repeated trials of me-anderings
finally real eyes ing
all the ways
I put the he
(the me)
before the she
forgetting the beauty
that exists in the
male/female marriage
internal eternal prayer
of the emotions and the senses
ever never mind's eye lenses

seeing the path
(walking it too)
occasional detours
healing journeys
soul-baring sojourns
feeling forsaken
and then
awaken
to this bliss again
cleansing rains
releasing forgotten forms
soothing calm, after the storm

why try
to make happiness the only way
when every day
whether i cry
or whether i play
whether the weather
is sunny or grey
my angels call out
to light the way
candles in the darkness
never extinguished
never distinguished
from this love that i feel
in every deepening breath
so divine
so real

always remember
never forget
this presence i feel
when i let go of regret