sooooo...my books were going to cost me $300...I got on to Amazon and got 3 of the 5 books I need for $50 yeah...but I am going thru financial aide verafication...oh joy...my daughter is now sick(came home from grandma's early) and my job just decieded to be assholes and were going to make me make a choice between job or school...guess what I did...I was calm collected and for the first time said thanks I needed to be jerked back into the real world...here is my school schedule if you can work around it great if not I will miss ya...I did't have to choose...but I realized I need to be less harsh at work and not let anyone get the upper hand...I deciede to let god lead me down the path I am suppost to take...and ya know what he does a much better job of knocking the limbs off...I have also lost another 3lbs...and my Emma is more excited about me going back to school then I am...hehehehe life is good...thanks for all of your support...