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she smashed her glass heart into a thousand and five pieces...

why such a beauty would do such a thing?

So, she would be the last to break her own heart

as her lover came running up the path, it was too late

as he rounded the grassy bend, all the forlorn lover saw was his beauty falling from the cliff to the rocked beach below

when they found her, there was crushed, (beautiful, beautiful beyond all comparison) glass in the most pretty colours

that day noone knew joy



to this day, every year, there is a day, a day where there is a darkness to the air...if, and only if you notice

she's still there, that heart never truly broke at all

it was all but for a sacrifice

she sacrificed her heart and life for the world

and now WE, We can know love





That day, that beautiful girl, her name Gaia gave us everything, she gave to us of herself-how much more can a mother give?

Her Lover-we all had names for him, the globe over. He cried for 6 months.

]and, while he cried, nothing grew, famine and drought ensued. He was unconsolable.

He never did find another love.

He never stopped loving him, because she was always there, every spring when she brought him flowers and pretty scents and the most magnificent skies and ohhh, the summer rains, how exquisite!

She had never left her lover at all!

They became one

That was long ago, but you can still notice every year, in the winter, some of us get sad. Ever wonder why? They feel his sadness, his grief

It's a gift to us really, to be able to feel those fateful lovers' emotions all this time later, even after their race had died off, their lineages weak?

A true Love NEVER dies...this is such a Love which will never die, for each other, for each brother and sister.
Sun, March 9, 2008 - 8:15 PM — permalink - 0 comments - add a comment

Born Nameless

I'm the shadow the follows for eternity, the beating heart that haunts you to your last breath, can you feel how far my reach goes? no, oh no, please tell me! Farther than one could ever possibly imagine. How could that possibly be? 'Magick exists little girl' In every blade of grass to every breath of fresh air-it's everywhere. Can you not sense it? 'I can, I can' This was the moment existence shifted forever altering our path
Sun, March 9, 2008 - 8:14 PM — permalink - 0 comments - add a comment

The Eyes of Experience

Imagine. You're in a dank little hole in the wall pub. You see one of those oi kids half slumped over a pint. You walk through the slight crowd. You place your hand on his shoulder and kick his leg and command 'Move over punk!' He slides over, well more like a half slump. You buy a few more rounds of the decent call brand, not that rot-gut gin or whiskey or perhaps even the vodka he's become so numbed to by now. And, of course after a few rounds, you offer him a warm place to rest his surely shivering bones. Once at your place, you offer more social lubricant, this time 30 year old Jameson, some of your personal faves, the absinthe will not work, the fucking piece of shit will be able to fight you off. But this isn't about the fight. Now, I'll spare all the lurid sexual deatils(umless you want them, then I guess you ask or have a great imagination.) Well, once plastered, you take him up, finish your sexual chore, because that's what it has become, just a prelude to the ultimate high. That look when the soul leaves his limp, cold body, that rush, the adrenaline, the endorphines, they all hit so fantastiaclly and unsurpassibly euphoric, you could easily get addicted, in fact you id...long ago with your first cahllenge. But, remember, the souls you took and continue to take , they all remmber you, they always will. Karma is real, and that look you see in their eys when they know that their life is at the inescapable end, it will in turn eat your own soul, for tjose looks-they were just bys. Sons, Brothers, Nephews, Boyfriends...granted that they may have been gutter kids, but they were still human....they're coming for you-those eyes. YOU CANNOT ESCAPE THE EYES OF EXPERIENCE!
Sun, March 9, 2008 - 8:10 PM — permalink - 1 comments - add a comment

Anyone having a Rough Day?

Very Sad News!

Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment
community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection
and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71.

Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities
turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry
Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and
Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours.

Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a
man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in
show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was
not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on
half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was
a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for
millions.

Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough
and Jane Dough, plus they had one in the oven. He is also survived by
his elderly father, Pop Tart.

The funeral was held at 3:50 for about 20 minutes.

If this made you smile for even a brief second, please rise to the
occasion and take time to pass it on and share that smile with someone
else that may be having a crumby day and kneads it.
Thu, February 21, 2008 - 9:00 AM — permalink - 1 comments - add a comment