joined on 07/19/05
last updated 12/07/08
about me
i am a strong, graceful being with bright eyes and and open, warm heart. i am a poetess and a coming goddess. i am a holder of sacred space and a healing arts practitioner. i am a birth doula and a yoga teacher. i am a yogi, and a humble servant to love.
i am finding my way to ever greater truth speak and action. i am beginning to believe that the more authentic i am in all of my layers of expression and being (including my financially sustaining work), the more financial and resource abundance i will encounter. i am in the process of determining what services and great work i will authentically offer that will be honest expressions of my cells and self. so this is where i am currently.
i want to be more active in using my creative energy beautifully. i want to give to this world in ways that are effective, inspiring, beautiful and true. i want to empower others to find their ways home. i want to hold the nurturing, grace:full space for folks to come home. i want to find family and create ecovillage-type community together, primarily focused on spirit connection and conscious evolution integrated with integrative permaculture lifestyle. i want to dance and make music with others. i want to sing. i want to be courageous. i want all of this to happen in a village-scale lifeway. i want this to come soon. i want us to thrive. where are my kin? where will we be? i am looking for you. please come to me.
looove melting into light
September 2, 2008
~ Kay'aleya~
Beauty Strength Passion
Compassion
Tears come to my eyes
thinking of this angelic one.
Warmth in my heart.
Pure joy is in her essence!
SO Determined to embody
all that she is and share
her amazing infinite gifts
with all who are willing to
recieve. Being in her
presence is healing for
the heart and soul. Kay'a
is a leader; a catalyst for
a deeper life rooted in
harmony; the dance
of spirit on earth.
I love you so much!!! Walk
strong, love it all forever!
May 29, 2008
Deep wisdom, river of heavenly words pour from her heart, faerie sweetness, true kindness....thank you for being you!
April 6, 2008
In Kay'aleya
I met this beautiful woman and felt calmed and relaxed in her presence. She comes accross as a heartfelt, authentic, open hearted woman, a forest woman, a woman of ancient spirit and heart felt warmth. I give thanks that she is on the planet, bringing her self into the world, and in doing so, uplifting the spirits of others.
To all the benevolent spirits both named and unnamed, grace this woman with your presence, be by her side as she walks forth into the world. Support the possibility that she may playfully continue her dance through life.
As a doula, a midwife, and as a mama one day, I send my blessings... may she continue to shine.
August 3, 2007
She's of the Light.
She's of the Sweetness.
She shines so bright,
it makes me speechless.
Love
January 29, 2007
Super inspiring
Super loving
super.
kind hearted blissful shining divine soul
ever grateful to be sharing presence with her.
and at the top of the hill sat shiva
...warriors on the way...
...we shall live again...
~freedom tribe~
~~~~love~~~~
"there is only one way of acting truly, it is to try at each moment, each second, in each movement to express only the highest truth one can perceive, and at the same time know that this perception has to be progressive and that what seems to you most true now will no longer be so tomorrow, and that a higher truth will have to be expressed more and more through you. this leaves no room any longer for sleeping in a comfortable tamas; one must be always awake - i am not speaking of physical sleep - one must be always awake, always conscious and always full of an enlightened receptivity and of goodwill. to want always the best, always the best, always the best and never say, 'oh! it is tiring! let me rest, let me relax! ah, i am going to stop maing effort;' then one is sure to fall into a hole immediately....the Rest must not be one which goes down into the inconscience and tamas. the Rest must be an ascent into the Light, into perfect Peace, total Silence, a Rest which rises up out of the darkness. then it is true Rest, a Rest which is an Ascent."
~~the mother~~
~~~aurvoille~~~
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(image by elfintom wizardling on tribe)
...but you drive me wild,
dive me wild,
oh your kiss
is a blazing fire
my temperature's raising higher and higher...
well i don't know what it is about you,
but you drive me wild,
drive me wild!"
~ Joules Graves and SO my heart!! ~
** ...offering itself to the divine. **
~ the mother ~
i am
prayer
i am
love
i am
blessed
i am
caressed by the ancient pujas
i am the prasad
birth in me
eat of me
drink from me
enter thru me
release into me
ahhhh,
om shanti
deep plenty
(gifts of eternity
ever end.less free)
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we...
we are...
we are twinkling stars...
blissing our blessings...
back to the union...
we came from...
we are One...
we are...
we...
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L.ets
O.ffer
V.ibrational
E.nhancement
U.ntil (our)
S.ynchronized
F.abrics (of beinG:Ness)
R.each
E.volved
E.ternity
...calling all hearts from their sleep...
...i will wake up from my sleep...
...awake awake awake awake awake...
...awake awake awake awake awake...
...walk on through the stinging rain...
...are u burning, like the sun...
...are u burning, beautiful One...
...rock on like a riverstone...
...for the farther we go is just further home...
...are u burning, like the sun...
...are u burning, beautiful One...
...come home to me, my love...
...come home to me, my love...
- freedom tribe -
Let us celebrate the Light by letting it enter into us.
** the mother **
** If you wish to be a true doer of divine works, your first aim must be to be totally free from all desire and self-regarding ego. All your life must be an offering and a sacrifice to the Supreme; your only object in action shall be to serve, to receive, to fulfill, to become a manifesting instrument of the Divine Shakti in her works. You must grow in the divine consciousness till there is no difference between your will and hers, no motive except her impulsion in you, no action that is not her conscious action in you and through you. **
~ Sri Aurobindo ~

i am quietly here, waiting for something,
as if waiting here will magnetize a magnified light into my surroundings
into my spirit body and into my body body.
sometimes i think all i ever do is wait for life to rise thru me,
praying and playing, waiting waiting waiting...
and then this moment comes, and i shed one more sense of my layers,
(the layers that nest me, and also arrest me from growing more free)
and it is with this in-breath, the one that culminates in layer death,
that i feel my heart opening again, growing new eyes.
i see from that place deep in my core, the sweetest most brilliant light in disguise.
she smirks and meets quickly, as if almost not there,
falling away with the ashes of empires once flaring with confidence and royalty,
now distinguished by their scurry to pick up the pieces that have fallen,
they are falling,
this place is destructible,
and it is time for shiva & kali to grace their way to power through our many bodies,
coming into vision, extending beyond our subcultural allies
into the streams of more folks who've been sleeping like babes fed endlessly by the breast,
some of these Ones who are waking, they are shaking, and they may be scared.
let us care for these babes comin' free as if they were our own, from our wombs,
these are our children growing to shift and they need us
to model our highest actions,
to feed them our greatest compassions.
we are the teachers and the greeters.
we are the holders of safe, sacred space.
we are the welcoming community.
we are beauty in unity.
to be calm, and sure, and honest, and great,
we are called.
to be bold, and true, and good, and flooded with unconditional love,
we are asked.
to be present in this time as the infinite source home that we are,
we are imminently responsible.
these are our babes coming to source,
these are our kin embarking on the ever more treacherous trek through the dark,
into the great light that is here.
as i speak softly into the moment,
my heart grows new eyes,
and from this sight i invite you to join me
as full family welcoming our babes into our ever expansive reality,
being the dreams we know to be right,
modeling a new way that is remainable, cooperative, brilliant & blessed.
this is our mission, our purpose, our gift.
to be who we are,
to glow in our essence coming true,
to share what we've learned and where we are going to.
and to forget, to forget, to forget all the rest...
Sat, December 6, 2008 - 12:33 PM
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Words have a linear, discrete, successive order… Visual forms - lines, colours, proportions etc… are just as capable of articulation, or complex combinations as words, but… the most radical difference is that visual forms are not discursive. They do not present their constituents successively but simultaneously.
~~Richard Fenwick~~
...everywhere i go i watch myself watching myself...
...learning quickly through an organ of light...
...but bound to a surface none of my forms lives forever...
...i am...
...a living present...
...growing on a branch of cosmos here to share gifts of light...
...we are being cosmos evolved through billions of years of experience...
...let us join together in truth and love...
...for one day we will voyage far...
...children of our star...
~ from the film, 'i am' ~
www.iamawakening.org
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.
<<<~~~*~~~Confucius~~~*~~~>>>
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