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Tara the Rockstar Pancake

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joined on 11/11/03
last updated 12/20/08
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Age
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about me
Through out my life...

I have been completely misunderstood by some. My intentions distorted, my purpose corrupted, my sincerity questioned.

And yet...

Through out my life...

I have been completely understood by so many. My intentions seen clearly, my purpose direct, and the depth of my sincerity received in full.

I am me, always, receive me, understand me, see me as you will, and after you are done, I will still be me.
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My Inspiration

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My Recent Brain Vomit...

Monster Rez- Casa de Cute (blog entry) My happy new home/ current art project: www.flickr.com/photos/tar...0791691512/

So love our new home :)
blog entry posted Fri, July 17, 2009 - 10:43 AM permalink - 2 comments
Happy Happy Birthday Zoe!! (blog entry) Zoe is the awesome.

This girl has the mad skillz. She has mad talent too, she is wickedly hilarious, she is absolutely beautiful, she is sincere and she is a true, loyal and real friend that I always know I can count on. I have been lucky enou... read more
blog entry posted Tue, December 9, 2008 - 10:16 AM permalink - 5 comments
Happy Birthday Jennif!! (blog entry) Damn tribe for being down most of today, I have been waiting all day for this....

HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS JENNIF!!

Seriously, I am constantly stunned by how awesome she is. Over the last few years she has become one of my dearest, ... read more
blog entry posted Tue, November 18, 2008 - 4:47 PM permalink - 5 comments
5 Year Tribe-a versary (blog entry) Oh yeah, and today is my 5 year tribe-a-versary!

Holy cow, what a 5 years it has been. I know tribe has had its ups and downs. It is not always perfect, etc, etc, but it is still my favorite online social network.

It was 5 years ago that Mis... read more
blog entry posted Tue, November 11, 2008 - 11:12 AM permalink - 15 comments
Same-sex marriage ban wins; opponents sue to block measure (blog entry) I hate to say it, but sadly, I had a feeling that Prop 8 would pass. Sadly we live in a bubble here in the Bay Area, and when you consider the rest of the state, yeah, I just had that sinking feeling that it would pass. Sorry, the deluded pessimis... read more
blog entry posted Wed, November 5, 2008 - 3:12 PM permalink - 13 comments
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T-Moto Definition

(noun) monster bunny girl thing

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Lucky me, lucky mud.

"And I was some of the mud that got to sit up and look around.
Lucky me, lucky mud."

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"The only way I can feel the least bit important is to think of all the mud that didn't even get to sit up and look around. I got so much, and most mud got so little."

From The Last Rites of Bokononism- Cat's Cradle, Kurt Vonnegut

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Embrace this moment.

We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment,
We are choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside
This holy reality, this holy experience.
Choosing to be here in

This body. This body holding me.
Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion.

tool- parabol /parabola lyrics

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Understanding is joyous

"The brain is like a muscle. When it is in use we feel very good. Understanding is joyous. "

~ Carl Sagan

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Love me till I'm dead

I'm just an animal looking for a home
Share the same space for a minute or two
And you love me till my heart stops
Love me till I'm dead

Talking Heads: This Must Be The Place Lyrics

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If you can't change the world...

You make me cry when you look into my eyes.
And see me for who I really am.

If you can't change the world. Change yourself.
And if you can't change yourself....change the world.

I'm in love with the planet I'm standing on
I can't stop
I can't stop thinking of
All the people I've ever loved
All the people I have lost
All the people I'll never know
All the feelings I've never shown.
The world's too big. And life's too short.
To be alone...To be alone.

The The- Lonely Planet Lyrics

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Fear is the mind-killer

I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.

Frank Herbert- Dune

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That second hand living it just won't do

The Jesus And Mary Chain- Head On

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I would for you

And if you wonder
What I would do
I would do
Anything
If I could
You know I would
I would
I would for you

Janes Addiction- I would for you lyrics

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I know them well, they're part of me

These wounds leave furrows as they heal
I've travelled them, they're red and real
I know them well, they're part of me
My birth, my sex, my history

Crass- Bata Motel Lyrics

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Come up screaming

So take that look out of here, it doesn't fit you.
Because it's happened doesn't mean you've been discarded.
Pull up your head off the floor, come up screaming.
Cry out for everything you ever might have wanted.

Big Country- In a Big Country Lyrics

(The best song ever written ever in my universe)

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When I crawl into your arms

We talk about it all night long
We define our moral ground
But when I crawl into your arms
Everything comes tumbling down

Nick Cave- The Ship Song Lyrics

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You will stumble, you will be forgiven

"Your Perception. That everything you choose, is the right one for you. That you will stumble. That you will be forgiven."

~ Promise

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Vomit from my Brain Meats

My happy new home/ current art project: www.flickr.com/photos/tar...0791691512/

So love our new home :)
Fri, July 17, 2009 - 10:43 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
Zoe is the awesome.

This girl has the mad skillz. She has mad talent too, she is wickedly hilarious, she is absolutely beautiful, she is sincere and she is a true, loyal and real friend that I always know I can count on. I have been lucky enough to have this lady in my life for several years now, and over those years, she has become one of my closest girlfriends. I love this girl, I believe in her and I am constantly inspired and impressed by her.

Happy Happy Birthday Z. I hope you hav... read more
Tue, December 9, 2008 - 10:16 AM permalink - 5 comments
 
Damn tribe for being down most of today, I have been waiting all day for this....

HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS JENNIF!!

Seriously, I am constantly stunned by how awesome she is. Over the last few years she has become one of my dearest, most treasured, most trusted, most valued girlfriends. She is so completely the awesome. I thank Senior Jeffe all the time for bringing her into our universe. I am totally in love with this woman and right fully so, if you already know her, I really ... read more
Tue, November 18, 2008 - 4:47 PM permalink - 5 comments
 
Oh yeah, and today is my 5 year tribe-a-versary!

Holy cow, what a 5 years it has been. I know tribe has had its ups and downs. It is not always perfect, etc, etc, but it is still my favorite online social network.

It was 5 years ago that Mister Flintco told me all about this thing called tribe one weekend when monkey and I were up visiting for Barney's birthday and how I should join as a way to keep in touch with all of my SF friends, since I was still living in LA.

Over the last 5 y... read more
Tue, November 11, 2008 - 11:12 AM permalink - 15 comments
 
I hate to say it, but sadly, I had a feeling that Prop 8 would pass. Sadly we live in a bubble here in the Bay Area, and when you consider the rest of the state, yeah, I just had that sinking feeling that it would pass. Sorry, the deluded pessimist inside of me just new the crazy religious types and the people who live in fear and hate and anger in this state would vote yes on this and that added up, there sadly are probably more of them than there are of us.

I was hopeful that if it did ... read more
Wed, November 5, 2008 - 3:12 PM permalink - 13 comments
 
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Because Stagnation Equals Death!

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originally published at Because Stagnation equals Death
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Those Closest to Me

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*blush* and *swoon*

September 3, 2008
I'll be honest - I didn't get her at first. I mean, who's this woman, pouring her love all over me when I've barely even talked with her? She what? She really loves me?

Then I started taking a closer look, and I realized, she just knows herself and what she likes, and she got to the point of honestly loving me, and expressing it, a lot quicker than I could process it. I aspire to that superpower.

So, I guess what I'm trying to say is, if Tara comes up to you and she says she loves you, I encourage you to trust right away that she knows what she's talking about, even if you don't. I could have saved a bunch of time and energy if I'd known this early on, and I wouldn't have missed out on soaking in all that Tara love.

Just sayin.

Oh-- and I love you too.

=D
June 25, 2008
the monster?
Yeah i know her. Known her a good long time now and have seen her through many phases of her life. Chow yun Fat, yeah she's into him.
Frank Miller, yeah she's into him.
Thermal spectography, yeah she knows what you're saying.
Tara is the shining gem of Lemuria.
It is thru her this great Teleocracy stands firm and strong against the insane masses of the Surface World.
She has freed me from their bondage and their insane ways.
January 24, 2008
live and love and be exactly who you are; it is power and beauty in motion.
December 23, 2007
Every time Tara comes up in conversation, everyone sighs and earnestly says things like "Tara is the greatest." "I love Tara." I can't think of anyone more well regarded. As for what I adore about Tara: She is genuine. She shares her triumphs and difficulties with us in this electronic world without pretense. She is honest about where she has come from, and basks in the glory of where she has gotten to- through tenacity and seemingly boundless hopefulness. Then there's the thing where she has style, excellent taste in music, and is cute as hell. The only problem with Tara is that she is so beloved and engaged in life that it's hard to get time to spend with her.
So, yeah, Tara's the greatest! ;D
September 11, 2007
Tara is a blessing in my life...

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July 6, 2007
Creator of incredibly powerful stupid sock creatures? Super strong heroine with legs of steel? Magic electromagnet for happiness and contentment? Prototype of excellent friendship and trust? Wielder of the awesome Sledgehammer Of Universal Problem Solving™?

Perhaps. All I know is my agents of chaos and Zaz all love her... And who could blame them?
June 11, 2007
A bird flew through the trees of a lush jungle, adding its call to the symphony of exotics. Touched by no man, harmed by no predator, she sailed through the treetops, watching the animals play their elaborate games. A hot breeze pushed to towards the river, the insistent drums reverberated her breast. A storm brew in the distance…swollen wet clouds hovering and hesitating. The bird takes cover, protecting her young.

Tara wraps her wings around me.
March 30, 2007
if there were one tara for every able-bodied heterosexual male on the planet, this would suffice as evidence of a loving god. but no, there is only one, hence jesus and i must kung-fu for ultimate supremacy.
January 17, 2007
Blush and swoon indeed! Flub and fidget to boot! Swirl and gasp, that girl.. Reminds me always for purposes my heart beats.
January 11, 2007
Exuberance personified.
November 23, 2006
Tara...

so much i could say, if only there words for it.

what i can find words for, however, is this:
though we don't talk with each other very much these days, i find that to be a little bit of alright... because it continues to be a comfort just seeing her there, and knowing that she's always around...
October 25, 2006
A mere testimonial on Tribe could never do justice to this amazing woman. In such a short time, I have seen compassion, brilliance, love, talent, wit, style, strength, and beauty that are never found in such abundance in anyone, anywhere, anytime. Unprecedented indeed! Her presence in my life has been such an enormous gift, and knowing her has been such a profound adventure, that nowadays my first thought upon waking each morning is "WOW!" :)
August 18, 2006
she's like a black bunny. she's all dark and grr on the outside, but then she's all fuzzy and cute and adorable and i mean - look at her face? how can she be grrr?

so yeah, this woman is alright. i mean, she's a little weird and dorky, but i think inside we all are. we just don't want to admit it. but she will - she'll stand at the top of a giant fortress of concrete with petunias all over the place and scream 'i'm a dork!' and that's actually how she gathered together her first minions. i'm in awe of her powers of persuasion really.

tara's good people. that's all i actually wanted to say ;)
August 8, 2005
Absolutely beautiful, inside and out! My favorite safe lesbian lovah!

QueenE of Pie
June 16, 2005
Cuter in person.



I wanna wear a jumpsuit too.

%^P
April 22, 2005
Tara is one of the loveliest tribester that I've know for quite some time. She's sweet, smart, and very patient. I love her strength & inspiration. I hope to grow up [someday] so tjat I can just be like her. ;)

Now, if I could only figure out how she got that ODC action going on 'cause I need it. Come over to my place, I gotta learn from the best. :)

lots of hugs,
penny

*muah*
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October 21, 2004
No matter in what shade you find this caring and loving woman, one thing is for certain. If she is in your corner you have a pitbull backing you up. She'll cheer you on while you destroy your life's obstacles, and when you actualy stop to see the ruin that where you enemies and opponents she give you a giant loving hug and a schmooch on the cheek for a job well done!
Whether Tara is green, blue, or black (My fav), she has never failed to show me that she is a friend that will not stop just because life changes us. She is a friend that is worth knowing and damn well worth loving. Los Angeles greatest loss in now San Franciso's greatest gain.
Unsu...
 
October 8, 2004

Bold, Beautiful and Blue, Tara is an unstoppable force in the universe; full of rock and roll, and the long distance runner in the night. A mighty road warrior with a sweetheart's grin.
Why do we love Tara - because we're not dorks.
October 4, 2004
Once upon a time, maybe last week, there was Tara. Her arms were kind of stubbly and short, but Tarasaurus Sex was the queen of the dinosaurs, wreaking havoc throughout the land.

She is the lizard queen, she can do anything. And often, she does.
October 4, 2004
After the absolute pleasure of meeting Tara in person, spending the afternoon with her, straddling her and grabbing her boobs... I now feel complete. She is one beautiful Taurus woman, inside and out. *kisses*
October 4, 2004
in 1633, galileo was arrested for professing the false doctrine that the earth revolves around the sun. the roman government was protecting a truth which is commonsense today - that the earth, and in fact all life, revolves around tara's punky bottom. she is a metaphysical superhero, the aesthetic *mother of god*...
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August 17, 2004
Tara is wise beyond her years. Her posts read like sunshine on a gloomy day, the gentle breeze during a hot day, the much-needed batteries when my vibrator stops when I’m so close… *giggle* I enjoy bantering with Tara just as much as I appreciate our more serious conversations about life and love :)
July 15, 2004
I can always count on Tara to want to hear of my successes in life she is my own personal cheerleader. She is the coolest nonjudgemental person i have ever met, unless she doesnt like you. I am lucky to be her friend she gives me courage, faith and hope for all things good.
July 7, 2004
My sweet wonderful, loving Tara.... What can a man say that hasn't been said by a thousand people a thousand times? She has a beauty that glows from within, a smile that can melt the coldest heart, a laugh that makes even water smile, and eyes that hold a soul too large for her body to hold. She has but to ask and men would die for her, or women slay for her, but her kindness makes her humble and not hateful. She is one that I am glad to call friend.
May 28, 2004
My girl Tara is one of the best things that has ever walked into my life. Several times in my life the fates have put her in my path, as many times as it took for me to recognize that this wonderful person's attitude was meant to influence me. And she has. She is the type of person who just makes you calmer being in her presence. She is a person that can benefit anyones life. Thank you for being in my life you beautiful baby girl!!!
February 18, 2004
Tara is an amazing woman of great energy, with a playful nature a soft smile and a take no prisoners attitude when it comes to what's real in the world.

Like the goddess Tara of Buddhism, she has several manifestations...

Green Tara (whom most of us recognize by her hair) is dynamic, passionate and unyielding in her quest for honesty, love and the betterment of everyone and everything around her. Green Tara will never let you down when you need her, and she expects the same from you.

White Tara is rarer, reserved for close friends and loved ones. This is the Tara who is so easy to love: peaceful, gentle, kind and compassionate. A one-of-a-kind manifestation of beauty in the universe, she is a soft and delicate flower deep inside who wants only to be nurtured and loved and offers amazing love and nurturing in return. White Tara will never abandon you when you need her and will love you as you deserve to be loved. And she expects the same from you.

Like all humans, Tara is constantly changing and growing. With her motto 'ignorance kills' flying on her flag, she unceasingly strives to better herself and encourages the same of those she loves. And if you are lucky enough to have her close to you in your life, she will help you stay centered and focused on what is important. She does not suffer fools, but loves a good laugh. She won't tolerate betrayal, but accepts mistakes and accidents. She lives as an artisan lives and sees beauty in all things.

Anyone who is worthy of love becomes a better person for having known her.
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