Music.............

I just now had one of those moments where a song just touches you in a way that......hmmmm???....it's hard to explain....but i guess it touches your soul and hits you right where you've either been or going to be or both....... I've been in a ton of different places in my life and my ex-wife and really good friend was the best to EVER happen to me and I fucked shit up........never knowing exactly why I would have let something so incredible in my life slip away from me so easily........well this song explained it to a point and it actually made me cry....WHEW!!!!...wow......the song was by Jason Mraz and it's called..."Love For a Child"....it literally blew me away.... eeek eeek eeek

Women.....

Ok.....I have a question for the ladies on this site....or actually anyone who has an opinion........I'm having this debate with this girl who is off the hook to me......she goes to bars on the nightly and basically comes in with no money and expects men to buy her drinks simply cause she is "female"...........she actually believes that because she is female she should never pay for drinks.........what are your thoughts on this............also she completely flirts with them to get these drinks. mad

Found!!!!!!!!!!!

So here's some good news.........Close to eight years ago I was temporarily living in Los Angeles back with mom for a stint........and she lived about 50 miles east of LA. Actually all my brothers, sisters and mother live in the same area except my oldest brother who lived in Hollywood.....so i went out to visit and party with him every once in a while....he had a nice apartment and doing really well working for some movie company......well anyways I went out to visit him, we went out and went to some clubs, went back to his house did some more drinking and then he went next door and came back all tweaked out.....there was some Hell's Angel gangsta dude living next door to him........anyways wasn't that big of a deal...I told him i'd be back in a couple of weeks to party with him again and went home........I come back in like 3 weeks and there's some woman living in his apartment....I ask her about him and she tells me that he had been kicked out of the apartment and had been living homeless on the roof of the building.......i went to his job and they hadn't seen him either....it was crazy.....Periodically I would go back to LA and look for him or my mother would.....etc.........Almost eight years pass by and a couple of weeks ago my sis who just moved to Vegas from Maryland and my other sister and mother decided they would go and try to find him again.....first they check death records and nothing turns up....so they go to LA county jail and low and behold he had been picked up on some misdimeanor charge and was in jail........UNBELIEVABLE!!.......man I cried when my mother tells me this....we were so close and we all thought he was dead..............He had no idea of how to get a hold of us after all these yrs except through my grandmother who doesn't answer calls she doesn't know the number to............So were gonna go to Vegas and have a reunion next month.....I'm so excited!!

Vacation

Man!!!............I just got off of a road trip from Moab UT to Sheridan WY. and it was a good time........they had some rodeo and street parties going on for 3 days straight.......I don't think I was sober the entire time.......and i didn't even go to the rodeo......(hence, I'm a black guy)....lol........anyways I met some kewl people and just got wasted......it was my first vacation of the year........if any of you have ever been to Sheridan WY. you know how fun it is and if you have never been there ya gotta go check out the fun

Hello to.....

.......just wanting to say hello to all the friends i've made on tribe.....if you read this then hit me up.........if not......then not

Hey!

Just coming back on for a second...........Just want to let you know what's going on in my life now if anyone cares........first of all my sis is doing good living life pretty normal......me i'm at the moment pretty drunk and just left this great party with some good friends of mine. Still living in Moab, Utah and it still sucks but it's something i really need in my life.....life is simple here as opposed to living in SF....which for me is always hard.........but...........I think after learning such a more simpler life it may be such an easier place to live now....I think it may have just been me.............

YaY!!!

Well I'm now in L.A. taking care of my sister and she's out of the hospital doing great.....she just went back to work and is feeling better by the day.........the hospital on the other hand is giving her all the best meds cause they are scared she's going to sue..........as they should be.

Sad Day.....

2 days ago I'm outwith some friends and having a few drinks and we start talking about parents.......so I decided to call my mother to see how she was doing and she answers the phone and starts crying......I ask what's wrong and she proceeds to tell me that i need to come home, I ask why? and she tells me that my sister had had a blood transfusion a yr ago and was given tainted blood and now has full blown AIDS and is in the hospital in ICU in critical condition....So I'm leaving back this Sat. to givemy support not knowing what I can do but just gotta be there

1-2-3............JUMP!!!!

I've just gotta tell ya..........SKYDIVING!!..........RAWKS!!!.........I went skydiving for the first time a week ago and it was absolutely amazing........even though I was so scared, I pulled it off and there's nothing like falling 125 MPH towards the ground. If it doesn't completely scare the shit out of you, you should fo' sho try it

Finally Out.........

............YES!!..............I'm finally leaving Utah and I'm so happy about it................I just bought a van that's all equipped with a bed, fridge....etc and I'll be traveling about throughout the states after a bit of a stint in Los Angeles and San Francisco. Can't wait to leave.....I have another week or so to finish up some work on the van and some loose ends and then I am so out.....wish me luck!!