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I skated in the rain and got a new smoothness in my 5-0 grinds I've never had. It started a great run. I got a tailslide in. I almost pulled a frontside shove-it up the curb :) I manualed up again and got a clean backside 180 down it. Out of that I got a half-cab up the second manual pad and came off solid. Driving home I laughed out loud to Ohh willly will won't go home! :)

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Tue, December 18, 2007 - 10:36 PM permalink

OW!! FUCK! Anesthetic is wearing off! (I got a cleaning and two fillings this morning!)

Tue, December 18, 2007 - 1:59 PM permalink

I saw Doctor Daniel at Pearle Vision for my first eye exam this morning. He said my eyes were healthy and I could see at 20 feet what most people could see at 13. Just yesterday I was telling my mom that I feel like sometimes I can't see past my nose. And I feel the theme with my relationship with Meredith is that I'm flying blind. Some times I lack the vision she does and get caught up in what I see - what I don't like about her, me, our relationship. But I'm learning to completely accept her (as another Me) and enjoy our relationship fully.

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Thu, December 13, 2007 - 7:22 PM permalink

I can play. I know when bills are due - I'll be able to pay them all :) - Guitar is fun, downloading music is better! Business is lined up. Love-n-Cacao is delicious and skating is amazing.

Wed, December 12, 2007 - 11:25 AM permalink

Leo Daily Horoscope

(paraphrased in first person)

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Mon, December 10, 2007 - 9:56 AM permalink
originally published at Steve Oliver's blog
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2:22 and i'm wrapping it up - i'm supposed to be sick, in bed, but i'm struggling to put something together for my meeting with mike tomorrow. i'm producing results without budgets, after deadlines, really letting people down. i need help! i don't know if i can do school again next semester! - at the beginning of this semester i said that in order for it to all work, i'd need to get some help - i'd need to keep growing my business. but a business doesn't grow if i'm sitting in class! i'v... read more
Thu, November 29, 2007 - 2:27 AM permalink - 1 comment
 
I have a lot of compassion for the kid sitting across from me sleeping at his desk. I feel so drained sometimes but feel especially great right now because I went to the gym last night. It's like there's a block between lethargy and an amazing amount of power for each of us. I could be just like him, totally wiped. Tomorrow I might be. But I feel great now. This morning, I had half a cup of coffee, a great fruit smoothie, and three flax waffles :) yumm. I'm making little progress on t... read more
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Questions

  • What is the nature of life?
  • What is the language of nature?

Unifying Concepts

  • DevelopMental -- correlate mind and matter
  • NaturaLanguage -- flexible; literal (science) and poetic (art)

(Some notes on my reading of The Web of Life by Fritjof Capra, with consideration given to the meaning of the [ecological, holistic] concepts to my [integrative] idea called CircaTree)

[IDEA] ancient dichotomy: substance (matter, structure, quantity) and form (pattern, order, quality) [EVENT] Scientific Revolution... [ENTITIES] Copernicus, Galileo ([EVENT] banned all quality [IDEA] restrict science to study of phenomena measured and quantified), Descartes ([IDEA][EVENT](Quote:)"All philosophy is like a tree -- metaphysics are the roots, physics is the trunk, and all other sciences are the branches"), Bacon, and Newton [IDEA] Newtonian Mechanics.



[ENTITY] Antoine Lavoisier ("the father of modern chemistry"), finally showed respiration as a special oxidation process, chemical.



[ENTITY] Aristotle, first biologist in the Western tradition, [IDEA] linked matter and form through a process of development; matter contain essential nature of all things, as potential; by means of form natural elemental essence becomes self-realized.



- Biology (GND)

-- Form is maintained while there is a continual flux of matter.

-- Understanding of form is linked with developmental processes.

- Psychology (POS/NEG)

Sat, April 21, 2007 - 3:21 AM permalink
What does the author say about cancer, tumors, and other diseases?
Mon, April 16, 2007 - 6:18 PM permalink

I feel as if I need to transcribe every moment of my life.  I need to capture every quote, save every scene.

What am I afraid of forgetting?

The feeling! 

Sun, April 15, 2007 - 2:44 PM permalink

Studying chiron...  I see why I am so interested in chiropractic.  Why I have developed a strong relationship with my chiropractor.

Reading about the comet in Astrologik, I come across notes on coincidence; synchronicity; magic[; skill?]--being at the right place at the right time, on purpose!  "what we call magic is actually technology we don't yet understand or comprehend." (science-fiction author unknown)

The subversive force of Chiron with the style of Taurus in the midheaven influences me to manipulate my own body, alter my mindstate.  I think I know what I am doing.  I learn about my body by adjusting myself, healing myself, and sometimes in mistake, hurting myself.  But I'm always learning.

Subversive, punk-ass chiron!

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Mon, April 9, 2007 - 9:39 PM permalink

At 4:51pm on April 1 2007 I bought The Holographic Paradigm and other paradoxes for $10 from Pegasus Books on Shattuck Ave. in Berkeley. Edited and introduced by Ken Wilber , this book was published by Shambhala of Boulder & London in 1982, the year of my birth.

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Sat, April 7, 2007 - 3:33 PM permalink
(I'm reading)
Tue, February 27, 2007 - 10:55 PM permalink

A tall black man approached me in a professional panic.

He wore all black, his t-shirt sported a red Sprint logo.

He appeared to be carrying on a phone conversation as he told me he was doctor so-and-so who needed help getting into his locked car.

He spouted so many details.  Said he'd leave his ring, watch, etc. to borrow $20 to pay his locksmith.

I should have looked in his eyes and remained calm.  I should have held him to his collateral before handing him two 10's.

"What's your name?", he asked before walking away.  Not before a quick homie-hug, the hustler said "I'll take care of you, Steve." before he took off through the parking lot.

Tue, February 20, 2007 - 12:00 PM permalink
At Table, Steve and Eddie Talk

On Table, Steve's Sketches about Talking with Eddie

Sun, February 18, 2007 - 12:55 AM permalink
I felt tired and took a nap.



I woke up and felt like crap.



Drifting in my head,

I worried about business shit

and my weekly gotta dos.



Some monday night blues.



`Erhndt.  :(



I could put no thoughts together.



I made no sense of my feelings.



I felt like taking a shower.



I wanted to smoke a bowl.



I needed something I didn't already have.



... "WAIT!" said my tired little mind as it fumbled on a final moment of clarity.
Mon, February 12, 2007 - 6:51 PM permalink
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Fri, February 9, 2007 - 4:20 AM permalink
originally published at steve oliver - self-discovery
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I am an outgoing, athletic San Diegan of northern european descent, owner of Circatree Design and student of Business and Information Systems at San Diego Miramar College. I enjoy several hours of skateboarding and over a dozen miles of downhill mountain biking each week. I drive an SUV. I don't eat a lot of meat. I like coffee.
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