i have found vampirism to be a way for one to dream the dream of eternal life

the hope of finding the path of forever having the ability to experience all the turnings of the centuries and millenia of the human world
that the ocean of knowledge and wisdom and beauty of life will be there for one in which to immerse oneself until the end of all existence

i have also taken note that it is a way to escape into the fantasy that in the joy of being evil one can do good by way of ridding the world of wrongdoers of the most vile forms