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My name is StevenMannette,I'm from Canada,B.C.I am 21 years old.I'm not the average "joe".I'm left handed,indigo child,and I'm an Aquarius.I'm an "aquarius" thats always "curious", and because I'm so "curious" all the time my "curiousity" is endless.I have a "positive order" called "Tourette Syndrome".The "Tourette Syndrome" I have is the full version of "ts" so I know exactly what it is and what it does.I've never taken any meds for it because I have never wanted to^^ because I know how to handle it and it has truly been a blessing in my life because I am able to see things in a different light.It has truly been the greatest "teacher" to me and "continues" to be.I'm an honest person even without it,but because I have it it also makes me even more honest.The reason I like to call it a "positive order" is because I know exactly what it is and what it does to me, and it truly makes me a more "caring" and "honest" individual which is what I believe the world needs more of.I know this from my soul that "swear words" are a very small part of what "ts" actually is it is way way "deeper" then just "swear words" which are basically "warning signs" of what it actually is.Ts also consists of "add" which is "Attention Deficit Disorder","adhd" which is "Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder,"odd" which is "Oppositional Defiance Disorder","Insomnia", which is " an inability to sleep despite being tired","a light,fitful sleep that leaves one fatigued upon awakening","waking up too early","ocd" which is "Obessive Compulsive Disorder",etc which all of this leads up to a greater picture then just the attributes that go with it.Because of all those attributes when I was younger I was in my own "world" not anymore because I know how to break out of it.I study myself,people and life.I know why i'm alive and I know exactly who I am and what I want to do in life until i'm dead.I'm not afraid of life or death.Ultimate "bliss" can only be achieved when the mind,body,soul is completly "aligned" together if it isn't that is when everything can get out of "wack".Music is my life because when I listen to music it goes through all the emotions that happen to you in a lifetime.Blues is my news thoughts are your soul speaking to you not insanity.Thoughts are the "window" to your "soul" "express" them and they will "guide" you.Listening with your "ears" can also open your "soul".What guides me is my "ears" because I've always heard things into "depth" and how things come across when their said^^ because my hearing has always been "accute" and I've always been able to hear my "thoughts".I enjoy "writing" a lot because when you write your "thoughts" down it is different then "talking" them outloud because you know exactly how to stay them which is actually your "soul" and "genuine" "personality" speaking to you when you write and think.When you use "swear words" it makes you feel honesty throughout your body which goes beyond the lies and bullshit and you feel and know what is the real "truth" and what is a blatent "lie".When you are "thinking" what can jog up and arrise "thoughts" does not just come from the "brain" but also how your body is feeling which by simply feeling how your body feels can make you think without even using your brain which is why we are not just mind but mind,body,and soul because we can think with the mind,the body, and the soul.I respect all "religions" and "faiths" but I "dispise" when someone forces their faith on me,especially if i've kindly said no.I have my own philosophy and theories that I follow and practice and live by and I know that we are all "gods" and that we all have the "power" inside all of us to "heal" ourselves.I always show what is going on inside my head and how I feel through my "actions" and by my "actions" people can tell how I really feel on the "inside".I know we experience an "inside world" and an "outer world" and when your able to express your "insides" to the "outside" it "releases" how you feel on the inside without it staying cooped up inside you.My name is StevenMannette,I'm from Canada,B.C.I am 21 years old.I'm not the average "joe".I'm left handed,indigo child,and I'm an Aquarius.I'm an "aquarius" thats always "curious", and because I'm so "curious" all the time my "curiousity" is endless.I have a "positive order" called "Tourette Syndrome".The "Tourette Syndrome" I have is the full version of "ts" so I know exactly what it is and what it does.I've never taken any meds for it because I have never wanted to^^ because I know how to handle it and it has truly been a blessing in my life because I am able to see things in a different light.It has truly been the greatest "teacher" to me and "continues" to be.I'm an honest person even without it,but because I have it it also makes me even more honest.The reason I like to call it a "positive order" is because I know exactly what it is and what it does to me, and it truly makes me a more "caring" and "honest" individual which is what I believe the world needs more of.I know this from my soul that "swear words" are a very small part of what "ts" actually is it is way way "deeper" then just "swear words" which are basically "warning signs" of what it actually is.Ts also consists of "add" which is "Attention Deficit Disorder","adhd" which is "Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder,"odd" which is "Oppositional Defiance Disorder","Insomnia", which is " an inability to sleep despite being tired","a light,fitful sleep that leaves one fatigued upon awakening","waking up too early","ocd" which is "Obessive Compulsive Disorder",etc which all of this leads up to a greater picture then just the attributes that go with it.Because of all those attributes when I was younger I was in my own "world" not anymore because I know how to break out of it.I study myself,people and life.I know why i'm alive and I know exactly who I am and what I want to do in life until i'm dead.I'm not afraid of life or death.Ultimate "bliss" can only be achieved when the mind,body,soul is completly "aligned" together if it isn't that is when everything can get out of "wack".Music is my life because when I listen to music it goes through all the emotions that happen to you in a lifetime.Blues is my news thoughts are your soul speaking to you not insanity.Thoughts are the "window" to your "soul" "express" them and they will "guide" you.Listening with your "ears" can also open your "soul".What guides me is my "ears" because I've always heard things into "depth" and how things come across when their said^^ because my hearing has always been "accute" and I've always been able to hear my "thoughts".I enjoy "writing" a lot because when you write your "thoughts" down it is different then "talking" them outloud because you know exactly how to stay them which is actually your "soul" and "genuine" "personality" speaking to you when you write and think.When you use "swear words" it makes you feel honesty throughout your body which goes beyond the lies and bullshit and you feel and know what is the real "truth" and what is a blatent "lie".When you are "thinking" what can jog up and arrise "thoughts" does not just come from the "brain" but also how your body is feeling which by simply feeling how your body feels can make you think without even using your brain which is why we are not just mind but mind,body,and soul because we can think with the mind,the body, and the soul.I respect all "religions" and "faiths" but I "dispise" when someone forces their faith on me,especially if i've kindly said no.I have my own philosophy and theories that I follow and practice and live by and I know that we are all "gods" and that we all have the "power" inside all of us to "heal" ourselves.I always show what is going on inside my head and how I feel through my "actions" and by my "actions" people can tell how I really feel on the "inside".I know we experience an "inside world" and an "outer world" and when your able to express your "insides" to the "outside" it "releases" how you feel on the inside without it staying cooped up inside you.I'm outgoing,talkative,risk taker,I enjoy meeting new and nice and honest people.I talk to "young" and "old" people.I enjoy listening to "all peoples thoughts" and i'll listen even if I completly "disagree" with someone elses thoughts so I get info from it whether I like it or not hehe.I don't judge people by their "looks" I since people by what their "personality" and "thoughts" are because I am more "brains" then my looks,and looks can be very deceiving which can be totally opposite of what is really going through someones head compared to with what they look like.My friend ChristophPEbert's philosophy "realize2actualize" shows that we all have different personalities depending on what you've been through in life so far^^ which is basically a "philosophy" on "personalities".We all have a "past" "story" that leads us up to where we are "now a days" and what my friend ChristophPEbert is doing is sharing his and I am as well to help out others from not getting trapped into the wrong direction^^ and really finding out their true selves and "genuine" "personality".The "teacher" and the "universe" lies within us and all around us on the outside and everywhere.Everywhere is a "teacher" that can guide you.I don't like people that are "punks" and "jerks" that go through life lying and ticking others off purposly.If I find and since someone is like that I don't spend my time around them, and "seclude" myself from those type of people.I don't care what others think of me because I'm ultimatly in complete bliss with myself and I enjoy myself and my own company.If I believe in something I will do what it takes to succeed I "never" give up.I am open minded and by being open about myself people can learn what type of person I am from my openess and what they see^^ and when your open and you have nothing to "hide" people can tell and when your "lying" to "others" and "yourself" the lies will show your true color as time passes by.The way I "teach" someone a "lesson" is if someone crosses the line with me I can drop them and they can learn to face their deamons or spend a life time living in their own personal "hell".I am a nice person^^ but if someone gets on my "evil" side its not pretty hehe. I like "helping" people out.I am a very emotional person^^^,I have "played" with my emotions many times to figure out exactly how my emotions work^^ and I have figured out how emotions work through and through.I love life^^^ and experiences^^ and emotions because emotions make me feel alive^^^ without any I wouldn't feel alive and as I always like to call it "lust for life".I express exactly how I feel on the inside through my actions which shows others how I feel.I "express" myself in all kinds of different ways.I have many sides to my personality^^^ and I have a good side and a bad side.I have a very "serious" side to my personality.I never show anyone my "evil" side unless i'm pushed to my absolute limit^^^ which if anyone did see my dark side it would blow the regular mind away and you wouldn't be alive to talk about it which is why I don't show that unless I'm forced to which I don't want anyone to know that side of me except myself which I hold close to my heart deep inside me as protection to myself.I have been angry before inside my mind to the point that I saw red in my "eyes" and invisioned a "stormy rain cloud" which made me go past the anger barrier and went beyond it which taught me many things from the anger leading me and teaching me all kinds of points.Even simply knowing your "likes" and "pet pieves" can "teach" you a great deal about yourself.I "meditate" sometimes and what got me into "meditation" was because I would always have so many "thoughts" and would not be able to shut them off when in "awake" mode which I would describe "thoughts" and "thinking" as "heaven" and "hell" because its great to think and exercise the mind but not if you "over think", and etc.When I meditate I completly stop "thinking" about anything for a while which really opened my mind up to a whole new "realm" and "relaxation" method.To gear towards fast "meditation" and "zoning" out I rely on my "ears" and "hearing" and by focusing on sounds that my ears pick up allows me to go into fast "meditation".Majority of the time I am very level headed which I enjoy being,it gives me peace of mind^^ and I'm not an "extremist".I used to be a "master manipulator" indirectly because how my brain works,and I still could be if I choose to but I choose not to unless someone really makes me upset.I now can understand my grandma EugeniaRoyal and understand exactly why she acted the way she did and who she was.She never really new herself but because I understand myself inn and out I understand her,and because her routes which is "TouretteSyndrome" is deeply embeded inside me which allow me to know her routes and where she orignally came from which is the U.S,Texas.If you want to learn about "ts" here are 2 sites 1 that explains a lot about it and the other with a guy that is 40 years old that has it who lives in the u.s. www.tourettesyndrome.net & www.lifesatwitch.com & here is another positive order that i've been learning about which I find very similar to "ts" called "BiPolar" if you want to learn about it just check out www.bipolarworld.net
Going to get into the comedy scene,blues&jazz,many other things I put my mind 2^^.

A close friend of mine who I have known for a while now that I met online^^ on a very unique and special chat program called "paltalk".I met him in a room on "paltalk" called "A room for conscious rEvolution".His name is "ChristophPEbert".He has created a philosophy that I know in my "heart" can truly help out others that are struggling through life and not knowing where to turn to or what to do and the steps to take to really change their lives around.I fully back up what my friend is doing "110" percent.The name of the philosophy he has created and devloped is called "realize2actualize".This philosophy and concept relates very much to my life because of how everything effects my mind, and body.My friend is very similar to myself we are a lot alike.Even just by knowing this way of thinking can change the way you react to things with your mind and your body which then can change and shape your life for the better.If you want to know more about my friend and his philosophy you can learn and check it out and subscribe to my friends youtube group if you feel like at
youtube.com/profile
www.youtube.com/groups_members
groups.yahoo.com/group/rea...actualize/
people.tribe.net/realize2actualize
realize2actualize.tribe.net
www.frappr.com/consciousrevolution
profile.myspace.com/index.cfm
and I also have a yahoo group similar to my friends but in my own style which is groups.yahoo.com/group/sel...istening-/

www.paltalk.com (PalTalk is a very unique chat program not many are like it "its very kool".You can use msn,yahoo,aim,icq on it combind,it has a huge huge global community on it. Many people chat on it from around the world,people from Canada,U.S,UK,Australia,Newzealand,Scotland,Ireland,All Over Europe,Asia,The Middle East,and elsewhere,its free)
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Life is full of solutions and problems.Realizing that we all make mistakes can help you to correct them.Learning from life's experiences can teach you and you can learn from what life hands out to you.Tourettes has brought me joy,tears, and happiness but most of all its taught me the core values that life gives us all.Life is far from being perfect but I know its the differences we all share that bring people together.I have learned from life and I want to share my own knowledge i've gained w... read more
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The soul is full of emotions and feelings that guide us.Thoughts are what drive you and when you are able to learn how to have emotional stability with your soul you can use your soul talent to make the world a more exciting and loving place.The world has come so far and adapted and changed and it can keep on going further to make the ride of life even more enjoyable and easier for the years to come.The drug high gene inside of me has taught me how great it is to feel good because I have expe... read more
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