sometimes you just have those good dreams...

The other evening, I had this wonderful dream. I was at a party in Arcata with thousands of people all waiting in line. I went by myself, and found my friends shortly, but didn't feel like that's where I really wanted to do. So I kept mobbing through the party, and I was standing on the top of some stairs looking into the crowd, feeling somewhat overwhelmed. A stalky man about my heighth came and stood by me. He looked at me, and I looked at him, us both realizing we knew eachother some how. The man gave me a thumbs up, and I looked at the mans face to see that it was the one and only Gerber Mack. He had a scar running down the side of his face, but looked no different for the wear. He smiled at me and gave me a huge hug, and a kiss on the cheek. Then he grabbed my hand and led me through the party. I woke up from this dream hopeful and a little meloncholy, and I wanted to share it.

Stay off the road folks!

HA!! After 2 and a half days of the worst fucking depression ever... Today my dad called a half an hour before my behind the wheel test and said that he didn't have a car that I could drive. After telling me weeks ago that he would. So after the biggest anxiety attack ever this morning, lots of tears, and lots of desperate phone calls....

I get ahold of Maddy,

and 10 minutes till my driving test,

she comes through as always!!

And I had never driven her car before, but she let me drive it


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I PASSED!!!! WITH FLYING MOTHER FUCKING FLYING COLORS!!

That' s right. I have my license. I don't have a car until sometime in the next two weeks, but, I have a license.

So you might want to stay off the road now... ha ha

And if ever the mutant possibility comes up that I am the sober person.. I can legally be the designated driver...

But I think the chances of that are slim. ha!

Wanna be a pinup? I know you do...

Ever wanted to be a suicide girl? A pinup? A pornstar?


Henmo Works through Fabcore Productions Incorporated are starting a syndicated "artful" adult website.

Photoshoots (subjects being artful nudes, and etc) will begin sometime in May, and we are looking for local beautiful Humboldt Hunnies to pose for us.

Our photographers are chill and easy going people...

and definatly not creepers.

Photographer one is a male student at California School of the Arts, and photographer two is a female photojournalism student and resident artist and poet.

Shoots will be going throughout the summer..

We also hope to film "adult" video as well..

Interested?

We want you!!

and so will everyone else...

you get what you give...

Great things have been happening karmaticly speaking.. But last week I definatly put some negative energy out there, and it is indeed coming back. I'm not buthurt about it either. Time to change that. Karma payment plan.

Kick in the door waving the 44

I have a feeling that if more people knew exactly where I lived. They would kill me.

What if I told you..... Fuck Fiction this is fact

I just got a wonderful CD of the Suicide Kings and the Chico Slam Poets amoung many other artists. Please, please, please, if you have not hear Jared Paul, or the Suicide Kings poetry, please, check it out. You can find them at myspace.com-thesuicidekingstrio or at myspace.com-jaredpaul dot com. It is worth it.