I skated in the rain and got a new smoothness in my 5-0 grinds I've never had. It started a great run. I got a tailslide in. I almost pulled a frontside shove-it up the curb :) I manualed up again and got a clean backside 180 down it. Out of that I got a half-cab up the second manual pad and came off solid. Driving home I laughed out loud to Ohh willly will won't go home! :)
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OW!! FUCK! Anesthetic is wearing off! (I got a cleaning and two fillings this morning!) I saw Doctor Daniel at Pearle Vision for my first eye exam this morning. He said my eyes were healthy and I could see at 20 feet what most people could see at 13. Just yesterday I was telling my mom that I feel like sometimes I can't see past my nose. And I feel the theme with my relationship with Meredith is that I'm flying blind. Some times I lack the vision she does and get caught up in what I see - what I don't like about her, me, our relationship. But I'm learning to completely accept her (as another Me) and enjoy our relationship fully. I can play. I know when bills are due - I'll be able to pay them all :) - Guitar is fun, downloading music is better! Business is lined up. Love-n-Cacao is delicious and skating is amazing. Leo Daily Horoscope originally published at Steve Oliver's blog
2:22 and i'm wrapping it up - i'm supposed to be sick, in bed, but i'm struggling to put something together for my meeting with mike tomorrow. i'm producing results without budgets, after deadlines, really letting people down. i need help! i don't know if i can do school again next semester! - at the beginning of this semester i said that in order for it to all work, i'd need to get some help - i'd need to keep growing my business. but a business doesn't grow if i'm sitting in class! i'v...
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I have a lot of compassion for the kid sitting across from me sleeping at his desk. I feel so drained sometimes but feel especially great right now because I went to the gym last night. It's like there's a block between lethargy and an amazing amount of power for each of us. I could be just like him, totally wiped. Tomorrow I might be. But I feel great now. This morning, I had half a cup of coffee, a great fruit smoothie, and three flax waffles :) yumm. I'm making little progress on t...
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Unifying Concepts
(Some notes on my reading of The Web of Life by Fritjof Capra, with consideration given to the meaning of the [ecological, holistic] concepts to my [integrative] idea called CircaTree) [IDEA] ancient dichotomy: substance (matter, structure, quantity) and form (pattern, order, quality) [EVENT] Scientific Revolution... [ENTITIES] Copernicus, Galileo ([EVENT] banned all quality [IDEA] restrict science to study of phenomena measured and quantified), Descartes ([IDEA][EVENT](Quote:)"All philosophy is like a tree -- metaphysics are the roots, physics is the trunk, and all other sciences are the branches"), Bacon, and Newton [IDEA] Newtonian Mechanics.
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Mon, April 16, 2007 - 6:18 PM
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I feel as if I need to transcribe every moment of my life. I need to capture every quote, save every scene. What am I afraid of forgetting? The feeling!
Studying chiron... I see why I am so interested in chiropractic. Why I have developed a strong relationship with my chiropractor. The subversive force of Chiron with the style of Taurus in the midheaven influences me to manipulate my own body, alter my mindstate. I think I know what I am doing. I learn about my body by adjusting myself, healing myself, and sometimes in mistake, hurting myself. But I'm always learning. Subversive, punk-ass chiron! At 4:51pm on April 1 2007 I bought The Holographic Paradigm and other paradoxes for $10 from Pegasus Books on Shattuck Ave. in Berkeley. Edited and introduced by Ken Wilber , this book was published by Shambhala of Boulder & London in 1982, the year of my birth. A tall black man approached me in a professional panic. He wore all black, his t-shirt sported a red Sprint logo. He appeared to be carrying on a phone conversation as he told me he was doctor so-and-so who needed help getting into his locked car. He spouted so many details. Said he'd leave his ring, watch, etc. to borrow $20 to pay his locksmith. I should have looked in his eyes and remained calm. I should have held him to his collateral before handing him two 10's. "What's your name?", he asked before walking away. Not before a quick homie-hug, the hustler said "I'll take care of you, Steve." before he took off through the parking lot.
I felt tired and took a nap.
Mon, February 12, 2007 - 6:51 PM
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I woke up and felt like crap. Drifting in my head, I worried about business shit and my weekly gotta dos. Some monday night blues. `Erhndt. :( I could put no thoughts together. I made no sense of my feelings. I felt like taking a shower. I wanted to smoke a bowl. I needed something I didn't already have. ... "WAIT!" said my tired little mind as it fumbled on a final moment of clarity. originally published at steve oliver - self-discovery
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I am an outgoing, athletic San Diegan of northern european descent, owner of Circatree Design and student of Business and Information Systems at San Diego Miramar College. I enjoy several hours of skateboarding and over a dozen miles of downhill mountain biking each week. I drive an SUV. I don't eat a lot of meat. I like coffee.
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2:22 and i'm wrapping it up - i'm supposed to be sick, in bed, but i'm struggling to put something together for my meeting with mike tomorrow. i'm producing results without budgets, after deadlines, really letting people down. i need help! i do...
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I have a lot of compassion for the kid sitting across from me sleeping at his desk. I feel so drained sometimes but feel especially great right now because I went to the gym last night. It's like there's a block between lethargy and an amazing a...
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