joined on 11/11/03
last updated 07/30/08
about me
Through out my life...
I have been completely misunderstood by some. My intentions distorted, my purpose corrupted, my sincerity questioned.
And yet...
Through out my life...
I have been completely understood by so many. My intentions seen clearly, my purpose direct, and the depth of my sincerity received in full.
I am me, always, receive me, understand me, see me as you will, and after you are done, I will still be me.
<Vicious draws people>,
*where everybody knows your name*,
6.7.08 Ali's B-Day at Cafe van Kleef,
Amooa,
BYB,
Double Dates,
Duece Tre Art Mafia,
FiDiFreaks,
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Free Merpimp!,
Hypnodrome Theatre,
Kontrol Faktory,
Lets Go Green Together,
limbo's posse,
Movie Monitor,
Queenie's K-Tel Psychic Hits,
Question a day,
RWBulb,
Santa Con,
Sasha's Sewing Salon,
The Pie Extremist Group P.E.G.,
...
Song of the day...
(blog entry)
This one is so one of the tops on the list of songs that get to me, that give me chills, make my eyes water, I love it and yes, I love Pink Floyd, a lot...
This song speaks to my core and touches me everytime that I hear it. Somone special used...
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Re: So... burning man...
(in Hypnodrome Theatre)
> You'll have to get up pretty early in the morning to out-stalk ME!
Really? Cause I happen to know if it is up to you, you are a late sleeper, so I am thinking 10 am will steal beat you ;P
discussion post on Sat, August 23, 2008 - 12:43 PM
Hypnodrome on the Playa!!! OMG! Hell YES!!
(blog entry)
Ok, as their self named #1 crazy stalker fan/friend (Gonzo said I am not just their crazy stalker fan, but also their friend, yay!)... ok, maybe I am not #1, Matt and I might co-share that title, none the less...
They will be at burning man an...
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So... burning man...
(in Hypnodrome Theatre)
Hello guys.. Gonzo told me that you guys will be doing a performance at center camp at 2am on Saturday morning, and, yeah, I am all over that.
But he also said that you guys will be doing impromptu performances here and there... so, as your sel...
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discussion post on Thu, August 21, 2008 - 10:28 AM
Oh Profound Brezsny...
(blog entry)
Ok, I really like this one and feel it right now. I am building some things within myself and my life, there are some positive changes I want to implement and grow and the time feels right, the ground beneath my feet feels solid and fertile and th...
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(noun) monster bunny girl thing
"And I was some of the mud that got to sit up and look around.
Lucky me, lucky mud."
<...>
"The only way I can feel the least bit important is to think of all the mud that didn't even get to sit up and look around. I got so much, and most mud got so little."
From The Last Rites of Bokononism- Cat's Cradle, Kurt Vonnegut
I'm just an animal looking for a home
Share the same space for a minute or two
And you love me till my heart stops
Love me till I'm dead
Talking Heads: This Must Be The Place Lyrics
We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment,
We are choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside
This holy reality, this holy experience.
Choosing to be here in
This body. This body holding me.
Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion.
tool- parabol /parabola lyrics
You make me cry when you look into my eyes.
And see me for who I really am.
If you can't change the world. Change yourself.
And if you can't change yourself....change the world.
I'm in love with the planet I'm standing on
I can't stop
I can't stop thinking of
All the people I've ever loved
All the people I have lost
All the people I'll never know
All the feelings I've never shown.
The world's too big. And life's too short.
To be alone...To be alone.
The The- Lonely Planet Lyrics
The Jesus And Mary Chain- Head On
"The brain is like a muscle. When it is in use we feel very good. Understanding is joyous. "
~ Carl Sagan
And if you wonder
What I would do
I would do
Anything
If I could
You know I would
I would
I would for you
Janes Addiction- I would for you lyrics
These wounds leave furrows as they heal
I've travelled them, they're red and real
I know them well, they're part of me
My birth, my sex, my history
Crass- Bata Motel Lyrics
So take that look out of here, it doesn't fit you.
Because it's happened doesn't mean you've been discarded.
Pull up your head off the floor, come up screaming.
Cry out for everything you ever might have wanted.
Big Country- In a Big Country Lyrics
(The best song ever written ever in my universe)
We talk about it all night long
We define our moral ground
But when I crawl into your arms
Everything comes tumbling down
Nick Cave- The Ship Song Lyrics
This one is so one of the tops on the list of songs that get to me, that give me chills, make my eyes water, I love it and yes, I love Pink Floyd, a lot...
This song speaks to my core and touches me everytime that I hear it. Somone special used to sing it to me when I lived two states away and he was missing me, it makes me think of him, and so many other people in my life that I love and miss and wish they were here, and by here I do not mean physically, I mean something, more, about the ...
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Ok, as their self named #1 crazy stalker fan/friend (Gonzo said I am not just their crazy stalker fan, but also their friend, yay!)... ok, maybe I am not #1, Matt and I might co-share that title, none the less...
They will be at burning man and I can not tell you how excited I am to see them perform out on the playa!
Seriously, yeah, bigtime yay!
So, yeah, one place I know I will be and when is at center camp at 2am on Saturday morning- per Gonzo, they will be doing a performance th...
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Ok, I really like this one and feel it right now. I am building some things within myself and my life, there are some positive changes I want to implement and grow and the time feels right, the ground beneath my feet feels solid and fertile and this week's Brezsny fits right into exactly how I am feeling about these things and myself right now:
After studying your astrological omens, I closed my eyes and asked the spirits for a psychic vision that would symbolize your imminent future. The ...
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Happy Birthday Kimmy!
You brilliant, smart, sincere, talented wonderful woman you!!
I miss you and Ev's so damn much and he had better be spoiling you rotten all day long! I wish I had some way to pop over to Albuquerque real quick so I could celebrate your day with you.... work on that will you? You hot grad student you, some sort of teleporty device, nevermind that that isn't what you are going to grad school for... I know you have like tons of free time to invent stuff like this... h...
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This one is a very important song to T-moto and it is one of her favorites.
It was mine and monkey's wedding song. Yep, this was my wedding song :)
Post ceremony right as we kissed it was played and then we skipped away to this song, it was perfect. Also, we used some of the lyrics in our vows cause we are dorks like that...
So yeah, t-moto has a very special place in her heart for this one and pandora just played it and it made me all bouncy and happy so I thought I would share :)...
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June 25, 2008
the monster?
Yeah i know her. Known her a good long time now and have seen her through many phases of her life. Chow yun Fat, yeah she's into him.
Frank Miller, yeah she's into him.
Thermal spectography, yeah she knows what you're saying.
Tara is the shining gem of Lemuria.
It is thru her this great Teleocracy stands firm and strong against the insane masses of the Surface World.
She has freed me from their bondage and their insane ways.
January 24, 2008
live and love and be exactly who you are; it is power and beauty in motion.
December 23, 2007
Every time Tara comes up in conversation, everyone sighs and earnestly says things like "Tara is the greatest." "I love Tara." I can't think of anyone more well regarded. As for what I adore about Tara: She is genuine. She shares her triumphs and difficulties with us in this electronic world without pretense. She is honest about where she has come from, and basks in the glory of where she has gotten to- through tenacity and seemingly boundless hopefulness. Then there's the thing where she has style, excellent taste in music, and is cute as hell. The only problem with Tara is that she is so beloved and engaged in life that it's hard to get time to spend with her.
So, yeah, Tara's the greatest! ;D
September 11, 2007
Tara is a blessing in my life...
PRAISE JEEBUS!
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July 6, 2007
Creator of incredibly powerful stupid sock creatures? Super strong heroine with legs of steel? Magic electromagnet for happiness and contentment? Prototype of excellent friendship and trust? Wielder of the awesome Sledgehammer Of Universal Problem Solving™?
Perhaps. All I know is my agents of chaos and Zaz all love her... And who could blame them?
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