joined on 01/30/05
last updated 01/13/06
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about me
"as light returns to Earth, let Light be rekindled in our hearts and minds, and may we know and share the blessings of peace and love."
"i have never felt felt that felt like that felt felt before"
- admiral izza
"make of yourself a light,"
said the Buddha,
before he died
I think of this every morning
as the east begins
to tear off its many clouds
of darkness, to send up the first
signal- a white fan
streaked with pink and violet,
...And then I feel the sun itself
as it blazes over the hills,
like a million flowers on fire-
clearly I'm not needed
yet I feel myself turning
into something of inexplicable value.
-Mary Oliver
Withdraw into yourself and look. And if you do not find yourself beautiful yet, act as does the creator of a statue that is to be made beautiful; cut away all that is excessive, straighten all that is crooked, bring light to all that is in shadow; never cease chiseling your statue until you shall see the perfect Goodness established in the stainless shrine. -Plotinus
july 2006 - looking for work in oregon - information technology - system administration
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i would like to be introduced to a company that would be willing to give me a chance to work in the field of information technology again. i was "laid off due to corporate downsizing" in 2001. shortly after that, sept 11 happened... throwing the c...
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let the light shine on!!!
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i have been meeting quite a few new people in the past few months from all walks of life. i love people!
in my conversations with them, more often than not, i have been told... "i don't know why i am telling you this...", "i usually don't op...
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*open letter rant* subject: family
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dec 2005
all my life i have always felt i had to guess how you feel about me. wondering what you feel for me... your daughter! maybe that is not fair to say. but look back at the years of fighting, hurtful words, and tears.
i try and put a h...
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*growth*
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Quote: Anais Nin
"We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future ...
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i would like to be introduced to a company that would be willing to give me a chance to work in the field of information technology again. i was "laid off due to corporate downsizing" in 2001. shortly after that, sept 11 happened... throwing the computer industry in a tailspin of hiring freezes.
we all have heard the layoff stories. i got to the point of doubting my skills. i had to deal with two deaths in my family. yada yada yada. things were bleak for awhile.
but, i took some class...
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i have been meeting quite a few new people in the past few months from all walks of life. i love people!
in my conversations with them, more often than not, i have been told... "i don't know why i am telling you this...", "i usually don't open up to people...", and "for some reason, i feel really comfortable around you".
it has been making me think that i should explore more about myself and the posibilities of my power as a child of light... (i am on a permenent self-exploration to...
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Fri, January 27, 2006 - 5:43 PM
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dec 2005
all my life i have always felt i had to guess how you feel about me. wondering what you feel for me... your daughter! maybe that is not fair to say. but look back at the years of fighting, hurtful words, and tears.
i try and put a halt to an argument that is quickly escalating to hurtful and resentful overtones.
walk away they say... calm down and com back to it later. don't regret your words or actions because you choose them in rage.
how often do you sit and listen to ...
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Quote: Anais Nin
"We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present."
Fri, January 20, 2006 - 1:47 PM
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