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Me, myself, you and I

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I'm focused on loving - people I know and particularly people I have yet to know. The world needs a lot of love these days and I'm opening my heart in order to give and recieve as much positive energy as possible. By being deliberate about it, I hope to attract and offer goodness and kindness.
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Words to love by

"This is what rituals are for. We do spiritual ceremonies as human beings in order to create a safe resting place for our most complicated feelings of joy or trauma, so that we don't have to haul those feelings around with us forever, weighing us down. If you bring the right earnestness to your homemade ceremony, God will provide the grace. And that is why we need God.

So I stood up and did a handstand on my Guru's roof, to celebrate the notion of liberation. I felt the dusty tiles under my hands. I felt my own strength and balance. I felt the easy night breeze on the palms of my bare feet. This kind of thing - a spontaneous handstand - isn't something a disembodied cool blue soul can do, but a human being can do it. We have hands; we can stand on them if we want. That's our privilege. That's the joy of a mortal body. And that's why God needs us. Because God loves to feel things through our hands."
- From "Eat, Pray, Love" by Elizabeth Gilbert


"One may not reach the dawn save by the path of the night" - Kahlil Gibran

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?' Actually, who are you not to be? Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. As we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. " Marianne Williamson

"Destruction before creation" -Joseph Campbell

"What do sad people have in common? It seems they have all built a shrine to the past and often go there and do a strange wail and worship. What is the beginning of happiness? It is to stop being so religious like that." Hafiz, translated by Daniel Ladinsky

"My barn having burned to the ground, I can now see the moon" - Chinese Proverb

"This place where you are right now, God circled on a map for you. Whereever your eyes and arms and heart can move against the earth and sky, the Beloved has bowed there; our Beloved has bowed there, knowing you were coming." - Hafiz

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Armchair Reflections

Ok, it's gonna be like 100-degrees tomorrow: Summer has officially struck Portland. Which makes me want to go out, party a bit, have fun, swim, and meet some cute boys! I'm going out, I'm partying, I'm having a great time, I'm dunking in some cold-ass rivers...and I'm as date-less as a girl can get.

I know, I know: I need to clarify what I want and set an intention. Maybe that's why I'm so 'blah' about every guy I see: if I don't know what I want, how can the universe help me create it?
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Mon, July 9, 2007 - 11:25 PM permalink - 2 comments
 
I sit at my computer, listening to Death Cab for Cutie's 'Sound of Settling' and...feel like dancing my ass off. About a week ago I knew I was going to be heading out on a date with a guy my friends set me up with; through work I knew who he was, but it felt very 'blind' nonetheless.

Turns out, he's quite cool. In fact, he seems very cool. He's 41, much, much older than anyone I've ever gone out with, much older than anyone I really associate with in real life. So I wasn't anticipating th... read more
Tue, November 14, 2006 - 10:31 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
Three years ago I finished grad school and was hired by a large mental health agency in Portland, working as a case manager for adults with major mental illness in the downtown area. In the last 3 years, I learned a great deal about myself and my capacities for patience, determination, authority, and joy. Unfortunately, I also learned far more about depression and anxiety -- my own -- than I ever cared to know. Working long days with immense responsibility for far too many severely ill people... read more
Mon, November 13, 2006 - 10:46 PM permalink - 1 comment
 
Fall is on a rampage here in Portland, with rain all day, wind, leaves everywhere. Change is definitely in the air. I thought I'd list the changes I hope to make in the coming season...just to give me some focus.

1. Work. I start a new job tomorrow. Eeks! I loved-love-loved my last job, but it got too, too emotionally exhausting. I'm still with the same agency and know the team I'm moving too, so the change won't be harsh, I'm sure. But it starts tomorrow!! Yahoo!

2. Family. My grandma... read more
Sun, November 5, 2006 - 10:31 AM permalink - 3 comments
 
Tonight's Solstice meant a nice hike in the gorge for a party of sunset-watchers and climber friends. After I confirmed that the guy I've been trying to get out of my heart and mind for the last 2 months WASN'T attending, I approached the party scene only to find him sitting in a prime sunset seat. With his new girl. I immediately felt sick to my stomach. Still do. We said hello and chatted briefly when we were on our way out.

The twist to this is that, before arriving at the trail head, ... read more
Thu, June 22, 2006 - 1:08 AM permalink - 0 comments
 
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