Ones heart

I have lost control
The walls around my heart
Have begun to crumble
I am waiting anticipating
The day
I will welcome you with open arms
I lay thinking of you
I close my eyes and wish you were near
A tear of happiness
Runs down my cheek
As I envision myself
Wrapped tightly in your embrace
I swear I can almost feel your touch
I long to melt in your arms
Endless fascination
Of all the unknowns of you
My heart races
Compelling me to reach out to you
Love is the essence of my heart
Unending in my soul
Embrace me and you will feel
The desires that consume my soul
Come to me
I will be all you will ever need
I will fulfill your heart with love
Take a leap of faith
Come into my life
Run into me
My butterfly wings will shelter your heart
When the day is done
Two lost souls
Will become ONE
We will have each other forever

My Slide

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Now Simon Can Say I Am His Real Friend!

I finally met my dear friend Simon
We did not get enough time together
Simon is a kick in the ass, he really is a great guy!

My Little Precious Rufus

6-9-06 - 9-30-06


My little precious Rufus

You were meant to be a part of my life.
I love you baby Rufus you were to young to be taken out of this world. You had just begun your journey in this world. Our time together stolen and lost, you are such an innocent baby boy. But I want you to know even though your time was short in this world you touched many hearts with your love, and you intern were and always will have been loved, cherished, valued and an important member of my family. I will never forget you or stop loving you. My love for you and the memory of you will live on forever inside my heart and you will remain in my thoughts. I will remember all of the joy and happiness you brought into my life. I can’t tell you why you were born with illness that took you away from me. Life is not always fair and my heart is crying for you. The pain of losing you hurts so deep inside my heart. You left this world while you were being loved, held and cradled in my arms. I told you goodbye and held you close to my heart. When you were gone I kissed your fluffy little baby head and said I love you always my baby, now take with you one of my tears of love to remember that I will always love you. It will be ok baby, I don’t know exactly where you are going but I believe it’s a better place so wait for me on the other side. I will be with you again someday. Don’t forget me baby boy remember that I love you so much. My love will remain with you always for I gave you a piece of my heart the day I brought you home, so keep it tucked away inside your heart until we meet again.

Ones who have love in their hearts
Become the creators of loves light
Behold all the love in your heart
As the light of the sun is one with all it touches
Open your heart, begin your
Quest to finding your other half
Thus will complete your heart
Fulfill your passion,
For love satisfies all desires
Intertwined by loves bright light
Your spirit will soar
Feel loves passion through
Your soul for you are
The creator of love and light

Windows

Eyes are the windows to ones soul
I have always been attracted to eyes
Eyes are so beautiful and they can
let you read so many emotions with
people you other wise would not see.

My wet dream

My wet dream.........
1964 corvette
This is my dream car
talk about a fist clenching
moster of power!

Me & Eli my son

My son makes my heart melt. He say's mommy your so beautiful and perty thats how he say's pretty! I so love you mommy. Eli is my little star! He makes me smile everyday.

My daughter is a little ham too. My daughter is a sweet heart as well but she is 7 so she is like kinda getting to the age wear if I kiss her at school, she says's mom that enough........ She cracks me up! I tell her your never gonna be to big for mommy to kiss you.