence, and we speak our truth.
We cannot be quieted, because our voice is within everyone.
We have no enemies, no boundaries can hold us.
We respect the cycles and expressions of nature, because we are nature.
We don't play to win, we play to live and learn.
We act out of inspiration, love and integrity.
We explore, we discover, we feel, and we laugh.
We are building a world that works for everyone.
We endeavor to live our lives to their fullest potential.
We are independent, self-sufficient and responsible.
We relate to each other in peace, with compassion and respect, we unite
in community.
We celebrate the wholeness within and around us all.
We dance to the rhythm of creation.
We weave the threads of the new times.
We are the new civilization
~ Flemming Funch
from the God/Goddess of my Being
i give forth thanks
for the Love that i am
for the Love in my Life
and the Love that surrounds me
thank you
thank you
for the miracle of Life that i am
and
thank you for the miracle of Life i see reflected all about me
thank you
for the gift of Life that i am
thank you for this perfect body
my health and well being
thank you
thank you for the Abundance that i am
and
thank you for the Abundance i see reflected all about me
thank you for the riches and richness of my Life
and
thank you for the river of money
which flows to me and through me
thank you
thank you for the excitement and adventure
of the millions of wondrous possibilities and wondrous probabilities
thank you
thank you for the wonderment and thank you for the joy
thank you for the beauty and harmony
thank you for the Peace and tranquility
thank you for the Laughter and thank you for the play
and thank you for the privelege of serving and sharing the gift of Life that i am
thank you! thank you! thank you!
! Rumi,
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Rising Sign is in 28 Degrees Gemini
Extremely active by nature, you like to get around, meet people and do different things. Very restless, you just can't seem to stay put. You need to be involved in several projects at once in order to keep your mind stimulated. You like to read books and to write letters and to talk -- constantly. Seemingly ageless, you will always appear to be much younger than you really are. Very adaptable and inquisitive, you are always open to new ideas and experiences. A "jack-of-all-trades", you are lively and versatile. Because of the high nervous tension that you always seem to have, athletic activity would be a good way for you to burn off energy. But be careful of a tendency to experience things only superficially -- try to dig in and absorb things at a deeper level.
Sun is in 15 Degrees Pisces.
Extremely sensitive and emotional, you absorb the emotions of others (whether positive or negative) like a sponge. Emotionally vulnerable, you are easily upset and tend to cry readily. You are at your best when you can structure your environment in such a way that you are surrounded by positive, upbeat people. You are very helpful and understanding of the needs of others. Indeed, at times this can be a disadvantage, because you can be a sucker for anyone who needs help. Shy, dreamy, romantic in nature, you delight in retreating into your private fantasy world. Just be careful that you do not get lost in it! Trust your intuitions -- you may be quite psychic.
Moon is in 22 Degrees Leo.
You always want to be proud of yourself and will never do anything that will make yourself look bad. You need the respect and admiration of others and enjoy attracting attention to yourself. Everything you do tends to be self-emphasized and self-exaggerated. Very stubborn, willful and independent yourself, be sure to allow others who are close to you the similar right to "be themselves." Your need for love, affection and reassurance, and your tendency toward vanity, allow you to have your head easily turned by flattery. The more insecure you are, the more you tend to be a showoff. You love games and sports as a matter of fact, you would usually rather play than work. Be careful of a tendency to be snobbish and uppity -- it does not become you.
Mercury is in 27 Degrees Aquarius.
You tend to be very opinionated -- you have strongly felt notions about things and are quite vocal about expressing and defending them. Yet you are also an original thinker -- you enjoy shocking others with your offbeat, original thoughts. You appreciate and need mental and intellectual stimulation. Your judgment is usually fair and impartial -- you can be a good critic because you can remain objective and unemotional about most things.
Venus is in 03 Degrees Aquarius.
You are a friendly and outgoing individual, but close relationships are difficult for you to maintain due to your fear that they will cause you to lose your freedom. You attract friends and associates who are exciting, different and sometimes a bit odd. You are popular with others and enjoy working within a group toward group goals.
Mars is in 04 Degrees Gemini.
Your energies get turned on quickly whenever anything interests you. But you have a very short attention span and it is difficult for you to complete tasks because something else more interesting always seems to be beckoning. You love to debate and argue, usually in a spirit of friendly disagreement. But watch out that you do not get too overly aggressive or antagonistic or others will be quick to take offense where none may have really been intended. You need to be in constant physical motion -- sports or daily exercise is a must for you if you are to feel fit and healthy.
Jupiter is in 29 Degrees Aquarius.
Your personal growth occurs when you have the freedom to do things in new and interesting ways -- this brings out your natural inventiveness. You are an individualist, but you are also attracted to mass movements that emphasize social betterment and you will devote much time and energy to their efforts. Very fair- minded and objective, you have extraordinary skills at organization and administration.
Saturn is in 27 Degrees Gemini.
You are such a clear thinker and speaker, with a logical orderly mind, that you are repulsed by abstract, intangible or unorganized thoughts or ideas. But you tend to get uptight about speaking in public because you are afraid to be wrong. Remember that the best way to learn is by making mistakes. Also, you will be so carefully prepared that you probably will not make many mistakes anyway. To be interesting to you, ideas have to be practical and useful.
Uranus is in 27 Degrees Libra.
You, as well as your entire peer group, have a very free, unstable and unconventional approach to relationships and emotional commitments. You will be attracted to experiments in marriage and shared lifestyles. Personal freedom is more important to you than entangling emotional bonds. In the realm of art and aesthetics, you are attracted to the bizarre, shocking and unusual.
Neptune is in 09 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and your entire generation, are heavily involved in investigating and idealizing foreign and exotic intellectual systems and religious philosophies. The most extreme ideals will be pursued with gusto. You will be at the forefront of humanitarian attempts to improve the lot of those who are in need of assistance. You will be comfortable with the concept of the "global village."
Pluto is in 06 Degrees Libra.
For your entire generation, this is a time of radical changes in society's attitude toward marriage and interpersonal relationships. There is a general fear and awe at the power inherent in making emotional or contractual commitments -- they will not be entered into lightly.
N. Node is in 25 Degrees Sagittarius.
You will probably have many different contacts and acquaintances throughout your life. You're quite gregarious by nature and your natural curiosity about others lets you take the lead in forming new relationships. You'll form close ties with those who have similarly idealistic ideas -- especially those who can stimulate you intellectually in your chosen field of interest. Your enthusiasm for learning new things may also cause you to do quite a bit of traveling. Because you probably will have many wide-ranging interests and concerns, you most likely will have contacts and connections in various parts of the country (or world).
Venus 3 degrees in Aquarius, Mars 4 degrees in Gemini,. and Pluto 6 Degrees in Libra. also Uranus 27 degrees in Libra, Saturn 27 degrees in Gemini, and Jupiter 29 degrees in Aquarius give me TWO, not just one, GRAND AIR TRINES!
Highly psychic and pursuing ideas with visions and symbols
The Grand Trine symbolizes earned, special advantages to be enjoyed in this life in the element common to the three planets. Trines indicate a harmonious flow of energy, the potential for creative self-expression, or blessings, gifts and talents related to the planets and houses involved. If not offset by hard aspects (squares, oppositions, ... Read Moresemisquares, or quincunxes), however, the grand trine can symbolize too much stability leading to inertia, passivity or inactivity owing to a lack of obstacles and the compensatory effort in one’s life: spiritual exercise, as it were. For this reason medieval and Renaissance astrologers considered the grand trine an unfortunate aspect, the native doomed to a life of indolence, stagnation and missed opportunities. Modern astrologers do not interpret them so severely if negatively at all, perhaps due to the relatively greater ease with which one can get by in today’s world.
Suffice it to say, some individuals with grand trines do not accomplish as much as they could in life because the easy flow of events does not stimulate achievement and ambition. Though it may appear that luck falls into the life of a person with a grand trine, he or she has actually done a great deal to bring it about. It is just accomplished with... Read More such relative ease that little or no effort is visible. The exact (1° orb or less) grand trine is thought to be more dynamic, with a lot of energy available to the planets involved.
A Grand Trine forms an equilateral triangle, and in Sacred Geometry, the equilateral triangle is said to represent the level of pure being. In this manner, a Grand Trine is similar to a planet being in a sign that it rules: when a planet is in its rulership, it is operating on the level of pure being and on its own terms. While this may be good for the planet, it's not always easy for an individual to integrate this energy. A Grand Trine, then, is the pure expression of an element.
The nature of the Trine is ease and harmony, and Trines represent a constant, open and effortless flow of energy between the two planets (or three planets in the case of a Grand Trine). Trines do certainly indicate talents, and they are certainly comfortable aspects because they are always there, always operating, and never require any conscious effort to maintain. The challenge with Trines comes when we try and control or stop the flow of energy, to change the patterns of behavior encouraged by the Trine. This is even more difficult with a Grand Trine, because the three planets are linked in a closed circuit of energy that is able to build up a tremendous amount of momentum.
Grand Trines can often feel like too much of a good thing. Because they are so easy and comfortable, and because they truly represent the easy way out, they can discourage us from exploring and developing the more challenging areas of our charts and of our lives. More than that, we have a tendency to take Grand Trines for granted; Trines are ... Read Morenotoriously lazy, and Grand Trines often represent vast untapped potential. The talent is there, the creativity is there; what is missing is the drive to make use of it. Grand Trines often seem to illustrate the maxim "what we obtain too cheaply, we esteem too lightly."
Grand trine in air
The element of Air relates to the mental and the social realm. Individuals with a Grand Trine in Air tend to be extremely social and relationship-oriented. Air signs are all about making connections, about forming ideas, and about expanding our understanding of the world. All of the Air signs are double signs, and therefore all of the Air ... Read Moresigns have an inherent understanding of duality and seek to find the balance between opposites, to discover the connection between them. With a Grand Trine in Air, an individual would tend to have a very active mind, and to be the most comfortable operating in a detached, objective, and theoretical manner. While Air signs enjoy a wide variety of social contacts and exchange of ideas, Air signs are not comfortable with emotions, particularly with the more intense and powerful ones. Air prefers to move quickly along the surface, rather than explore too deeply.
Grand Trines in Air prefer talking about things and thinking about them to actually taking any action, and because of the swift-moving nature of the element of Air, these individuals may tend to have a rather short attention span. It may be less that they find it difficult to focus on one task for any length of time, and more that they don't see any need to do so (another rationalization courtesy of a Grand Trine).
The element air symbolizes ideas, abstract thought, logic, relationship to and association with others, clear, objective vision, and that which is facile and quick. Therefore a grand trine in the element air symbolizes someone able to form rapid and multitudinous associations, a facile and quick wit, and a certain genius of the mind.
feeling
that
pull
ya know
the one
that
sings
a lullaby
to my
ache
the one
that
whispers
all
will
be
well
when
we laugh
together
a magnetism
that
swirls
me
giddy
and
tantalizes
my
reservoir
of hope
i have
laid
my self
out
no
i have been
laid out
by
man
and
though
you
may feel
no fear
i do
often
when
i feel
this pull
you know
the one
that
beckons
me
to
let go
and
dive in
i will
i know
how
to swim
to float
to tread
but
i am
kinda
no
really
tired
and
wish
to
know
if
you
have
the strength
to
hold
my head
above
the waters
that we are
whether
they are
turbulent
or
still
as glass
if
i call out
where are you?
Mon, October 12, 2009 - 11:57 AM
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a wild one
brought up
in a world
of
real needs
not being met
repressed
was i
the true me
shaken to the core
now ruptured
i am
a dreaming heroine
a realist
yet
a visionary
i fight
without fear
for those dreams
my sight
is crystalline
my resolve
unshakable
i am
an artist
in every sense
of the word
i write
like water flows
and
i play
on the stage
in every fucking moment
i dance
until
the music stops
and
then
i find
the rhythm
under
the sidewalks
in the
electricity
of life
so
i sing
in
harmony
with
grace
and
i am
indeed
a healer
trained
to the highest degree
to lay on my hands
and
let
love
move
through
me
for
i am
a vessel
with
a firm stride
on this earth plane
walk with me
if only briefly?
Sat, October 10, 2009 - 6:58 PM
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this
cell
is
hell
and
forces
me
into
the
damp
darkness
of the
dankest
depths
i accept this
i have been
alone
for
far
too
long
made
maniacal
in my solitude
terrified
when
someone
comes near
it is
fucked
that
people
are
in isolation
nothing
can
truly
exist
in isolation!
our culture
is
fucked
that this screen
takes the place
of eyes
or smiles
or touch
the illusion
versus
sheer
nothingness
another
ploy
to keep us
down
to keep us
dis empowered
the walking dead
zombified
cold...
Wed, July 22, 2009 - 7:21 PM
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maybe
i should
become
an alcoholic
and
spare change
for cigarettes
i want to
drown
my heart's purpose
for
how devastating
it's malfunction
is without
particular parts
of the whole
fuck
my liver
or not
that wouldn't be
very pleasant
it is
much more
pleasant
to fuck
my heart
so
since
it would be
more pleasant
for you
i will
fuck
my liver
while you
fuck
my heart...
Tue, July 14, 2009 - 10:22 AM
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when i masturbate,
i imagine
the sweltering,
crimson
lava
in the center
of this earth,
who is our Mother,
bubbling passion,
pure sustenance,
moving up
through
my firmly planted roots
into the bottom
of the center
of me
and
into my heart
to await Father,
the crystal heights
of the stars,
the glacial void
of silence
like a whisper
of all that is,
stillness,
needing
to feel her
he moves
through
the top of me
to meet her
in my heart.
they swirl
together
there.
the place
where
they
can truly meet
in form
the place
where
we can create
miracles
with our gratitude
and
their love.
the humility
of asking
and
being
worthy
of
receiving.
in their hot and cold,
black and white,
motions of love,
warmth is created
the beauty
of gray
and
balance.
in that space
resides a ssssshhhhh,
the most intense vibration
of creation.
magick.
so that,
when i explode,
it is their expression
of life
through me
and
it is
with thanks
and
humility
that
i accept
myself
as a vessel
for their love
God
Goddess
in me!
still
sometimes
i weep
for
my seeming aloneness.
there is nothing
and
everything
like togetherness
after all...
Sun, June 7, 2009 - 1:41 PM
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that is a wasteland
pouring
resigned
tears
my body
strangely
sprawled
bleeding
choked
in pain
my consciousness
is fading
i no longer
reach for help
i am
dim
dissolving
fast
in the salt
of my bitter
ache
life force
has
left
me dry
for
to live
has been to fight
i am
done
with battling life
wounded
from all sides
i've been hit
too many times
i cannot fucking walk
noone
to carry me
off
a noble warrior
lost
to noone
in the end
the sun
does not shine here
looming clouds
hover near
in the cold
of needs not met
for far too fucking long
if i could have
one last wish
as the shining star
i used to be
it would be
for
pouring rain
to wash it all away...
...
Wed, February 4, 2009 - 6:03 PM
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and
smothered
in my demise
i cannot cry
for what unjustly
is
i
know
for all the by and by
that
Truth lies
though
we try
to find our way
through the strife
of
day to day
you will not hear me say
Hope
humility
gone
sour
pain
from
hour to hour
time
keeps
grinding out
our dues
not more to lose
than
what's been lost
and
i am
numb
don't bother
to come
round here
for love
is dead in me
i must now
suffer
the pangs
of birthing
life's doom
no medicine needed
here
i accept
death
as it comes...
Fri, December 5, 2008 - 11:54 PM
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here
doing
nothing
another fucking night
spiraling through
all that impedes
my life
worth living
i can't do it
the anxiety
is driving me insane
i need
to bleed
and
scream
and
writhe
myself
free
from this gagging
existence
i hate myself
and
it gets worse
i hurt
and
i'm thirsty
i'm shattered
and
bitter
amongst
the gore
of my neverending
pain
spilled out
all around
everywhere
i am
and
i wonder
how long
i can go on
feeling
like life is over
before the angels
finally
take me out
i cannot pretend
for the sake of seeming affection
i am
sick
of my truth
i am
sick
of calling people out
of their habits
and
denials
fuck em
let's all drown
in the phlegm
of our suppression
the effects
of what my family
has done
to me
what the patriarchal society
has done
to me
are irreversible
i am
cold
getting colder
fucked
by the beast
till i die...
Fri, December 5, 2008 - 8:59 PM
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inside
the
fortress
of
my heart
where
i am
warm
and
safe
though
starving
for
an
opening
a glimpse
of fresh breeze
more
than
a tease
of my senses
a rejuvenation
is what
i'm needing
and
i have fangs
i snarl
when they get
just close
enough
for my heat
to melt
their masks
my sight
to blaze
them
gone
it's what
she wants
that little girl in me
for them all
to stay
far away
those who dare
fantasize
that they may
heal me
or
help me
learn
to trust
in any way
today
it is clear
that he won't stay
and
neither
will they
and
that
i will be ok...
Thu, October 16, 2008 - 11:55 PM
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"We who engage in nonviolent direct action are not the creators of tension. We merely bring to the surface the hidden tension that is already alive."
- Martin Luther King, Jr.
"Relationships are all there is. Everything in the universe only exists because it is in relationship to everything else. Nothing exists in isolation. We have to stop pretending we are individuals that can go it alone."
- margaret wheatley
"Beauty is Truth. Truth Beauty. that is all ye know on Earth and all ye need to know."
- john keats
"to say i Love you and mean it is the same thing as saying "God Bless you."
- m. williamson
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- johann wolfgang van goethe
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- ghandi
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- mahatma ghandi
Prayer for You
This is a perfect moment. It’s a perfect moment because I have been inspired to say a gigantic prayer. I’ve been roused to unleash a divinely greedy, apocalyptically healing prayer for each and every one of you—even those of you who don’t believe in the power of prayer.
And so I am starting to pray right now to the God of Gods ... the God beyond all Gods ... the Girlfriend of God ... the Teacher of God ... the Goddess who invented God.
DEAR GODDESS, you who never kill but only change:
I pray that my exuberant, suave, and accidental words will move you to shower ferocious blessings down on everyone who reads this benediction.
I pray that you will give them what they don’t even know they need—not just the boons they think they want but everything they’ve always been afraid to even imagine or ask for.
DEAR GODDESS, you wealthy anarchist burning heaven to the ground:
Many of the divine chameleons out there don’t even know that their souls will live forever.
So please use your brash magic to help them see that they are all wildly creative geniuses too big for their own personalities.
Guide them to realize that they are all completely different from what they’ve been led to believe about themselves, and more exciting than they can possibly imagine.
Make it illegal, immoral, irrelevant, unpatriotic, and totally tasteless for them to be in love with anyone or anything that’s no good for them.
O GODDESS, you who give us so much love and pain mixed together that our morality is always on the verge of collapsing:
I beg you to cast a boisterous love spell that will nullify all the dumb ideas, bad decisions, and nasty conditioning that have ever cursed the wise and sexy virtuosos out there.
Remove, banish, annihilate, and laugh into oblivion any jinx that has clung to them, no matter how long they’ve suffered from it, and even if they have become accustomed or addicted to its ugly companionship.
Please conjure an aura of protection around them so that they will receive an early warning if they are ever about to act in such a way as to bring another hex or plague into their lives in the future.
DEAR GODDESS, sweet Goddess, you sly universal virus with no freaking opinion:
Please help all the personal growth addicts out there to become disciplined enough to go crazy in the name of creation, not destruction.
Teach them the difference between oppressive self-control and liberating self-control.
Awaken in them the power to do the half-right thing when it is impossible to do the totally right thing.
Arouse the Wild Woman within them—even if they’re men.
DEAR GODDESS, you riotously tender, hauntingly reassuring, orgiastically sacred feeling that is even now running through all of our soft, warm animal bodies:
I pray that you provide all the original sinners out there with a license to bend and even break all rules, laws, and traditions that keep them apart from the things they love.
Show them how to purge the wishy-washy wishes that distract them from their daring, dramatic, divine desires.
And teach them that they can have anything they want if they’ll only ask for it in an unselfish way.
And now dear God of Gods, God beyond all Gods, Girlfriend of God, Teacher of God, Goddess who invented God, I bring this prayer to a close, trusting that in these mysterious moments you have begun to change everyone out there in the exact way they’ve needed to change in order to become the gorgeous geniuses they were born to be. Amen. Awomen.
- rob brezsney
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