Another crappy day. Therapy brought up all sorts of shit for me, then the health center switched me to klonopins which do not work as well as the adavan. Then Renee told me she needs more time to work on her school stuff, and that set me off on all sorts of anxieties. I don't take being pushed away that well, and I don't like the come here, go away thing at all. I talked to her about that, and she assured me it's not me, but oh well, I own my insecurities here. Then fucking Herbrechtsmeier and I got in a big arguement in class over how to pronounce the hebrew sound ch. It's a linguistics technicality, but did he grow up with a jewish family, israeli aunts and yiddish speaking grandmas? Did he get batmiztvah'd? Did he spend time in Israel? No, I dont' think so, and if I learned anything from all that, it's how to ch (back of the palate, not out of the throat) and he totally berated me and belittled me in class. This is not the first time, this man has been talking down to me and trying to put me in my "place" for two years, well my place is obviously not in his classroom, so the vp of student affairs is going to try to work with the chairperson so I can finish my requirements though independent study with a teacher that doesn't single me out and try to shut me up. Fuck him,. his arrogant prick attitude. I should have told him to shekit slicha (which would have been polite, since I really don't know how to curse someone out in hebrew, but I'm going to ask some friends about that.) anyways, I need hugs, someone come over and give me cuddles, please.