Since I last wrote, I have been much better physically. I am back up to 5+ miles running a few days a week with some other training in between that. I am still dealing with the hospital bills now in hopes that the hospital charity thing can kick in for me since I had NO income of any kind in almost two months. None.

My temp assignment is doing well; I just ended my third week. At this point, I am on autopilot but doing all I can to hold on to this job. In the past week, I did get a job offer from a company I've been in communication with. The first job offer in over a year, but the position was suddenly eliminated and offer revoked just yesterday. I was going to start on the 1st, great salary and full benefits and now...nothing. Right now, I am just tired and sick of the chase; tried of this game. At this point, though no benefits and mediocre salary, I’m just going to focus on this temp assignment until it ends. I'm not going to f*** it up trying to interview on my lunch break. I can only do so much at this point and I need income right here right now.