joined on 04/14/06
last updated 04/28/08
January 25, 2007
I wish that this beautiful and amazing soul could see himself through my eyes...or through the eyes of those that look up to him. he captivates his audience, who stare at him slack-jawed, or grinning ear to ear, amazed at his talent and amused by his wit.
he has me. when he is near, i find it impossible to tear my eyes away from him. and when he speaks, i most certainly listen. and while neither of us are perfect by any means, we are perfect together. and some things he does and feels, i dont understand. and some things i do and feel, he doesnt understand. but when we look deep into each others eyes, hands on hearts, there is nothing but perfect clarity.
he is a dear and loyal friend, who anyone would be lucky to know, and someday we'll all be saying "i knew him when..."
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and still I try
to wash these stains
from my soul.
Conditioning of the heart
is always most difficult
when spoken through
uncrossed fingers
and finger crossing
can seem an innocent gesture
and uncrossing
a bladeless shank
for truth lies in what we see
not what we wish we saw
and lies truely lie
in empty hollows of mind
where they echo for some time
and in fields of daisys.
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It is easy to exist as self
when self is isolated
in abyss.
but...
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So, I auditioned for the clown conservatory today. Its the general circus and clowning training program that i have been wanting to get into for some time now.
So, I went into my audition, talked with Jeff Raz, the Director and founder of the program, did my little routine for him, he had me try to make him fall in love with a chair, but only by saying the letters of the alphabet.
So after all of that and some more chit chat, he told me i was accepted! :-D
So starting in septembe...
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I know most of you have already seen it, but here is a video, filmed at our new place, incase you havent
ca.youtube.com/watch
Enjoy!
okay, this has been bugging me for a very long time, but after seeing a couple of posts recently, i just have to get it off my chest....
FUCK RON PAUL!!! HE IS A LIAR!!! A HACK!!! AND IS BAD FOR AMERICA!!!
you cant be a libertarian and a conservative at the same time, if you are laissez-faire, but socially conservative, then you are just a fucking conservative!!!!
ok, so hes against the war on iraq, hes also for big military spending, anti gay, anti abortion, tough on immigration, ...
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I know i got to be right now
Kuz i cant wait much longer
Iv been waiting all night now
thats how long iv been on ya
As the times shift, and a new home is found, the dawn of a new age shines its rays of light upon my life. but i am forever reminded, "our work is never over"
i have to work harder than i have ever before in my life, to build the life that i want, to build a life with my love, to ensure that our relationship remains strong through everything, to build my career, to ma...
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Re: Screw the Bear, Dream Moves.
(in Global Contact Staff Community)
you gotta be careful! if we keep raising the bar, pretty soon you wont be able to reach it, then you wont have anything to spin, shorty :-P
discussion post on Tue, May 13, 2008 - 3:44 PM
Time ticks by
(blog entry)
and still I try
to wash these stains
from my soul.
Conditioning of the heart
is always most difficult
when spoken through
uncrossed fingers
and finger crossing
can seem an innocent gesture
and uncrossing
a bladeless shank
for trut...
read more
Re: Screw the Bear, Dream Moves.
(in Global Contact Staff Community)
who said anything about meg raising the bar,
this thread is about everyone raising their own personal bar!
discussion post on Tue, May 13, 2008 - 3:05 PM
Re: Screw the Bear, Dream Moves.
(in Global Contact Staff Community)
Not too far out of reach: continuous antiturn layback ground matrix
Way far away: aireal cartwheel angel thingy...basically any contact while flying gracefully through the air.
Reverse Demon roll - Foot to hand angel.
im sure there is mor...
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discussion post on Tue, May 13, 2008 - 1:40 PM
Firedrums Has left the Building!
( events » community ) So, after having people live in our apartment for the last month, we decided to celebrate our newly aquired peace and serenity with a fiesta!
Everyones gone! Not that it wasnt a pleasure having you, just, its nice to be just us again!
So Co...
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event starts Saturday, May 17, 2008 - 9:00 PM
Double Staffs and Poly~Stickery,
Fire Videoz,
FireDrums,
Fuego Family Events,
Global Contact Staff Community,
Non-Fire Videoz,
OMCC,
Spinagogue,
Tech Poi,
Vulcan Crew,
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