October 7, 2006
It was really good seeing you over the summer Dreas, given what happened last summer I think we came through alright. You will always be a special person to me, and those who see you for what you really are. I am over the drama and you seem to be to. She is gone and you have your real friends around you and I am very happy to be considered one of them. In all his unreality he is more real than any of us. We should be so lucky to see the world the way he does.
Hadrians Sin
Coveat Emptor (let the buyer beware)Gender
Male
about me
for one you can reach me at morbidgenius@Hotmail.com other than that I am a really tall,and completly nuts, but very loyal and loving,and a bit over generous appearently, I am neither here nor there, up nor down left nor right. I am just me. which is ever changeing like Bachs Violin concerto in A minor BWV Allegro, you can learn all you want to about me from that exquisite peice of music. I have been both criminal and law, monster and dragon slayer, I am what I am and there is no word for who am today or will be tomorrow. I like fire, of all kinds, Music is my lifes blood, speed (as in Km/h) is the air I breathe, and Soul is the sword in my hand. I am a very single person, and prefer to stay that way, I am all about friends. I have many loves but no lovers, many creations but no children, and infinite time yet always afraid of being late. I will never fit into your box, though maybe into your heart.................and it could go on and on and on....................
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On Evil
Albert Einstein:
Truth
Adrienne Rich:
why fo to BM?
People.....?
A true friend
The only man I know who will risk my friendship for the sakeof my soul
The proverbial truth from anothers mouthSeptember 26, 2006
“Here’s to perverted trees and dirty old men.”
You gave me all the ingredients that I lacked so that I could heal myself. You took me in and temporarily stopped your life to aid me in my struggle; you were my shelter. You stayed beside me throughout the whole night on a separate sofa while I was drugged, to make sure I continued to breathe until morning. My life has taken on such intense change, depth, and meaning since you entered it. Words will never be able to express my gratitude or how much you mean to me. I love you Dreas, you will always be my best friend. February 17, 2006
I have to admit, Dreas is an excellent friend. He is giving and forgiving. Sincere, Inspiring....blah blah..mush mush. Thanks for being you!! Ya nut job. Plus he's really fun to sword fight with...I learn lots each time we cross swords.
Balance
The delicate balance of madness and insantiy, mixed with a hint of ferality
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Why do so few love like this these days?
the cold truth and the warm story
Force and power are the symbols attributed to the Dragon. There is a decidedly exotic air about Dragon people, especially among the women, who fairly exude sexuality. Indeed, whether male or female, Dragons are libidinous and score quite a hit with the opposite sex.
Sat, April 5, 2008 - 7:50 PM
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To the Chinese, the Dragon is born in the most desirable year, blessed by the gods and goddesses in heaven. Possessing magical powers, the versatile Dragon is capable of soaring to the highest heavenly heights or diving to the d... read more 
All my life I have loved deeply. So deeply it killed me when it would end. This ability to love so consistantly and deeply and magically lead me to amazing people, though not wholy healthy. never the less I loved them with all my heart and still do....and always will. My understanding is this.....that it hurts so much more, stabs so much deeper becasue I do still love you all. Everyone of you...with all my heart. From Laura buried these past 16 years to Dallas married with kids ever forgiving...
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Mon, February 25, 2008 - 11:30 PM
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its amusing to see how I swing from anger to saddness when it come to world affairs. Yes I am angery about how stupid we are being, Pris hit the nail on the head when she said we all need to be accountable. It makes me sad to see so many suffering at the feet of others, and again it all comes down to accountability and being concious of what we do. Its like my sister said.......real karma is knowing what you do is wrong both fundamentally and spiritually, and still doing it anyway. So we sto...
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Sat, February 16, 2008 - 9:50 AM
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As someone recently told me, the human race prefers blindness and distraction...becasue what would happen if we all all of a sudden realised our accountability. Its easier to ignore the turth, to cover it up with wit and satire, to be afraid and use anger as a shield. To hide behind Ideas we like but dont have the conviction to follow so we rationalise them to death. And all for one thing...Currency. Oil, cars, corporations, life support...all money based...and it is such a fragile infrastruc...
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Sun, February 3, 2008 - 11:18 AM
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The “Brutal World”
Thu, January 24, 2008 - 9:20 AM
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How did Western Civilization get a monopoly on “moral conscience” when it has no morality? “The first use of nuclear weapons must remain in the quiver of escalation as the ultimate instrument to prevent the use of weapons of mass destruction.” Five Western military leaders. I read the statement three times trying to figure out the typo. Then it hit me, the West has now out-Owellled Orwell: The West must nuke other c... read more 
Finally the hills are without eyes
Sun, January 20, 2008 - 10:40 AM
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They are tired of painting a dead man's face red With their own blood They used to love having so much to lose Blink your eyes just once and see everything in ruins Did you ever hear what I told you? Did you ever read what I wrote you? Did you ever listen to what we played? Did you ever let in what the world said? Did we get this far just to feel your hate? Did we play to become only pawns in the game? How blind can you be, don't yo... read more 
Sweet little words made for silence
Sat, December 29, 2007 - 9:40 AM
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Not talk Young heart for love Not heartache Dark hair for catching the wind Not to veil the sight of a cold world Kiss while your lips are still red While he`s still silent Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled Hold another hand while the hand`s still without a tool Drown into eyes while they`re still blind Love while the night still hides the withering dawn First day of love never comes back A passionate hour`s never a wasted one ... read more 
After years of watching people angerly run around, like a mound of red ants that just had a pound fo sugar pourd on it, looking for presents... fighting for presents....arguing over presents....stressing over what to get, and how much it will cost....hearing christmas carols mutilated form their original abrouque lilt by the latest and greatest top forty I have this to offer. Christmas isnt about gifts, it isnt about buying or trends, it isnt even about music or gingerbread, or glass baubles...
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Sun, December 16, 2007 - 11:03 AM
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For all those Geeks out there
Amaranth the video below
Baptized with a perfect name
New Nightwish Singer Annette!!OMG
I really like this song
Within temptation
On evil 3
Helen Keller:
Burning man is no fun at all!!!
On evil 2
Hannah Arendt:
In fire and in love.....my god.
to the three women in my life
Soooo Funnnny!!
Passions expression
Einstein,
! ! Outside of the Box Thinkers ! !,
! Funny Pictures !,
! Naked Sun,
! Sexiest Smile !,
!! Gypsy Musicians,
<(((The Freak Magnetic)))>,
<(-DDoN-)>,
""Conspiracy theories",
"dark" ambient music,
**Melodia Designs**,
*Sacred Space*,
alternative monogamists,
anyone who's ever been called a freak,tr,
Art of Poi,
Body Perve Social Club,
Cirque du Soleil,
Dead Can Dance,
Definition Of a Fairy,
Delerium,
DRAGONS,
DragonTribe,
Elves,
Ethereal Alchemy & Dark Muses,
Faerie Fashion,
Faerie Kingdom,
Fire,
Fire Arts |