Ok, so it's been almost 3 weeks since the failed deer gang initiation (you know, the one where they have to jump out in front of cars and then back to the median?).
It's going to be another week before I get my car back, and I have no way to get to work, am trying to hold on to two new jobs, and I'm just plain going stir crazy out here in the boonies (manila).

So... does anyone have a loaner car I could borrow for a week until I get my car back? Compensation can be discussed, and I am i... read more

Has officially been tanked. I found out that since my cats are blind, once we got past step two, and took the litter and inner rings out of the training insert, they couldn't see which way they were supposed to S*&T off the damn seat!

Aaaargh, I'm in NY, at my parents house, and I haven't smoked pot since sunday. I'm totally manic at the moment, and it's probably going to take at least half this bottle of cooks to get me to sleep. I can't even go out and smoke a cigarette, because my dad and brother are up. I would drive somewhere to smoke one, but I've been drinking cooks (although I do have a pba card now). I can't be here without pot. I already almost threw my computer against the wall a whole bunch of times tonight. It... read more

Another crappy day. Therapy brought up all sorts of shit for me, then the health center switched me to klonopins which do not work as well as the adavan. Then Renee told me she needs more time to work on her school stuff, and that set me off on all sorts of anxieties. I don't take being pushed away that well, and I don't like the come here, go away thing at all. I talked to her about that, and she assured me it's not me, but oh well, I own my insecurities here. Then fucking Herbrechtsmeier an... read more