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once again

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last updated 10/22/09
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words of wisdom, beauty, and wit

"I may not believe in what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it." ~ Voltaire

"Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one." ~ Einstein

"The pages are still blank, but there is a miraculous feeling of the words being there, written in invisible ink and clamoring to become visible." ~ Nabokov

"It would be so nice if something would make sense for a change." ~ Alice in Wonderland

"She's a predator posing as a house pet." ~ Tyler Durden

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other places, other faces

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the reasons why i'm here

dave
dave
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on the outside looking in

Gender
Female
Age
33
Location
Cleveland
about me
i'm back again. i can't seem to give up on tribe no matter how hard i try. everything has changed and i no longer know who i am, but i think perhaps this is a good thing. i'll figure it out one of these days, or die trying.
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what a long strange trip it's been

ok, packing break.
i made it my goal to go through all the old boxes i had carried through about 7 different addresses, so that i could actually finish unpacking before i repacked to move. i don't have much left...but they were the boxes i hadn't opened in a while.

i keep my old journals. there's a long period of time during my marriage where i have only snippets - but after the divorce, through relationships #2 and #3 - the really destructive ones - i wrote a lot. i can go back over the stuff i wrote during... read more
Wed, November 11, 2009 - 12:16 PM permalink - 3 comments
 
i think i hate my tenants...and my ex
found a nice place. closer to school. happy days. except that my tenants not only paid me half of the rent for november, they're avoiding my phone calls now. I NEED THAT MONEY. i'm MOVING in a week, hopefully...and that house is equivalent to my JOB...it's supposed to bring in money to live on while i go to school, not sit there sheltering people that don't pay their rent.

i don't have time for an eviction right now. i'm hoping threats will work. i might survive december by borrowing MORE ... read more
Mon, November 9, 2009 - 6:01 AM permalink - 3 comments
 
. . .
i cannot lose myself in you.
you are not the ocean in which i drown.
love did not steal in, a thief
robbing me of self-will; i am not
left floating in the abyss.
we lie side by side, warm
from touching, shaping one another,
but you do not engulf me.
your heart’s rhythm echoes mine, but
i have not cut out my heart to give to you.
you are not the pyre
on which i immolate my soul.
i watch your face, etched, focused—-
in that instant we move together
beyond our senses—-but never fo... read more
Mon, November 2, 2009 - 9:01 PM permalink - 0 comments
 
ugh.
i dreamed about the boys last night, amongst other weirdness. i was taking my mother to a ren faire...wtf? lol...and once there, like dreams do, it morphed into something else - i don't know where my mother went, but suddenly i had a younger child with me, that dream-me knew was mine, and i was wandering around talking to various rennies as if i was part of things and they knew of me and the child - i recall talking to one guy about fencing, how i should start again and the child was going to... read more
Sun, October 25, 2009 - 7:17 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
have been dying to do something drastic
and money for a tattoo or another piercing is currently limited.

so i chopped off 5 years' worth of hair :o)

i think i'm liking it!
Wed, October 21, 2009 - 11:02 AM permalink - 2 comments
 
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